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BIG boy

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“I cut these hoes off i call that a cut crease” 

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lately I’ve been feeling numb; hollow even. my head empty of any thoughts, but my mind constantly racing, I feel like I’ve completely lost myself as a person -- as a human being. who am I? that’s a question I haven’t asked myself in a while. in this modern society, it’s easy to forget to breathe, isn’t it? when was the last time you stopped to take a moment to yourself, closed your eyes, inhaled deeply and let it all out in one long exhale?

this is my moment to breathe, to figure out who I am. what I want to change.

one thing I’ve always admired in people is their ability to tolerate and to find inner peace with themselves and others. it’s a journey that everyone has to go through, and though some people have shorter journeys than others, that doesn’t mean you should give up. every flower blooms at its own pace. work on blooming into someone who is selfless enough to take a moment and appreciate the beauty surrounding you.

it’s my time to be afraid. open myself up to different possibilities. there is so much out there in the world to experience, I will not allow myself to chalk up these mediocre 23 years as the end. instead, I have decided to rebirth myself, allow myself happiness and the ability of change. I want to make the next 23 years of my life years worth living, creating new memories with the people I love; and that love me too.

this letter is me opening myself up to myself. all this time I am who I have been most afraid of. letting myself be vulnerable to my feelings is not a sign of weakness. crying is not a sign of giving up. it means I’m human. just like everybody else.  

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08/24/16

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Almost all of my plants grow crooked and it makes me smile as they’re still so beautiful and perfect to me, so why would I criticize myself? Their curves add character and so do mine 😇

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he was so small

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Why do people say “oh I can’t eat that it’s breakfast” time is a man made concept and I’m ready for this popcorn chicken

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I, and millions of others, don’t give a flying f*** about your delegate count or your rigged votes. This is not about Bernie. It’s about a movement; a movement of ideas that don’t have a map, or a timeline, or an expiration date, they just are. And they will continue to be until we pull this country, and this world, back from the clutches of the egomaniacal millionaire sociopaths.

Lee Camp [Redacted Tonight #96] (via redactivist)

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