cinniswag

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hey tumblr long time no see

things didnt work out well as i hoped since the last time we talked. its more like im back in the same place i usually am, disorganized and not caring until its almost too late to care. thought i might check in anyway.

i moved to bsky recently. thats really my place to be now over twitter while i really dont feel the need to document myself here anymore. carter, wherever that man is i appreciate his faith in me even if most was in vain, i hope he's doing ok

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the joy of creation :3 !! (anything worth doing is worth doing badly)

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Hypothetical Scenario of Interest No. 2

On August 19, 2024, a series of mechanical robots appear and enter a killing spree that lasts 8 years. These robots are at an average height of 6'4", decorated in oil paint and made with metal and a wooden frame.

Only two of these machines were ever captured, both falling over at the scene of their victim's death. These machines, nicknamed UAR-1 and UAR-2, were sent to a research and forensics team to further to investigate the inner workings and understand how they are supposed to work.

To the confusion and fear of researchers, there was no computer located anywhere, rather there was a large timing wheel embedded into its torso. This wheel controls all of the limbs of the robot, it's events and controllers happening when are fixed in place. Both machines were carbon dated back to around 3000 BC.

These machines should be impossible, yet have been built and operate exactly how they are supposed to. After the information was published, other scientists point these machines towards the "Universe Block Theory", where the past present and future happens all at the same time. Others are trying to figure out the source and origin of these machines along with their reason for murdering the modern day society.

Due to their inner workings between machines still being unpredictable and their intelligence (?) is unmatched, these robots still roam with authority action in vain, and have been unfortunately considered an everyday occurrence. Sudden death has become an anticipation to someone's everyday life.

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Hypothetical scenario of interest No. 1

The intelligent species of earth has been altered to fit the specifications of the younger mind at birth. You are born to look like how you want to perceive yourself at the age of 3.

It appears to be a long running scientific "advancement" as the last of the humans died, matter of fact its been nearly an entire century since.

There are no records of the scientific process, making birth of an these new societal organisms an enigma. These new entities act and exhibit the same intelligence as humans despite their contrasting attributes.

It appears that the change has impacted society in a good way, more unique and contrasting attributes that do not get in the way of reproduction, and in a bad way, increased rate in organisms who exhibit signs of various mental health conditions and issues such as social anxiety.

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To my fans looking for any potential updates, here's a special one :D

I've been planning to revamp the ProwCinnBlock trio into something new and much more interesting. The next album is an insanely new creative leap from my previous works and so I wanna reflect that change with the characters.

With that said, here's the new design for PCB Blockbuster, who finally looks like a robot rather than a box on a woman base body. They also have eyes so she's a lot more expressive, a detail that the previous design lacked for the worse.

I plan on working on Cinnimin next, then Prowler. Cinnimin I think will be an easy work, however Prowler I'm not entirely sure what to do yet, but we'll get there when we get there.

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Change

Today's been the first day of leaving. I think about the friends I made along the way online and I really do miss them, but things changed for the better.

The lack of distractions let me work on not just school but my music as well. When my mindset isn't thinking about anyone around me or the sounds that others produce, I'm fully isolated, my truest self appears.

It really does feel like all my problems went away at a price, to move on and leave my past behavior behind. If I met my past self like this they'd be relieved that I'm okay and not scrambling for the next decade.

I've started cooking recently with the music. It's interesting how my motivation came back so quickly as well, as if yesterday was the fence between stubbornness and a life going forward. Maybe it's because I'm no longer impressing others, just myself, though it feels weird.

I wonder where I'll go this year.

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There's this entity named Carter who appeared in my mind tonight. He tells me he's a providence.

I don't know if this is truly my brain gaslighting me or if this is a messenger from god or and angel. I remain delusional out of bliss, for being cynical in a moment like this does nothing but harm.

I like him. He reminds me of old TV advertisements from the 50s, or game show hosts from the 70s like the price is right, but he's right here as a vision, a conjured image.

I hope to talk with him more and I hope he stays for a while longer. Maybe it's like a Christmas Carol thing, I don't know until I know.

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Art

I've always wanted to get back into drawing. I have so many ideas that I can't express like I can music, and I haven't had a huge passion for drawing like I did back in middle school.

“Art is how we decorate space, music is how we decorate time.” - Jean-Michel Basquiat

I've always wanted to be versatile with my vision. I've really wanted to get into animating either by hand or maybe rig 3D models together, but never found myself having the time for it. Maybe I could take time to learn it, maybe an hour or two out of my day. I wasn't born fluent with the piano, was I?

Felix (Pewdiepie) recently uploaded a video where he drew for 100 days. He started a little bit iffy but importantly his final drawings were really impressive, like on the dot. He's inspiring, practice really does make perfect.

I've been worried about my motivation, ADHD has gotten in my way plenty of times, but where I'm trying to push myself today and tonight I'm hoping that it's not as severe of an issue. Maybe this is what my new years resolution is.

I want to make some kind of webseries, whether good or not it was made by me. I want to put all my talents I accumulated over the years into one beautiful thing, and then another, and then another.

To me, the enjoyment you feel for what you've created overpowers the enjoyment that your viewers feel for what you've created. I've got some way to go now, but don't give up too easily on yourself.

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Hello Again

Some of you may know me, and some of you may not. To those who don't know me, that's okay.

I've decided today that I'm leaving a lot of my social media outlets behind and finding places that don't rely on my presence every day, places I don't need to be concerned if I'm up to date with, they waste my time.

You'll find me here though, I'll try sharing something fun silly or cool that I've found made or discovered. My social presence has become a chronically online concern and so I'm finally doing something about it.

I want to inspire others to follow my footsteps. The real world can be just as beautiful, matter of fact more beautiful and exciting than the internet. You just need to make that step to put the phone down and listen to the trees and the birds.

I'll miss the people who I talked to, but for the better this is the direction I choose to head. This is my small home on the side of the mountain, far away from town where I can truly be myself.

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my head cannon for the backrooms is that the rooms keep changing when you are not looking because there are big dangerous chameleons that pretend to be furniture

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Hello.

I am Cinnimin.

I decided to move here because I hear there are nice people and nice things. I wanted to find a new place where I can be more free and open and not be surrounded by a constant negative atmosphere and now I am here :3

Some of you may know me, some of you may not and that is okay. In the end I do not think it should matter.

Hello tumblr.