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“And once the storm is over, you won’t remember how you made it through, how you managed to survive. You won’t even be sure, whether the storm is really over. But one thing is certain. When you come out of the storm, you won’t be the same person who walked in. That’s what this storm’s all about.”

— Haruki Murakami

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Dear Tumblr,

Harini rasa outfit tak kena sangat, lagi-lagi style shawl.

Until suddenly I remembered this one boy once told me that "buruk".

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Solat.

You lose it, you lose everything.

That's the purpose of our existence Worship Him.

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"Supporting his dreams, wants and needs will not keep him."

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I'm not for everyone.

But once you taste my energy, you'll always be thirsty.

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In my silence, I can imagine the best version of you.

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A 'stolen snap' that have not been in the album for a long time.

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I just sang a heartbreak song, not until these flowers are broken into pieces :'(

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"Eyes can't talk"

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I can love you quietly, without needing anything in return.

Without ever asking for a place in your heart.

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Entahlah apa yang Allah rencanakan, Dia memberiku kesempatan lagi untuk merawat rasa itu.

Aku masih menyukainya, masih memikirkannya, meski tidak tahu seperti apa takdir yang akan aku terima.

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Ya Allah,

Bantulah aku untuk mengingat-Mu,

Bersyukur dan beribadah dengan baik kepada-Mu,

Bimbing aku ke jalan Engkau redhai,

Murahkan rezeki aku dan perbaiki akhlakku,

Ampuni dosa-dosaku dan peliharalah aku dari seksa api neraka.

Amiinnn ✨.

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Postgraduate education is expensive y'all.

And the journey is also very lonely and depressing T.T

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Moving on is not about forget them but how to live with the memories. I live only with our good memories so I can remember you as a good person and I hope you remember me like I do.

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Tidak akan aku mengagumi kamu sedalam ini, kalau bukan Allah yang menggerakkan hati.

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Kita dipertemukan bukan kebetulan,

tapi ketentuan Tuhan.