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I feel like celery is such a cheat code like no way I can eat 20 stalks and only consume like 70 cals

boutta be eating this for breakfast lunch and dinner 😭

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sigh

My ED and dysmorphia after successfully manipulating me into restricting again:

Me trying to carry out their will:

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here are some of my hobbies!!! 🌸 😍💕💕🌺

- lying😍😘

- starving myself💘💘

- binging to the point where I’m sick! 💋✨

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my ed meme dump 🤝

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my cat watching me body check 50 times a day:

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me calculating how many calories are in a homemade meal:

LIKE WHY IS IT SO HARD-

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me on my 1020392002th cup of green tea:

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the sensible part of my brain trying to convince me and my ed that eating a single strawberry after a 24 hour fast wont kill me:

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happy reminder to be kind to your body and mind this Easter, I know it’s scary but I think we all deserve a plate at this point 💀

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I went 100 cal over my 900 limit for the Purple Skinny Diet yesterday, and I feel awful but I’m gonna get back on track with a 20 hour fast, wish me luck!

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why is drinking coffee while scrolling through tumblr in the morning the BEST feeling ever?

I’ll just be sitting on the couch like:

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my mom is “treating” me to ice cream today after my doctors appointment and I’m really nervous, but I’ll just get one scoop of the lowest cal flavor with no cone 😎💅

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*me coming upstairs to make my 7th cup of coffee of the day*

my stomach:

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my ed watching me pass out 48 hours into my fast:

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me: I have no fears

*not eating for a week and gaining weight*

me: