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Some days I question everything. Should I even write today? What's the use? No one hears me. No one sees me. No one feels me. I become so small. Despair whispers so many lies it's hard not to drown.

e.v.e.

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This is the game we play.

It is not a fun one, but I can’t help myself.

We go back and forth as friends, as lovers, as strangers.

Always something. Never nothing.

I just can’t help myself.

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You sleep coiled; tightly wound. Hands are fists beneath pillows, clenched above cotton sheets. You are at war, even in your dreams.

// Rest Achilles, The world will wait

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I’d say a little bit of both

hey nice mental issues did ur family or ur ex give u those

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So free that her air destroys me and in her mouth she rebuilds me as she consumes me.

Tan libre, que su aire me destruye y en su boca me reconstruye al consumirme.

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keep me under your desk and make me suck your cock whenever work gets boring

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It's not a voice in my head, it's a feeling in my entire body.

Starting from the tips of my toes, to the top of my head.

I feel it in every movement.

I feel it in every muscle.

I hear it every time I speak.

It's in the eyes of everyone who looks at me.

It's in their voice.

I'm aware it's not logical, but it won't go away.

Maybe it is a voice in my head, a silent one.

"You aren't good enough."

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Thinking about rough, possessive, "I fucking own you" sex

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I believe I get attached way too easily.

I'm not sure why.

I suppose there are things I still need to discover about myself.

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The right decision is often the less desirable one.

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