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#blackgirlmagic #naturalhaircommunity #naturalhairjourney #hairgrowth #natural #naturalhaircommunity #coils #coilyhair #teamnaturalhair #curlyhair #washandgo #blackandbeautiful #nappy #fro #afro #bighair #blackbeauty #curls #girlswithcurls #bighairdontcare

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May i vent? I hate my neighbors! These people are absolutely awful with animals. They've had at least 3 different dogs within a year. Reason being that animal control or the humane society keeps coming to take them away. These idiots leave these poor defenseless sweet dogs outside all day tied to a sign by a wire string. From my building i dont see food or water. I dont care if its a puppy, a grown dog, or a geriatric dog... dogs that bark all night are in distress! Either the dog is hungry, bored, in pain, or idk but there is a problem! Im not even mad that its barking all night im mad because this dog's stupid idiot human owner allows it to bark all night! My family & i continue calling the authorities on these people. They dont deserve to have a pet! They're idiots! I hate them. The barks sound like its battling something or saying "Help me! Someone, anyone, please!" I hate animal neglect/abuse with a passion... Im pissed off. 🐶

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Venting... I really don't understand certain people. I guess it's not my job to, but some people are toxic (myself includes) no matter how much you want them in your life. The start of 2017 is right around the corner & I guess some things are best left behind & left unsaid. I have never been spoiled, privilleged, or pampered. I have always been humble & have tried to be good to others and stay open minded. People are materialistic. People are temporary. What happened to having compassion, understanding, & patience? I want so badly to leave this place. I've had nothing but bad luck ever since I came back to Illinois. Looking for a Christmas tree shaped door to fall through. I'd take anything over my current situation. Side note* If someone tries to leave your life are you like me & you also want them to stay gone forever?

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Come home... Dinners ready. I missed you... *warm feelings/soft hearts*

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I put the ass in #assault (Now get your giggles out & get ready for some depressing shit) This happened to me today... Someone #inappropriately hugged me @ work. It was one of those hugs from the back/side hugs while I was leaning forward putting watermelon out. His arms were completely wrapped around me. Lasted only a few seconds but I'll remember it forever. I didn't over think anything, it was inappropriate. Possibly innocent but inappropriate. The man was from a different department so I told my male coworker & he said "I'm having a hard time believing you, you tend to over react/ overthink things... " I got so furious I stormed out crying..he came out to the sales floor & proceeded to tell me "I CAN'T help you... Do you want this to happen to you again?! Then you have to talk to upper management." The incident went #unreported. I'm not even mad that the guy hugged me...it took me by surprise & made me uncomfortable but thats not what hurt me. I'm upset that my coworker didnt believe me. My coworker was completely emotionally detached, & could care less if I felt uncomfortable or if that #triggered past #sexualabuse I've experienced (which it did) I hate people.... So much for getting baptized & becoming a better person. Everything has been on a downward spiral. I miss when this account used to be positive. Why is everything in my life so depressing!? I didn't over think this. This happened to me today 12/15 Around 8:40am #sad

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How bad?

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I used to rule the world... #boobs #breasts #bbw

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#Same

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Silence.

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Saw this on #Twitter It was exactly what I needed. Sharing it here incase you need it too :) 🌸

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Can I vent? I'm in a dark place in life. I've tried for so long to let my instagram be a place of happiness & hope. Its been the one source that I turn to when I'm down. I scroll through and read the middle section to remind myself to remain strong through all battles. My account is not only to encourage other people but it makes me happy as well. I'm in such a low dark place in life & I have been ever since I started this account. I keep a strong poker face but I've been miserable for 2 years. It finally happened, I'm cracking under the pressure. One person can only take so much. I wont erase this in the future I want to leave this section of darkness to remind others & myself that even when you go through dark times things can and will get better. I hope I'm right. Hopefully I'll see the light & escape this darkness Thanks for listening #depressed #sadness #depression #sad

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The Sun's obsession with the Moon

On an average Wednesday the Sun fell deeply in love with the moon. They were like complete opposites & had different responsibilities within the solar system the sun had fallen deeply as if the moon cast a spell. Even though they only met in passing the two couldn't help but notice one another. There was something so powerful about the moon..it had such a magnetic pull yet still having dominance & restraint. Some deep rooted mystery that the sun couldn't understand. The irresistibility, mystery, mystic power? But the mystery was so intriguing. The Sun loved every hole & crater on the Moon, loved that it was of a different shade and size. Loved it's rotational axis. He (the moon) functioned differently than she (the sun) ever could. He had his shit together and she was a hot f*cking mess. They were true opposites, ying & yang, darkness & light. Even though the moon radiates of self confidence on the outside at times the moon felt ashamed of it's appearance but the Sun saw deeper...she saw into the very core of the moon's soul. The Sun saw the selflessness... These were not just craters, these were battle scars. The moon had been protecting the earth from asteroids deep in space. She knew he was tough on the outside with a beautiful soul on the inside. How could you not see the beauty in that. She understood about making sacrifices she had made several sacrifices since the beginning of time, the big bang. She craved to be in his presence. He pretended to not care even though he did. Even though the Sun was beautiful she had a bad reputation for burning all that got too close. She was often misunderstood. The Sun had accepted a life of solitude. How could anyone love something that they could never get close to. She could barely love herself. "The hotter I burn the more that I love you. & if you got this close that's saying something! But if I don't let you get close that's speaking volumes too because I never want to do anything to hurt you. Run away from me..." The Sun would protect itself & never let anyone get too close. Legend says the sun developed her inescapable heat when burned by her first love light years ago; a stupid alien who constantly cheated with planets from far away galaxies in another dimension. The thing about the Sun is as much as you want to stare & admire it's beauty you will always get hurt. Even still the Moon loved the fire that burned so deeply in the sun. Loved the warmth projected how she effortlessly illuminated the galaxy. He loved how she left everything better than she found it yet she was struggling to make herself better, struggling in all aspects truly. She was different. The stars were nice to gaze at in passing but the moon could never forget the Sun's glow.  Even though he knew that She would burn him. Even though there was no way they could ever be together this was love. Their own kind of love. An unexplainable, explosive, what happens next, hide your true feelings, secret type of love. They had their differences but like the Sun the moon has a warmth to the core. The moon was nothing but love on the inside & a tough surface area on the outer core. She could see layers that of him that most could not. He was a quiet mystery with piercing eyes. He left her wondering & curious. She wanted to explore the depths of his soul but she wouldn't dare be bold enough to ask. She was polite & sweet on the outside but bursting with intense passion on the inside. She secretly admired the moon for century's & is still doing so... She will continue loving the moon at a distance. It excites her. She loves the mystery. It makes her burn brighter. They never speak of the admiration they share for one another, not even during the solar eclipse. Some things are best left unsaid but take it as is. The Sun is just happy of the moon's existence & for the interactions that they do have. She will always care for him in a special way & even though the moon voted for Trump she still wants his trust & acceptance. I'm sorry... -The Sun

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“I watched the piles of feces go up the conveyer belt and drop into a large bin. They made their way through the machine, getting boiled and treated. A few minutes later I took a long taste of the end result: a glass of delicious drinking water.

The water tasted as good as any I’ve had out of a bottle. And having studied the engineering behind it, I would happily drink it every day. It’s that safe.” -Bill Gates

Science is AMAZING. Watch the full video here.