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me and my dupattas and skirts against the world

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i think the guy in darjeeling who sold me my first dreamcatcher was rlly onto something?? when he told me i should hang them at the headboard of my bed to not have nightmares and im actually not having any anymore after i hung it yaha and not in some random ass faraway corner of my room for the first time ever god bless the hill people

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I want to be around people who know that caring isn't stupid, it isn't crazy. I love people who care about the birds and art and crayons I love caring I never want to be non chalant, what's fun about not feeling deeply

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my sister's friend actually cried on video call because thats how overwhelmed she was on seeing me chat i dont think i'll ever feel unworthy again

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it's you and me in this living room with the huge windows and we're dancing slowly btw

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i love being loved by women

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get hot

let no one hit

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hiiiiii

how is youuuuu??

barely surviving hon wby

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play this on my funeral

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my friends are going to concerts while im making playlists on spotify

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i love desi jazz

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im too stubborn to not have hope

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Tum ab jawab nhi deti

Kya me accha nhi lagta

Ya tumhe koi farq nhi padta

Iss andheri si zindagi ko

Koi ek suhana khwab toh do

Me sirf tumhara hu, tum jawab toh do

kaun ho bhai

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favourite morning text i think

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sylvia plath once wrote “ i am jealous of those who think more deeply, who write better, who draw better, who ski better, who look better, who live better, who love better than i”

for a day i want to live life as each one of the people who get to live it more than i.

who laugh a little more, so much so they have smile lines in their 20's. who carry more books than their shoulders can support. who carry an air of melancholia about them, but not the kind that makes you cry but fuels your passion. who talk in songs and ghazals, probably own more cassettes than money. who talk to their plants and paint their walls in sunset hues. who feed more than they eat, all in the name of love.

for im afraid ill wake up one day and realize i haven't lived at all.

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koi mujhse pyaar kyu krega when they could love someone else