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a little thread about mizuki akiyama and how she makes me feel as a transfeminine vocaloid producer. warning: probably way too personal

i was initially very skeptical of pjsekai bc i was very afraid that it was just going to be sanitized gacha slop, but the character of mizuki actually has come to reflect how I felt living a stealth transgirl in high school. the only people who knew i was trans was people i knew before coming to my high school. for the first three years i never told another soul i was trans. i was terrified to be othered by my peers, to be made fun of when i wasnt around, and I saw my worst fears mirrored by the out trans women at school facing the exact treatment i feared. i vowed never to tell anyone i became friends with. because i knew that even if they didn’t mock me, it would change how they see me forever.

seeing a scene where a trans woman knows that if she came out to her friends they’d probably be accepting, but still fearing you’d never be treated how you were was so heartbreaking and so deeply relatable. at the same time, that barrier of never allowing herself to be honest with her friends about who she is makes the feeling of friendship seem fleeting and superficial, no matter how deep in you get. it took so long for me to realize that i will never feel like myself around my friends if i’m not honest with them about who i am. i’m waiting with bated breath for the next part of the story to see the resolution.

i would’ve never expected to see such a story told in an official game associated with vocaloid, but I’m very glad I did and it makes me feel even more connected to vocaloid than i already did. thats it. if u read this far i am so sorry

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i know its been talked about to death but this will still be the funniest thing to ever happen in an action blockbuster. like he was dying but he still said “this will be my audition for face off i need to be unclockable as this rock”. he went all out

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I wanna bf that has a life like those characters from fast & the furious and he come home n I bandage his knee and urge him to b careful out there bc I’m pregnant

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Cannibalism as a metaphor for I Was Hungry

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i see no difference.

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Elves this elves that, what about dwarves huh? What about gnomes and halflings, think because someone's short and silly they can't fuck crazy style??? Think a fella named Zimbo Zambles can't give you the night of your life??????

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friend put on pokemon battle music while i was resting my eyes and i felt like someone just threw a knife at me

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the funniest part of the jason x sex scene post is actually watching jason x and finding out that the sex scene was plot relevant because jason revives at the very same time they were having sex in the room next door and it's implied that jason could sense them having sex while he was cryogenically frozen and it pissed him so much (because he hates sex) that it revived him. if you removed it you would make the movie less funny.

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One unexpected thing about being on T is the way that cis men are also jealous of you

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crossroads emmert

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Did you know? Joltik is the Pokémon world's most wanted criminal, linked to 33 cases of fraud, 42 counts of embezzlement, at least five deaths, and the hoarding of all of Unova's electricity. However they'll never be caught because they're too cute, look at that wittle face! This has been Fun Falses with Strap

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hydrogen bomb vs coughing baby

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Frimomen I drew for Puff’s Rawdog 🌭 cover!

Listen to it here.

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who has the image where it says albert einstein lived in a house made of cheese and failed the driving test 8000 times

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Lay your towel next to me, so that I can get a peek, at that smile that'll keep me looking your way!

I also made a remaster of Shoreline, which is maybe my favorite song I've ever written. If you like Len and you like beachy silly cute little first love type songs I hope you'll enjoy this!!!

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how it feels to be online these days