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It's actually funny how humans decided "fuck living in caves with all these creepy crawlies", got out of caves, built houses that have all the nice parts of a cave without any of the yucky parts, and then all the little bugs and spiders and other creepy crawly creatures that used to also live in caves thought "sweet, new and improved caves" and moved right back in with us.

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𝔡𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔪 𝔩𝔦𝔣𝔢

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Photography by Nona Limmen.

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the thing is i would have stayed had you asked.

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If you have to convince someone to stay with you, then they have already left.

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i‘m not used to being wanted

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I haven’t told anyone. But I am really tired. I am lonely and really exhausted. I don't have bad days or good days anymore. They all just feel the same. Sometimes when I lay in bed, I imagine these black clouds so huge, they would swallow me. Some other times, it feels as though my skin is infected with millions of parasites. I am scared. I can’t talk. I can’t talk.

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And I could give you my everything, but to you I'd still be a nothing.

— r.r.

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“I miss how we used to talk every night.”

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“I’m trying my best to be okay.”

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"I hate myself so much, so much that I want to die"

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'i only want what's best for you' but how do you think you know? darkest hell you put me through and then i watched you go

-multasuntcausaebibendi (poem: "best for you Ⅲ")

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My heart's telling me to stay,

the brain knows I should just leave.

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