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Photography by Nona Limmen.

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the thing is i would have stayed had you asked.

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If you have to convince someone to stay with you, then they have already left.

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i‘m not used to being wanted

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I haven’t told anyone. But I am really tired. I am lonely and really exhausted. I don't have bad days or good days anymore. They all just feel the same. Sometimes when I lay in bed, I imagine these black clouds so huge, they would swallow me. Some other times, it feels as though my skin is infected with millions of parasites. I am scared. I can’t talk. I can’t talk.

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And I could give you my everything, but to you I'd still be a nothing.

— r.r.

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“I miss how we used to talk every night.”

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“I’m trying my best to be okay.”

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"I hate myself so much, so much that I want to die"

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'i only want what's best for you' but how do you think you know? darkest hell you put me through and then i watched you go

-multasuntcausaebibendi (poem: "best for you Ⅲ")

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My heart's telling me to stay,

the brain knows I should just leave.

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“I’m so tired of being broken.”

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