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i love when its one of those days where you just want to lay in bed and do nothing and then you look out the window and its raining, like thanks weather for validating me i guess

[christ-on-a-crackerjack]

😭😭

defending what's theirs

[christ-on-a-crackerjack]

i love you

i love you even when you don’t

i love you even when you yell

i love you even when you do that weird thing with that jelly (it’s actually hilarious)

i love you even when it’s raining and cold (and when i say i’m cold you don’t give me your jacket and you just laugh at me)

i love you even when i don’t (because i swear i do)

i love you even when you don’t like me very much (which is often)

i love you even when everything is so hard

i love you even when I can’t get out of bed (but neither can you so it’s alright)

i love you even when it takes forever for you to write me back

i love you even when you have to wear a lot of bracelets and long sleeves for a while

i love you even when you ignore me

i love you even when i have to study and do homework and go to softball and there just isn’t enough time in the day to love so much

i love you even when i have no words to show how i love you 

i love you even when you take bad pictures of me

i love you even when you send me those pictures and my camp friends see them

i love you even when you think i don’t 

i love you even when it’s just too hard 

i love you even when you won’t let me help you 

i love you even when you’re so much stronger than i could ever be

i love you even when you lie about your birthday 

i love you even when i don’t know how to make it better

i love you even when you are brave and i mess everything up

i love you even when you get better grades in math than me

i love you even when you make fun of my long torso

i love you even when you kick me for no reason

i love you even when you make me tie your shoes

i love you even when you have no appropriate shirts other than one simply southern shirt

i love you even when you like your cat more than me

i love you even when you cry because you’re so happy (i love you especially then)

i love you even when i have to keep coming up with stuff as an excuse to say just how much i love you

i love you even when you don’t believe i love you and i have to write a whole-ass poem

i love you even when you do believe i do, because i need to get it into your thick skull 

i love you even when you get mad at me because i called your skull thick

i love you even when your skull is actually super thin

i love you.

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the urge to write fics is starting to over-power the shame of my abominable writing skills.