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humans are 70% water but he is 70% legs

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This post is lovely, and has found me because the Universe really has a way with always connecting things that are meant to be seen/experienced/had.

Social media & the "Memories" feature is always such a gamble depending on how much you share... Thanks to the memories feature, I was reminded that six years ago today, I had to put my guy, Grey Goose, to sleep.

He was a Russian Blue that I had raised since he was 6 months old. I was his Mama. I taught him to use a litter box, how to eat, how to clean himself. Everything.

He had gotten sick really quickly and rapidly declined. I remember thinking he just didn't look right and then BOOM, he was gone.

At the time, my husband said I couldn't bring him with me to our apartment, so he stayed behind at my mom's place where she graciously took care of him. I used to go see him twice a week.

I remember being so destroyed because I saw him on a Tuesday or Wednesday night, then not again until Saturday, and he just looked so sick. So we brought him to the vet the next day and that's when they said he had advanced kidney disease, and that cats hide their illnesses well, and it was either a $10k surgery that wouldn't guarantee he stays alive, or simply euthanasia. I had no other choices. I couldnt and wouldn't let him suffer.

This, is the 2nd thing to remind me of him today. I guess wherever his soul is, that he misses me?

I miss him.

Since then, my husband promised me I could have cats. He saw how much it destroyed me.

We got one in 2022. My beautiful Inosuke boy. He's a solid black Siamese/Burmese/American Shorthair mix, and my gorgeous mini panther.

Then my crash happened in 2023... So, in 2024, we rescued a kitten. My white & tabby patched American Shorthair/American Wirehair mix, Tengen.

This weekend, I am fostering my first group of kittens! There was only 2. One went to my Mom & Dad, the other is being held here for a week for a friend.

I just know this is my good boy, Goose, reaching out to me. I hope he knows I love him, and his brother, and that I miss them both desperately. 🥹🩶

I wish I wasn't the type to sit and post my feelings and cry, but ever since I was trapped under the engine of my truck, with both femurs, knees, feet, right leg, and right arm broken, I've lost the filter for crying. It just doesn't exist anymore.

So here I am crying. Missing my boy. Knowing his brother is with him, and that they too are missing me today.

This drawing made me realise that actually I love the comfort zone and I would like to go back into it. Also that I must draw more tigers.

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George Campbell (Irish, 1917-1979) - Sleeping Cats

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even elmo hates drake 😭😭

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I am so overwhelmingly sad, and angry... I feel like I'm a million emotions all at once, and everything is moving so fast inside my head, but I'm physically trapped in place (in this stupid fucking wheelchair). People always say at least you're alive, but this is no way to fucking live my life day to day. I feel like I am fucking drowning in my sorrow. I just want it to end. The fact that I don't see an end in sight is just fucking exhausting.

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i have become lord and gotten pretty good at aiming in marvel rivals solely because of him.

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I wanted to see it anyway, but this was a solid consideration for going to see it (you know, for budgeting a date night, wearing make up, maneuvering a movie theater when you're in a wheelchair, etc).

** wakes husband up to tell him & schedules in planner ** 🥰

Before: this is me before watching ca: brave new world. If Bucky is in this I’m shitting my pants.

After: *shits pants

RAAAAAAAAHHHHH BUCKY BARNES FOREVER🇺🇸 🇺🇸🔥🔥‼️‼️‼️‼️

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when in doubt about whether or not to make a thing, do it for your 3 hardcore fans.

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Wise words of wisdom.

love pickles. a little pickle never killed nobody. Unless you’re in one. Then shit ain’t funny.

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I am going to [remembers that jokes about suicide are detrimental to myself and others] Scarborough Fair.

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If you don't believe American healthcare is a joke, I am being sued for $3,900. I am on permanent disability due to a car accident that I have STILL NOT RECEIVED the insurance settlement for, and my disability payment each month goes directly into my rent. It's actually my entire rent. So... That's hilarious. And mortifying. And makes me want to stop breathing.

I am having my attorney handle it, but this just tanked my mental health 🫠🙃

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The way Bucky and Natasha call each other James and Natalia does something to me

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Did a fucking bearded dragon write this?

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He's such a slut

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