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▌█ ∵  ♛  ∵ █ ▌ Stomach victim of the light wind and legs kept warm by sweat pants. An iconic combo of black sweats and a bright pink crop top iconic, if she would say so herself so the face of her friend was welcomed with a bright smile. Jessica was not the brightest bulb in the box but, she did have a pretty good knack at english and with pointing out things in films they would watch. This was the main reason she always loved offering Josh her help with his brilliant movie plans. She admired his confidence in them and often wanted to take some of it for herself but for now the facade of confidence was just fine. ❝ My knight in shining armor! This is early for me you know, especially on a weekend. ❞ She teased before sipping the hot coffee not even jolting at the heat with a satisfied expression. He got it right, her obnoxiously long order and she was touched by the notion truly. Taking the arm holding the script she began to drag him towards her open door.  ❝ Yours truly will be the judge of that!  ❞

              josh followed the tug of the hand on his arm, wandering through the open door into her apartment. setting the manuscript down on the coffee table, he chugged the last of his coffee having drank most of it on the way there. what jessica didn’t know was that he hadn’t slept the night before. josh spent the whole night working on this script knowing he was getting closer to the final draft. “ i know it’s early and i know it’s not perfect but --- fuck we’re so close... a couple months of filming and we are on our way. big money! ” he plopped himself on the couch, making himself at home for the most part and tried his hardest to resist closing his eyes. “ do you think they’ll go for it? i mean what if all this shit ends up being for nothing? ”

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                    THE past few months had been hard for josh to say the very least. everyone turned their backs on him and who can blame them? after what he did... he had no one to blame but himself. he kept replaying that night in his mind. everything had gone according to plan... then the wendigo’s showed up and only added to the sheer unbridled terror that his friends faced on the mountain that night. the worst part was that he couldn’t take it back, but he could try to make amends for it. he would die trying.

                     JOSH had written out personal apologies to each friend, recommended by his therapist, as a way of coping and seeking solace. he would never let anyone read them and in his heart he knew no one would accept them. he hadn’t tried to reach out to anyone mostly out of fear. out of fear that he would have to endure another storytelling of his own personal horror story. to be honest, he was at war with himself over it. for every inch of josh’s mind that wishes he could take it all back... another part of him didn’t regret what he did. he wanted revenge.. he sought it out. to pull off a much better prank than his friends had done to his sisters. with each dose of medication, these thoughts seemed to slip away further and further from his grasp. he wanted to be better, but first he had to own up to his mistakes.

                      SURPRISINGLY enough, the sporting goods store wasn’t on his to do list that day. he’d recently been frequenting the local batting cages as a way of relieving stress. his high school bat had finally crapped out on him and he was on his way inside to buy another when he saw her. green eyes melting into apologetic sorrow as he watched her freeze in front of him. both of them standing there speechless as her mouth opened. her words were enough to make him regret even being born. the fact that he had caused all of this. he was the monster that kept people up at night now. move over ghost face, joshua washington was the new monster lurking in the shadows. 

                                           “ i uh ---- i came to grab a bat too. not for the same reason, but -- ”

                        WHAT could he possibly say to her in this moment to make anything better? to ease a troubled mind? he could barely reassure himself that things were going to get better. he thought about the letter. would it really be so crazy to hand it over? to finally give someone closure about the events that happened at the lodge that night. before he could decide against it he said, “ hey i --- i wrote you something a few weeks ago, ash. it’s in my car... it’s about --- well uh, it’s an apology, ash. i don’t think i ever officially apologized to you and chris. anyways, if you want to read it, you can have it. ” 

based on the book title “there’s some/one inside your house” by stephanie per/kins ! for @choosewisxly

Every time Ashley had ever pictured herself seeing Josh again ( albeit, most of those times came in the middle of the night, in the silence of her bedroom, in the wake of yet another nightmare terrifying enough to wake her by the sound of her own screams ), it was a massive confrontation. The process was practically a routine, by now. Wake up, reassure her parents, search the house, check the locks, and settle in for a night of restless tossing and turning, accompanied heavily by imaginary monologues. It was, truthfully, the ONLY way she could cope alone. She had mapped everything out, everything right down to the last insult she’d toss his way before storming off, never to be heard of again. The conversation became longer with each night she had to practice, to add onto the laundry list of reasons she would rather live through another week of the torture she’d faced on Blackwood Mountain than ever lay eyes on him again. Ashley had it all down pat, you see, and that is exactly why this moment was so terrifying for her, in every sense of the word. None of the manufactured encounters had begun with simply running into him outside of a freaking Hibbett Sports store. No, no, they’d started on purpose. They’d started when she was finally FED UP with knowing what he’d done to her. Done to all of them. They started when Ashley had courage. They were in her head. Momentarily, she contemplated pinching herself to ensure she really was awake, but decided against it just as quickly. She’d look like an idiot if she didn’t startle awake with her head on her desk and a paper stuck to her arm. Funny, she thought, this is the first time I’ve ever hoped to be in the middle of a nightmare. Her lips felt glued shut; the moment she spoke, it would become too real. It would be an admission that she was there. Nausea turned her stomach inside out as Ashley honestly contemplated just running past him. Somehow, apparently, her shoes had turned to cement blocks. Far too heavy to budge forward, just by an inch. After a long pause, after a gulp she was sure was loud enough for him to hear, after coming to the conclusion that she was surely going to pass out soon, Ashley’s mouth opened. “I bought a bat–” As if that couldn’t have been deduced by him simply looking down at the long wooden handle protruding from her massive bag, “– I bought it because last night my dad went to a meeting, and my mom went to the store, and I was alone. I had a panic attack, and I QUICKLY became convinced that there was someone in my house. I cried, and I called my mom home, and I didn’t fall asleep until two in the morning. So I bought a bat to feel better when I’m alone.” Although she’d distinctly left it unsaid, there was an accusation clear in Ashley’s tone. Unintentional as it was, it was biting. Someone who was exactly like you, Josh.

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FIFTY KISSES [ accepting ] || @finalclimb

11. IN JOY

             THE only person that stuck around after the incident was sam. even chris had abandoned him, not wanting to accept that his best friend actually dragged them through hell that night on the mountain. josh wanted desperately to get his act together. he was taking his meds, he started writing his own scripts again, and the weekly visits to the psychiatrist seemed to be helping. when his mental health diagnosis changed, so did he. he was finally taking the right medication and for the first time he truly felt better. not amazing, of course, because he would always have to live with what he did to his friends. 

             SAM stuck around while josh was getting back on his feet. he often referred to her as his “rock”, even if they weren’t technically dating. josh was too focused on himself right now to even think about dating anyone. he needed this time for himself, finally. he started applying to different colleges months ago, longing to be a part of something he enjoyed doing. every prestigious film school received an application from joshua washington, but his expectations were low. all it took was a google search and the headline would pop up. he longed to erase what happened that night on the mountain, but life goes on. he had to move on too.

             WHEN the letter came in the mail, he could feel how thick the package was. he got in his car and headed straight for sam’s house as soon as he received it. every application he sent out was proofed by sam. every essay or resume he sent, she was by his side while he worked on it. none of this could’ve happened without her, and this package felt like the fruits of their labor. he gently knocked on the oak door in front of him. he was too excited to wait, so he opened the letter on the way over.

              WHEN the door swung open, josh had already opened the acceptance letter from the package and held it up, yelling, “ i got in! ” he chuckled before lifting sam up off the ground and twirling her in a circle. “ thank you, thank you so much sam.. i couldn’t have done this without you. ” as her feet met the floor, without thinking, he leaned down to her height and placed an excited kiss on her lips. he made sure not to linger, but it went against every instinct he had to hold back. this felt right… didn’t it?

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“ 𝔽𝔼𝔸ℝ. 𝕀𝕋'𝕊 𝕋ℍ𝔼 𝕄𝕆𝕊𝕋 𝔹𝔸𝕊𝕀ℂ, 𝕋ℍ𝔼 𝕄𝕆𝕊𝕋 ℍ𝕌𝕄𝔸ℕ 𝔼𝕄𝕆𝕋𝕀𝕆ℕ. 𝔸𝕊 𝕂𝕀𝔻𝕊, 𝕎𝔼'ℝ𝔼 𝔸𝔽ℝ𝔸𝕀𝔻 𝕆𝔽 𝔼𝕍𝔼ℝ𝕐𝕋ℍ𝕀ℕ𝔾. 𝕋ℍ𝔼 𝔻𝔸ℝ𝕂. 𝕋ℍ𝔼 𝔹𝕆𝕆𝔾𝔼𝕐𝕄𝔸ℕ 𝕌ℕ𝔻𝔼ℝ 𝕋ℍ𝔼 𝔹𝔼𝔻. 𝔸ℕ𝔻 𝕎𝔼 ℙℝ𝔸𝕐 𝔽𝕆ℝ 𝕄𝕆ℝℕ𝕀ℕ𝔾. 𝔽𝕆ℝ 𝕋ℍ𝔼 𝕄𝕆ℕ𝕊𝕋𝔼ℝ𝕊 𝕋𝕆 𝔾𝕆 𝔸𝕎𝔸𝕐. 𝕋ℍ𝕆𝕌𝔾ℍ 𝕋ℍ𝔼𝕐 ℕ𝔼𝕍𝔼ℝ 𝔻𝕆. ℕ𝕆𝕋 ℝ𝔼𝔸𝕃𝕃𝕐. ”

           INDEPENDENT & SELECTIVE JUGHEAD JONES

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hello, everyone! send me things!!

all open starters are HERE

you can find all memes HERE

orrrr… click HERE to recieve your own starter from either sam or josh!

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fifty ways to kiss someone.   send me a 💏 and i will randomise a number in order for my muse to kiss yours…

…good morning.

…goodnight.

…goodbye.

…where it hurts.

…where it doesn’t hurt.

…on a falling tear.

…to shut them up.

…in secrecy.

…in public.

…desperately.

…in joy.

…in grief.

…discreetly.

…casually.

…passionately.

…lazily.

…to distract.

…as encouragement.

…for luck.

…on a scar.

…on a place of insecurity.

…in a rush of adrenaline.

…in relief.

…in danger.

…as a ‘yes’.

…as an apology.

…as a suggestion.

…as a lie.

…as a promise.

…as comfort.

…after a small rejection.

…to wake yours up.

…forcefully.

…to pretend.

…to gain something.

…to give up control.

…without a motive.

…because yours is running out of time.

…because mine is.

…because the world is ending.

…because the world is saved.

…out of pride.

…out of greed.

…out of lust.

…out of anger.

…out of envy or jealousy.

…out of spite.

…out of habit.

…out of necessity.

…out of love.

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 PLOTTED STARTER ;; @socialpariah

                fuck this town. that was josh’s only thought when his parents dragged him here after the events of last year. his sister’s were dead and there was nothing he could do about that anymore. his parent’s noticed his mental spiraling shortly after the prank his friends pulled that sent his sister’s off a cliff and into the mines. they decided to relocate, find a smaller town with fewer people and better therapists. that way josh’s parents didn’t need to look after him every second of every day. what could possibly happen in such a small town?

               monday, he pulled open the big glass doors to attend his first therapy appointment with his new doctor. the pills didn’t seem to be working, but he kept this information to himself. he had gotten used to feeling this way and the last thing he wanted was a trip to the loony bin. josh sat in the waiting room next to colorful pamphlets about suicide and depression. been there, tried that. depression was the only thing he was actually diagnosed with. on top of the voices and the fact that he saw his sisters dying almost every day. 

                josh’s eyes looked up to the door when he saw another male walk in. his eyes followed him until he took a seat in the same clinical looking chairs. they looked around the same age... maybe this was his chance to actually make a friend around here. albeit, it probably wasn’t the best place to have a first interaction, but maybe they had something in common. 

                                            “ hey --- i’m josh.. just moved here. hey, where’s the best place to get a cheeseburger around here? i’m gonna need a pig out joint or a... a morning after breakfast place if you know what i’m saying. ”  a small chuckle escaped his lips as he attempted to break the ice. he was never one for subtlety... or trying to make friends. 

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             “ seriously josh? is this all one big joke to you? ” sam had been hoping for an apology, at the very least. she was the one who had to go through it.. not that he seemed to care. “ i’m pretty sure it would’ve sucked either way. ”

@choosewisxly liked your post “Starter Call: Josh W.”

“Okay, I know mistakes were made…” Huge understatement. Massive. Understatement of the year. “You have to admit, though, if actual deadly monsters hadn’t shown up, things would have been taken very differently.”

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PSA

ooc;; okay, so i am officially going to make a riverdale muse. would anyone want to interact with a jughead jones?? i’ll be posting it when it’s done and follow whoever likes this post! 

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!! NEW BANNER AND UPDATE ALL UD MUSES !!

CHRISTOPHER HARTLEY

Until Dawn || F.C.Noah Fleiss || Secondary

EMILY DAVIS

Until Dawn || F.C.Nichole Bloom || Secondary

JESSICA RILEY

Until Dawn || F.C.Meaghan Martin (Ashley Benson alt fc) || Primary

JOSH WASHINGTON

Until Dawn || F.C. Rami Malek || Secondary ( BY REQUEST )

SAM GIDDINGS

Until Dawn || F.C.Hayden Panettiere  || Primary

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Small shifts in your thinking, and small changes in your energy, can lead to massive alterations of your end result  || Mu-Mu blog feat. muses from Until Dawn, Mr. Robot, DC MU, Horror Movies and others. Penned by Ali.

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           “ how’s it going, by the way... with mike? make any progress yet? you should probably jump on that soon.. i hear he is a hot commodity. ” a laugh escaped her lips as she put a cap on her highlighter, shutting her book as she pushed it aside. the conversation was suddenly more important than her books.

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this is the official STARTER CALL for sam & josh.

press the like button for a starter ( length & muse vary ) from my children. 

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Josh: [Entering room] Who wants to make five dollars?

Beth: How?

Josh: I need someone to take the fall.

Hannah: What did you do?

Josh: I can’t tell you, Yes or No, no questions asked.

Sam [From the other room: Oh my God!

[Hannah and Beth look at each other]

Sam, Shrieking: OH MY GOD!!

Beth: Make it Ten.

Josh: You’re a good sister.

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“ 𝕚 𝕥𝕙𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕨𝕖 𝕨𝕖𝕣𝕖 𝕔𝕝𝕠𝕤𝕖. 𝕒𝕗𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕤𝕚𝕤𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕤 𝕕𝕚𝕤𝕒𝕡𝕡𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕖𝕕 𝕙𝕖'𝕕 𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕥𝕒𝕝𝕜 𝕥𝕠 𝕞𝕖. 𝕙𝕖 𝕤𝕒𝕚𝕕 𝕚 𝕨𝕒𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕠𝕟𝕝𝕪 𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕨𝕙𝕠 𝕦𝕟𝕕𝕖𝕣𝕤𝕥𝕠𝕠𝕕 𝕙𝕚𝕞. 𝕚 𝕥𝕙𝕠𝕦𝕘𝕙𝕥 𝕨𝕖 𝕙𝕒𝕕 𝕒 𝕔𝕠𝕟𝕟𝕖𝕔𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟. ”

- independent and selective JOSH WASHINGTON & SAM GIDDINGS

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