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my mind went blank at a recent discography depeche mode reference bc i rarely see that but exactly op!!!!

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"average femslash fandom enjoys weird shit" factoid actually statistically incorrect. Average femslash fandom enjoys 0 weird shit. Spiders Tamsyn, who comes from Aotearoa and writes horny arm amputation in second person, has created an outlier adn should not have been counted.

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reblog this and tag with a food you no longer have access to (closed restaurant, state you moved away from, ex’s mom’s cooking, etc) that will haunt you until your dying day, mine are the spicy chicken sandwich on the employee menu at the fine dining restaurant I was a prep cook at, and the onion bagel from the kosher place down the street from my house when I lived in the city

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yeah spotify wrapped is cool but rb this and tell me ur blorbo wrapped. whos the character(s) you spent the most time thinking about. for me its the angel from oumen mokushiroku and mafuyu asahina

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i love like, pseudosex

erotic vampire bites, magic ritual that feels Very Good to participants, multi-person fusion, mind-meld, sexy mitosis, consensual mindfuck, love-hivemind, being tfed into something or other, that sort of stuff

its hot

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fic writing ask game!

nothing groundbreaking but it’s fuuuuun

✅ list one or two favorite lines you’ve written and explain why they’re your favorite

🧮 what are you working on? describe it in 20 words or less

🎶 do you write with music? does the music you’re listening to influence your writing?

💕 whats your favorite part of your writing process?

😠 whats your least favorite part of your writing process?

🎀 how do you decide when something is done?

🌅 do you typically known the ending to something before you start writing it?

🔚 have you ever completely changed the direction a piece was going?

🤔 why do you write fic?

⛔️ whats something you try to avoid in your work?

📚 do you ever read similar works while writing, or do you intentionally not read them?

🦉 give yourself a piece of writing advice

😊 say something nice about your writing

😭 what’s something you’re currently struggling with?

🔥 what’s something that’s currently going really well?

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the most erotic human emotions in no particular order are embarrassed, overwhelmed, pity, fear, relief, desperation , and of course. hopelessness

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I mean, fuck, what else was I ever going to think about ever again for the rest of my life?

#no thoughts #just (gay)vibes

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Reblog In 5 seconds for good luck

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WHEN are she and J Smith-Cameron going to play -- just spitballing here -- a sibling pair of shady late Edwardian spirit mediums who have definitely killed a man?

QUEEN ♥♥ 😍

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It ABSOLUTELY indeed is.

I wish you would write meme: listen, I think you KNOW which one of these I could have a tracklist for by, like, dinnertime. https://widespindriftgaze.tumblr.com/post/735917791739330560/terrible-ideas-for-other-nasty-fics-you-say

My friend, you are so talented on the music supervisor front, I wouldn't doubt for one minute that you could put together a devastatingly great playlist of bops and bangers for ALL of these by dinner!

(Is it the Frank one? tell me it's the Frank one; I'd die for that soundtrack)

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side a

there's a low moon caught in your tangles

Emily Haines & the Soft Skeleton | Mostly Waving

Air | Empty House

Chilly Gonzalez ft. Feist | Salieri Serenade (Announcement Supa Dupa Juppe)

Sage Francis | Smoke And Mirrors

The Hampton String Quartet | A Whiter Shade of Pale

TV On The Radio | Dirty Whirl

The Jesus & Mary Chain | Catchfire

Christopher O’Riley | Let Down

The Decemberists | Of Angels and Angles

Julie Doiron | Will You Still Love Me In December

side b

recollect me, darling

Bat for Lashes | Travelling Woman

Wilco | She's a Jar [Austin Demo Version]

The Last Town Chorus | Modern Love

David Garrett | Ain’t No Sunshine

Amy Winehouse | ‘Round Midnight

Joe Henry | Angels

Joseph Arthur | Big City Secrets

Massive Attack | Inertia Creeps [Manic Street Preachers Remix] 

Low | On the Edge Of

Matthew Good | True Love Will Find You In the End

The Flaming Lips | What a Wonderful World

(Fun fact: next to the fucky little indie film that was the 2003 chapter of Mirror Traps proper, I think this was probably the most fun time capsule exercise of them all. Albeit I'm still gutted I couldn't chronologically justify "Be Afraid Of Your Parents.")

fic: built to give at least once each year Christmas at Mom's, Christmas at Dad's; exercises in hunger and humiliation.

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oh FUCK I love the new moodboard so muchhhh. Updated soundtrack notes below the cut.

interlude c

there is no other story

Scarlett O’Hanna | True Love Will Find You In the End

Joan As Police Woman | Run for Love

Exitmusic | The Father’s Estate

The Frames | Keepsake

Wye Oak | Holy Holy

Camille O’Sullivan | The Ship Song

Tamar-Kali | End Credits [Shirley 2020]

(Have I ever in my LIFE been so furious with myself for setting a strict 30-minute cap on anything as when I realized the really crucial track for this chapter was going to be over seven minutes long? Seldom. I think it came out okay, tho.)

mirror traps The future is real, but the past. Well, it’s—it’s all made up. Years later, Kendall and Shiv meet again in the desert. The past comes with them.

Chapter One: Kendall Kendall tries to disappear.

Chapter Two: The Summer Palace Summer 2003, and Shiv is bored.

Chapter Three: Shiv – Part One Shiv plays to win.

Chapter Four: D.C. Spring 2016, bitey revisited.

Chapter Five: Shiv – Part Two Shiv's season in hell.

Chapter Six: Austerlitz A reunion in the desert.

Chapter Seven: Montreal Autumn 2011, it's Dad's birthday!

+ SOUNDTRACK // annotations art credit: Denis Sarazhin, Ruprecht von Kaufmann