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Mappa did Levi extra good. He is so hot.

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hades explaining that he’s the god of the dead, not the god of death

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Reblog or your mom will die in 928 seconds.

I love my mom.

I am risking nothing

I AM SORRY FOLLOWERS, I LOVE MY MOMMY

Will not risk.

sorry followers :(

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I adored EAH as a kid, but re-watching it now at 21 god I relate so much to Apple White. Like Apple wanting to be prefect all the time, needing to be prefect to please her mom. Forcing herself in a relationship with Daring that her mom wanted. I also find myself relating to Raven's struggle for wanting to just live the life she is happiest in, while attempting to strike away from her mother's idea of prefect.

Maybe it's my mommy issues coming through, but I am a perfectionist who feels like the love of others is tied to how "good" or "perfect" of a person I am which reminds me of Apple (Also pretending to be straight) . But what I want is to just be my weird, goofy, Bi self without worrying about who rejects me which reminds me of Raven.

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my dream as a fanfic writer is to write a story which people want to talk to me about and send asks about afterwards and discuss things the characters did and the symbolism and meanings behind certain lines and I'll be all "hehe thanks" but irl I'll be in literal tears because I wrote something that means something to someone

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What fanfic writers say vs what they mean. Btw.

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I loooooved to hear that!!!!! Working on my finals too its almost exams season here in brazil and I'm on my senior yearrr. Anyways, glad to hear from you 💜💜 YESSS PRIDE MONNNTHH ,💜💜💖💖💙💙

Hiiii rice 💜💜 just dropped to say hello and ask you how are you doing!!!! Hope you're having a great day and happy pride month bby 💜💜

hello hello baby!! i’m fine rn, took my finals recently and now i’m officially free😩 and you? how are you honey?

ALSO HAPPY PRIDE MONTH TO YOU TOO, IT’S OUR TIME TO SHINE💖💙💜

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Ted bundy isn't ugly, you're just a lesbian

Congratulations, this is the worst ask I’ve ever gotten

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reblog if you like girls, you’re constantly sleep deprived, or both :-)

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IMPORTANT!!

i’m left heartbroken and disgusted by the events that take place in this world. it leaves me questioning the existence of beings. what hurts me more is seeing how quiet this community is on the issue. you have platforms with a 1,000+ followers and willingly choose to stay silent.

please educate yourselves and take a look at what’s happening in palestine. i have friends with families who are fighting for their lives right now. these people have been fighting oppression for decades. use your privilege for something. use your platform for something. please i’m begging you. just because it isn’t directly effecting you doesn’t give you the excuse of staying silent.

a reminder that if you choose to stay silent in the face of oppression, you have chosen the side of the oppressor.

here are some resources:

educate yourself

petition to help palestine

another petition

educate yourself some more

watch this video to donate to palestine (3hrs)

another video to watch to donate (1hr)

(don’t skip ads + u can just leave these playing in the bg!!)

donation thread for palestinians in need

more donation links

paliroots

please reblog for exposure!!

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Reblog if you are a safe person to talk to

You can message me or send me an anon anytime, ill listen! Even if you just want to come and talk about your life or your worries, ill be there.

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Summer Afternoons || F.W

A/N: hellu bubs! Auntie is back with some more writing!! Ugh, I’ve been listening to Bey’s album 4 on repeat and I was feeling so romantic and thus I wrote some teeth-rotting fluff inspired by that album. I hope you enjoy and have a great day/night/dawn wherever you are! Also inspired by this lovely post! Also sorry bout the low-quallity pic :(

Summary: you and Fred are enjoying a day at the beach but you start to get sappy and lovey-dovey in your own way.

Requested: Yes/No.

Word Count: 0.7

Warmings: FLUFF AHEAD! A bit of cussing and mentions of alcohol.

I can feel the sun whenever you're near

Every time you touch me, I just melt away

Summer days when followed by someone you loved was really the best thing ever.

The feeling of the sun hitting your shoulders, face and neck while a cool breeze just slipped past ruffling your hair. A magic sensation indeed, once all the cold from the winter was gone, a fresh new breath was waiting for you. Spending days like this with him made everything better.

You didn’t like being a sappy person, but afternoons like this? When the sun is getting lower and lower, the sky is a beautiful mess between shades of orange and yellow, you hear those ocean waves and the booze, light feeling coming from your drink… And your eyes can’t leave Fred Weasley.

Feeling so helplessly in love.

– Staring huh, Y/N? Darlin’ I know I’m hot but you don’t have to drool – Fred grinned at you, catching your eye.

Being at the Burrow for the summer vacation meant a lot to you, not only you get to spend time with the amazing people that were the Weasley’s, but everyday seemed like a new adventure. Reading books with Hermione, baking and knitting with Molly, game nights with the boys and a few loving spots that the twins found out and Fred was very excited for you to know them. Especially this beach. Now both of you are lying down on a sheet, followed by a basket full of your favorite sweets and fruits, some lemonade and tint of alcohol.

You were really trying not to be a foul but that look in his face just made your stomach to go argh. Butterflies, millions and millions.

– How did we end up here? – You softly smiled, feeling nostalgic. – Or better, how did I end up here? I was just some silly girl trying to have fun at Hogwarts, got caught by Filch and met this particular troublemaker – You giggled, covering your mouth.

He laid his head on your lap, eyes closed – This particular troublemaker was mesmerized, really. He never figured out how this girl ended up getting caught for stealing cookies from the kitchens. Like, these things are the easiest! – He mocked.

You rolled your eyes.

– Anyways, who knew Fred could be this flirty? – The cleared her throat and took her wand, mockingly imitating his voice– Accio hottie!

– Forgive me, I get nervous around pretty girls – He smirked. – And it worked! As soon as I got you out major trouble, we went to Hogsmeade, angel.

You clicked you tongue – as I was saying, who knew that in that day I would’ve met my future lover?

– Ah, you’d be living in misery – he joked, and then sighed – the thing is that I’d be in misery too.

– Good to know – you nodded, feeling another breeze past you.

After a few moments, the two of you just sit peacefully watching the calmness of the place. Your fingers ran through his soft ginger locks as you inhaled this perfect afternoon. But there was something in your chest, ready to burst, you wanted to shout and voice your feelings. And you did.

– But seriously, Freddie – You started, looking down to him – I know I’m not the perfect person, not even close… I have my problems, my everyday bullshit you have to deal, I think I don’t demonstrate enough lately and I’m sorry for it, but I love you so much. You mean the world to me, Fred Weasley.

He got up, eyes boring into your – Oi! Silly girl, aren’t you, love? You don’t have to show things I know, alright? It wounds me if you think my memory is this short – it gets a laugh out of you – But this doesn’t apply to me, I’m allowed to shower my girl with love – he shoots you a devious grin.

With that, he gets up on his feet and drags you up with him, leaving your drink on the floor. Once he has you in his arms, he spins with you. Hairs flying everywhere, giggles, a few tickles and passion kisses. All for you.

– You’re my perfect girl; sweets – He smiles sideways – don’t forget that.

– I would never dare, bubs – You smile against his mouth, initiating a new, deep kiss.

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thx for reading!!!! sending lots of love!

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i just posted my writing omfg im so nervous 

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Little Bubble

a/n: hello everyone! Auntie here finally took the guts to post something I’ve been thinking of lately, just a little aesthetic drabble. I’ve been practicing my writing skills and this turned out good. I think. English is not my first language, so I’m sorry if this turns out a bit confusing.

Requested: Yes/No                  

Summary: You are a newlywed queen but your heart belongs to another, so now you sit watching them from your throne.

Word count: 0.5

Warnings: PURE ANGST. And sad, and sorrow. Please beware.

You cannot change your future, but you live in the aftermath of your past.

You were silently sinking into your own little depressive bubble, in which you fought and struggled, but you always came back into it. Your eyes, your mouth and forehead no longer form the same expressions that the teen girl used to do; now it gave way to an empty expression and eyes without light. It had lost any charm you remembered from your childhood.

You were far from the person you wanted to be.

But you are only trapped in the chains that shape your cruel world. You, as an older sister, had the burden of carrying a heavy title on your back, the weight of the crown lying on your head. You cannot look away; you cannot lower your head or let your shoulders fall. Straight, upright and objective.

There was no room for you in this world.

And as you torturously watch your beautiful, old lover dance in the light of the windows, in the beautiful melody that the symphony played, you feel your heart slowly shatter, with each step they’d dance or the sudden end of a piano note, you lost little by little the rest of happiness and hope you thought you had.

A beautiful face with a cold and almost nonexistent personality.

That was you behind the frozen smile that was on your face, but in the end you knew you deserved it. You knew that you were deserving of all your sins and now you paid bitterly, with your arm wrapped around a devastatingly cruel and wicked man that you knew that when you two were alone in your quarters, he wouldn’t look into your face, he wouldn’t want you as your great love did.

Now you sat on a magnificent throne molded in gold and velvet, your dress woven with expensive jewelry and satins and on your fingers and neck, millions craved in small shiny stones adorned you like magic. At a rich ball in your palace, your guards, your subjects danced beautifully along with the symphony of melancholy melodies, beautiful paintings by incredible painters adorned the walls, the floor reflected in pure shine, curtains hosted and molded the mosaic windows, larger than that anything you could imagine and held the round ceiling with a beautiful multi-story chandelier that was the finishing touch you needed for your sea of ​​riches.

And the only one you didn't get was her.

She slipped through your fingers.

She was stolen from you before you even knew it.

In the world in which you lived, one could not love. You couldn't love the one your heart chose. Now you saw her slip and dance through your riches, in the arms of a man you knew would do her good, but you were selfish.

You couldn't bear to look.

But you couldn't bring yourself to tear your eye away.

You just couldn't take your eyes off her.

Now you spend your days watching it, silently drowning in your bubble.

Your beautiful, rich bubble.

After all, wasn't that what you wanted in the beginning?

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hope you liked it! I think i’ll be turning these aesthetics ambience into a series! What do ya’ll think?

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honestly if people don't reblog this imma unfollow

Just an experiment. Reblog if you actually give a fuck about male victims of domestic violence and rape.

Of fucking course

What sick bastard doesn’t

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fun fact about fic writers. every time they post anything at all, they slide into one of the circles of hell while they await a response and their brain turns into a endlessly echoing refrain that this time people have seen through the facade, and now know that your writing is pure garbage. 

this happens every. freaking. time. 

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AFTER WORK

Pairings: Erwin Smith x reader.

TW: nothing except fluff!

Theme: @chocolett asked: “can I request any fluffy, romantic conversation with Erwin?? Like some cute after work or just y/n visiting him in his office? If you can.”

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You gently moved your steps along the hallway, a serving dish on both your hand with two cups of smoldering tea on it. It was almost evening, your favourite part of the day.

For you, work never constituted a burden. Actually, you always found it to be rewarding. You were strong and independent, and at first you always tried to demonstrate how strong you were. You almost had robotic rhythms just like Levi, to the point that your comrades made a sort of gamble: between you guys, who worked the most during the day?

And to be completely fair, it was almost impossibile to find the answers.

You never minded doing paperworks, because they were your daily basis. At a certain point, you started to prefer being at your desk for hours, rather than combat. The more you were submerged by pieces of paper, the less you wanted to keep fighting against the most subhuman forms of life you’ve ever seen. For [Y/N], paperworks meant peace, not only for them, for the entire Squad.

For the love of your life, Erwin, in particular.

You were constantly worried about how much could be dangerous for him to go outside even when he wasn’t at his best. You knew how much he was strong and capable to win in every situation, and probably it was what preoccupied you the most.

Erwin knew how good he was too, and you were terrified that he could lightly take something, that he could take something for granted. That you could lose him, forever.

You wouldn’t even imagine what you could do without him in your life, because he was your light, the one you trust the most. The blonde-haired man was the only reason you started hating your job, because you began thinking that both of you needed to spend more time together. You knew how important working was, but you just felt that he could slip away from your arms from day to day.

He knew how much you loved being in a so high-range in the Corps and on the other hand he knew for sure how much his own person meant in your life.

So, he found a compromise. Erwin was the smartest and he also sacrificed himself for the ethical code of the Corps. He know that it could be impossible, considering your relationship, to have a common shared office.

So, both of you decided to meet every evening in his office, to share something to drink and most of the time, talking.

For this reason, you were standing behind the closed door of his office, the hand gently pushed down the doorknob, a smile on your face.

“May I come in, Commander?��

You asked, genuinely teasing him, your heart melted as you heard him laugh at your words. He nodded, inviting you to take a seat in front of him. His desk was full of sheets and his face was marked by the signs of the hard work. You gently put the cup of tea in front of him, going behind his chair before start drinking.

“How are you?”

You clenched your arms around the neck of his still sit figure, massaging his shoulders covered with his uniform. You smelled his scent, giving him a soft kiss on his lips. This wasn’t the privacy that both of you guys deserved, but you decided to settle for it, cause you can’t have more.

“I’ve missed you so much...”

You mumbled, releasing a little sigh. Erwin was your biggest whim, you still couldn’t even realize that he loved you so much. That he was yours.

“I’ve missed you too, darling, as it’s obvious.”

He answered you, feeling completely relaxed only being surrounded by you. You were always capable to make him feel good just by your presence, you were literally a blessing for him. He always said how much he felt guilty only by touching you, considering how many creatures he killed with the same hands. But for you, it wasn’t a problem. You felt safe with Erwin, you knew that he will never hurt you purposely and you can’t do anything except trying to protect him despite everything. You were conscious that you should be the one to be protected, and at the same time you were more concerned about your lover, than about yourself.

“I’m really proud of what you’re tolerating for us, [Y/N]. You know that I love you, right? I’ll be here for you, forever.”

He said, noticing how much you were worried. It was the truth, and he read it in your eyes.

“I wake up every morning and I’m scared to lose you, the idea terrifies me. I don’t know what to do without you, I just can’t face the entire situation. I don’t understand why the world has to be so cruel, why we have to sacrifice ourselves like we don’t deserve happiness”

You sighed, your hand was shaking while you tried to put your cup of tea at your mouth. The office was only enlightened by the sunsets’ orange light, you were exhausted by the entire day and your words were just the reflection of what you were feeling inside of you.

“[Y/N], listen to me. I’ll be here alive, I’ll be here for you. I’m trying to fight against these monsters not only for the humanity. We have to accept our lives because we choose this destiny. We’ll keep fighting not only for the entire humanity, but also for us. I want the world to be a safe place for everyone, for me and you. And who knows, maybe for a future child. I love you, I’ll fight and I’ll be alive for you. You just have to trust me more than usual.”

You almost cried all your tears when you heard him saying that words, now he was standing in front of you as you hugged him closer to you, chest to chest. You felt safe, you were secure only in his arms and you understood, in that moment, how much your fears were concrete.

But you decided that you didn’t care, not here with him. You have to focus your brain on your lover.

He will be by your side, carrying your fears as he carried on his shoulders the weight of making the world a better place.

In this context, the compromise was much more than the uncertainty in which your brain usually fell.

For you, paperwork was really a blessing.

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A/N: 🥺🥺the way I cried, hope you like it sweetheart😭😭