chocolate-carolina

[chocolate-carolina]

my breakup is genuinely one of the best things that could have happened to me. i have fallen in love with myself and i have met someone who makes me happier than i’ve been in a damn long time. they make me safe to be myself, something i never thought would be possible. i’m so lucky. i’m so thankful.

[chocolate-carolina]

I’m literally very adorable and should have nasty things done to me.

[chocolate-carolina]

sry but i owe my healthy weight to weed lmaooo

[chocolate-carolina]

i’ve been doing a hell of a fucking lot better lately and i’m so proud of myself

[chocolate-carolina]

im so fat and disgusting i hate myself

[chocolate-carolina]

yeah going to the doctor and seeing i gained back the breakup weight i lost fucking destroyed me

[chocolate-carolina]

i dont know if im happier now or not. in some ways i am but im still very much missing a piece of myself

[chocolate-carolina]

i remind myself more and more of rue as every day passes and i am hoping praying pleading for the day i reach s2 finale rue where she’s clean and happy and hopeful. sigh.

[chocolate-carolina]

hi i hate my body❤️

[chocolate-carolina]

yeah i really fucking hate my body im disgusting

[chocolate-carolina]

what is it about me that attracts women in the science/medicine field

[chocolate-carolina]

i'm hotter than i think i am but i'm also uglier than i think i am. won't elaborate

[chocolate-carolina]

I love getting called baby like Yes it’s true I am a baby but most importantly I am Your baby so please say it again

[chocolate-carolina]

Oh, you're stronger then me? Ahaha that's so cool- why don't you pin me down then? Huh?

[chocolate-carolina]

i wish i could go longer without eating. i hate my body. i miss when i was severely heartbroken bc then i could go almost a week without eating. but now i’m gaining the weight back and i look disgusting.

[chocolate-carolina]

my body is almost back to normal and it’s making me hate myself

[chocolate-carolina]

my sexual fantasy is for someone to love me and never leave me