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Heaven Official's Blessing new short film PV to celebrate 4 years of the donghua 🦋

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First time drawing ORV, and it's Kim Dokja hitting it silly style ✌️

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It's perfect that Wei Wuxian's birthday is on Halloween but what's also perfect is the fact he is kinda like an urban legend himself.

Imagine in a mordern kinda setting, there would so many people dressing up as yiling laozu for Halloween and wei wuxian is not a judgmental person at all but he would be rating people's outfits like "hm that one is good but just not it" "yeah that one gets the vibe accurately" "oh that one is 10/10"

he would literally be throwing a party for local ghosts and celebrate his birthday lol

Wei wuxian would love Halloween so much, finally a day where he can celebrate his craft.

Anyways happy birthday to Wei Wuxian, our kindest, most badass and genius necromancer!! Love him to the moon and to saturn🎂🎊🥳💜💜

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Have some boops HongHong

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Randomest thought with no canon bearing whatsoever bc sometimes we just need a bit of whimsy and suspension of disbelief but what if an AU where ivan somehow finds out that mizi is alive and gets into contact w hyuna to get till out early before their round? 🤔 ivan successfully gets till out by using mizi as a motivator. their round is considered forfeit bc no one can find till. it's ivan vs luka in the final round. luka has nothing on ivan bc canon!r6 never happened. what do you think will happen? 👁️👁️

obviously ivan and luka make out /j

well, they probably will try their best in singing, then. while luka does rely on unnerving his opponents, he's still a pretty good singer. ivan plays by the rules and is #1 in fan polls, so...

i think till, after being rescued, won't realize how lonely it is without ivan until the day before the competition. he constantly looks back, expects someone to sneak in his room, but there's no one there. and then, well, he hears about mizi and hyuna discussing how to save ivan tomorrow, in r7, and joins without a thought.

maybe they'll do what vivinos didnt and manage to get to the competition before any scores are chosen. maybe there'll be a tie and an encore. maybe one of them dies.

im not sure how luka will do when he isn't able to manipulate the other party, but he sure as hell isn't a bad singer.

perhaps security increased before r7, and ivan has resigned himself to his last performance. imagine that ivan has spent a long while writing a love song as a goodbye to till for r7. what instrument could he play?

this is a really cruel question, by the way. ivan and luka are my favorite characters, and youre making me consider which would die if they faced off with all their might?

tl;dr: it'd be a tie (copium). the resistance will be able to save them first (copium). they make out.

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You guys think the reason why Hua Cheng wears red eyeliner is because Xie Lian wore it in his God-Pleasing Crown Prince outfit?

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ANOTHER TGCF PV WITH I THINK NEW FOOTAGE!!!!!

“I HAVE LIKED HIM FOR MANY YEARS.” 😭😭

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they r mutual 2 me..

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ik the reflection makes no sense but i wanted to add it (like it should be the other side of the face but yeahhh lol)

ref: https://pinterest.de/pin/78250112273237164/…

god i love these type of pics sm

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Please remember your favorite writers are attention whores with a praise kink, they need validation to survive. Feed them comments and reblogs to save a life.

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Please remember your favorite writers are attention whores with a praise kink, they need validation to survive. Feed them comments and reblogs to save a life.

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A beloved mutual said something that very much tickled my noodle, making me think on it.

This was on the heels of a thing about ivantill not being romantically requited in canon (which I agree with) but the original post was mostly focused on the fact that, at least I believe, Till didn't reciprocate Ivan's feelings. Which, I mean, they loved each other, but not necessarily in the same way. Now, a friend and mutual of mine (@alien-til-i-stage) actually makes the argument that it doesn't *matter* whether or not either of their feelings were romantic or platonic or whatever, because they loved each other and they had a monumental connection and that's what matters. Now, I love that to bits, that's so incredibly real, but at the same time I am nothing if not a dog with a bone so I actually want to talk about my thoughts on this.

Now, I don't think it's at all bad or wrong or even controversial to say that Ivan might not have had romantic feelings for Till. I think it's really fair to question whether or not Ivan really loved Till romantically, especially given that they were never taught about relationships and undoubtedly, their only real example for "romance" was Mizi and Sua. I would argue that Ivan actually does have a little bit more probability to know about romance due to his background (growing up on the streets) as well as his knowledge background (enjoying literature. While literature doesn't necessarily have romance in it, a lot of dramas do depict some kind of romantic relationship) but that's really neither here nor there.

I'll get down to the real point of this post, which is my thoughts on whether or not Ivan actually had romantic feelings for Till in the main, canon universe/timeline of ALNST, and I would say yes. I admittedly haven't really questioned whether or not Ivan's feelings were romantic or something else but when I do think about it, I would say that my answer is "I believe Ivan." I believe it's romantic because that's what he says it is.

As much shit as I give him for being an unreliable narrator, one of the few things that we can trust Ivan's thoughts on? Himself. Obviously disregarding the way that he thinks of himself as someone horrible and shallow and monstrous but like, he's self aware. He's introspective. While he never explicitly says that his feelings for Till are romantic, it's heavily implied with both his behavior (sweats in looking at the birthday kiss comic and the fact that apparently his excuse for asking about that was "kissing is popular in the garden rn" which is pretty flagrant in it being about mizisua) as well as the symbolism/allusions around him, the fact that he directly compares himself and Till to Mizisua, it's heavily heavily implied that he believes his love towards Till to be romantic, at least, in part.

(two images with extremely different vibes but basically, example of the symbolism/comparison and example of the behavior) (also "thank you for being the victim of my shallow emotions" anybody??)

To give a little context, I am autistic and I'm on the aroace spectrum, two things I also headcanon Ivan to be, and so the fact that he believes his feelings to be romantic, if he thinks he knows what he's feeling, I am inclined very heavily to believe him. I find cataloguing and defining my feelings very difficult, especially in a way that allistic people understand, so I often end up using metaphors to communicate them because I am very rarely able to pinpoint my feelings and be like "oh yeah I am happy right now." This is especially true when it comes to my feelings about other people, because of how much I know about biases, perspective, first encounters, etc, I tend to get really, really in my head about stuff.

So basically, tl;dr, the reason I believe Ivan about his feelings for Till being romantic is that very rarely do I ever say "I have feelings for this person" without doubting myself and double checking and running it over in my mind for hours upon hours because I am neurotic as hell and I kind of feel like Ivan wouldn't be so certain on the Till thing if he hadn't thought about it a lot.

tagging @bluemoonscape per his request <3 love you pookie

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// alien stage round 7 spoilers

crack idea but what if after the "special guests" screen flashed, alien stage the show goes on a commercial break and ivan's posthumous version of sweet dream starts to play in the stadium lol

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do you all see my vision here

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I can't help but think that Yoo Sangah is having same situation with Kim Dokja with TWSA but with ORV.For her, Dokja is the protagonist but first and foremost he was her friend. Like if Dokja was Yoo Joonghyuk sole reader, Sangah was Dokja's sole reader before the creation of ORV for us to read. She would do everything to have him back.Sangah who has seen Dokja's life as his librarian she helps Sooyoung creating ORV. I'm normal for them.

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Wait that's so funny. Kim Dokja is using the same marketing tactics on constellations as he did on gamers back at his job, which was "make an event to appease the users when there's controversy" ... evil gatcha game dev Kim Dokja REAL !! The apocalypse truly did not change him, he was always scamming people