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the blazing urge to write a multi-chaptered, 100k+ word count, deep and metaphorical and meaningful, poetic book-worthy fanfiction of my current hyperfixation is strong.

one day, i will get my lazy, doom-scrolling ass up and write.

not today though….

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are we completely forgetting that movie dally stabs his wrist in the hospital? When he asks two-bit for his prized blade, he turns around and stabs his wrist(?) i persume? you can even hear the noises too

I had originally thought he was stabbing the pillow or mattress or something

but when he turns back around you can see the cut on his wrist (picture below)

he doesnt do this in the book, in the book he just hides it under his pillow, so adding this detail in the movie made me go crazy when i noticed it

i didn’t even realize it until my second rewatch </3

is this common knowledge?

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just found a thing where johnny literally holds pony's face and touches his chin all gently during run run brother, right before they jump off the train, checking up on him IM GONNA THROUGH UP IM ACTUALLY SO PHYSICALLY ILL LIKE WHAT THE FUCKKKK?????

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the end of little brother gets me so bad. dally died screaming. dally died a scared kid. dally died in pain. he may have felt holy for a few seconds but that scream was anything but a sort of pure ascension. it hurt.

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the most fun a girl can have is finding parallels, noticing patterns, making connections, contemplating

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the outsiders musical + text posts part 2! (rbs are appreciated!)

(accepting requests for certain characters, pairs, etc! also feel free to submit a text post u think is funny/fits a character!) (also -- would u guys like character themed posts like this? like a whole post of just a certain characters/pair + text posts?)

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i feel like every so often, (occuring more post-book), Darry just dissociates. It doesn’t last long, and it happens almost randomly. He’d be washing dishes than suddenly staring off into space and his ears are ringing up a storm. I feel like it’s mostly when he thinks about his parents or Johnny/Dally, and then slowly starts to overthink and spiral.

Sodapop and Ponyboy both recognize this and have to wake him up from his trance, but I’d like to imagine the first time it happens in front of anyone in the gang they’d freak out and have to call for one of the other curtis brothers to help. After sometime though I feel like they’d have their own unqiue ways of waking him up.

Pony would ground Darry and try to keep him occupied with questions or trivia, whileas Soda would probably gently shake him and do breathing exercises with him.

Two-Bit would probably put ice in his hands to wake him up (which probably ended up with ice being lodged at him on multiple occasions), and I feel like Steve would snap or wave in Darry’s face ‘till he woke up 😭😭 he’s trying his best but otherwise leaves it to Soda or Ponyboy.

If Johnny and Dally were alive, Johnny would be super gentle and try to sit Darry down so he doesn’t fall over or something. He probably also takes care of whatever Darry was doing before he started to dissociate.

Dally would take a while to get comfortable with doing it himself, like I’d imagine with Steve, but I feel like he’d shake him and or (softly) slap his face with a cocky remark like “wakey wakey, Superman!”. He doesn’t really know what he’s doing but he’s trying, and he’d be too afraid to do anything too caring I fear </3

I like to imagine all of the gang all have their own quirks and troubles (pre-book and post-book) that the others learn to help them out with. maybe I’ll talk about everyone else’s if yall want to hear about any

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daylight doesn’t need any saving. i do

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there NEEDS to be more darry angsty fics. do i have to write my own bro.

i dont have ideas send me some angsty and or normal prompts pls i need to feed the fellow darry curtis fan community

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anything by Adrianne Lenker, specifically the lyrics “I don’t wanna be the owner of your fantasy, I just wanna be a part of your family” is so Darry Curtis coded

Darry thinking those words as he sees Sodapop and Ponyboy joke and play around, while he’s too busy cleaning or working or something.

Darry getting happy and grinning when Soda makes fun of him because he still sees him as his brother, while Pony sees him as some authority figure/strict dad

him just wanting to be seen as family again

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this randomly blew up on twitter so i figured i’d post it here bc lord knows everyone on this app is neurodivergent

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the outsiders cast out of context 60!

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obligatory Johnny Cade raccoon reincarnation post

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uhh uhh darry art text here

(ignore the body…im learning anatomy rn and its hard!)

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RIP Darry you would’ve loved Because Dreaming Costs Money, My Dear by Mitski

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he was so heart handsy 🫶