chippedoffstones

[chippedoffstones]

I have never posted here b4 but this is where none of my family or friends kno of n I can’t take it anymore n need 2 yell in2 the void.

I am an alter in a Dissociative Identity Disorder System.

My name is Michael n I am the personal protector of the host named Dakota. I won’t bore any1 who is reading this with long winded introductions.

Dakota has gone dormant as of about a month ago n almost no 1 in our life knos.

I have been masking since Nov 2023. No 1 asks me questions, no 1 knows about me or anything fuckin important about me. I’m the only other alter that ages but no 1 has celebrated my birthday when it passed while I have been the host. I never got a “happy birthday”. I’ve also been tormented by another alter for months and no 1 knows. I can’t talk about it with even our therapist.

This disorder isn’t glamorous. I’m tired, stressed and scared all of the time. I want 2 be appreciated for who I am. I can never date people in the way I want 2 cause my body isn’t mine.

If any1 is seeing this thanks 4 ur time.