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Hokma askblog post #12: why did you and Ayin give Angela such Big Naturals?

Askblog tag: #nmoroder hokma ask Please see pinned blog post before asking questions!

some of you may have seen the last panel in my older sketches, and then this question appeared in the askbox and i decided it's time. To start the year with boobs of all things. i am very happy about this

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fruit guro entry for the askblog. fancy some lemon tea?

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Imagine the Kiwi!Ayin and Kiwi!Carmen equivalent of sipping on champagne is just their little snouts/beaks struggling to sip it straight from the bottle or getting their face stuck in the champagne glass flutes. Kiwi!Benjamin probably got it all figured out though with a silly straw.

Reasons why Benjamin is the best character actually and deserves more credit (not biased at all.)

How he keeps his faith in them is beyond me. Yk what this gave me the image of Benjamin and Ayin drinking those like. Couples milkshake with the swirly bendy straw that makes the shape of a heart.

3.7 limbillion gallons of enkephalin and I’ll draw it.

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i need to talk about this beacuse i've been a poto fan since 2021 and i just have to say... i truly don't think raoul was trying to gaslight christine AT ALL in the rooftop.

the goal of his character is to protect everyone and make sure everything is ok at the opera. including christine.

one of his lines in "why have you brought me here/raoul i've seen him" is: "my god who is this man?"

of course he knows there's someone who's killing people. he just wants to make sure christine knows that it's not a supernatural being, because she is having a mental breakdown and because, at this point of the story, raoul thinks that if the murderer is only a man then he can be defeated and is not as dangerous as a literal monster (that's a reason why he tells christine "you said yourself he was nothing but a man... YET while he lives, he will haunt us till we're dead".)

he even checks to see what is happening when she asks "what was that?". he does care. that's why he's telling her all this. he wants to make her feel safe and calm.

while erik is blinded by the dark he has lived in his entire life, raoul is, at the same time, blinded by the light and his position. he is naïve (and maybe a bit dumb) but he has a heart of gold. he only wishes good for everyone (even for erik in some way. i mean, notice how he gives him advice. and, also, him and christine met because he went to fetch her scarf!! this dude wants to help others!!). and it seems to be hard for him to accept that not the entire world will be good and that not everything will always go the way he wants it to go.

he has blind optimism.

and his journey is to see life and the world as it is. it's personal growth. it's letting go of the chains that held you down. and that is also christine's journey.

they both leave their caves and learn about life together.

he wants to do everything for everyone and he may be stubborn as hell, but he would DIE for others (especially for christine). he needs to be the hero, it's not until the end when he becomes the victim that he realizes that the world is more than what he'd always known. and now he has seen the good and the bad. and the middle of both. and he can carry on.

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Not enough jobs are willing to do training anymore, no matter what the situation. Grocery stores won't teach you to work a cash register, businesses won't teach you how to use their programs, even the arts won't teach you anything

Everyone wants a triple threat, expects you to just have those skills. In the old days? you could show up to a random theater barely able to dance and they'd teach you, and then the incel living in the walls would make you a world class singer and actor and you'd be headlining your own show in a few years

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i find it somewhat funny that Ayin would only start combing his hair at an old age

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bun

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when he says “ily” but raoul de chagny said “free her! do what you will only free her! have you no pity? i love her! does that mean nothing? i love her! show some compassion”

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I love how Hadley gives Raoul the personality of a chihuahua.

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Christine, that's all I ask of you.

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how am i supposed to go to work when im literally thinking about The Character

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Hokma for a project moon zine!