cheridiaries

[cheridiaries]

hi guys!! i might update Backburner later on today! keep an eye out!

[cheridiaries]

hi guys i’m really sorry but i’m gonna have to take a break for a bit! i promise i’ll be back as soon as possible

[cheridiaries]

hi guys! i’m sorry for being inactive! be been abit busy but i’ll try post the next chapter tmrw!

[cheridiaries]

NOW PLAYING: BACKBURNER BY NIKI

synopsis: in which 2 months after a painful breakup, y/n unexpectedly runs into her ex-boyfriend, sunghoon, at a café. the brief encounter stirs up memories of their once-strong relationship, now fractured by missed moments and growing distance. as y/n reflects on their past, she grapples with lingering feelings and the unresolved question of whether they can find their way back to each other—or if it’s time to let go for good.

pairing: park sunghoon x y/n sim

2. i’m gonna personally kick him in the balls

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warnings: profanity (lmk if i missed smth)

author note: last slide is a convo between y/n and her brother (jake) idk if i made it clear that they’re siblings but let’s say they are basically one year apart in age

y/n pov:

taglist (open) : @arimiu @silquids @istglevi-gotmesimping @theoskies @pshbites

[cheridiaries]

NOW PLAYING : BACKBURNER BY NIKI

synopsis: in which 2 months after a painful breakup, y/n unexpectedly runs into her ex-boyfriend, sunghoon, at a café. the brief encounter stirs up memories of their once-strong relationship, now fractured by missed moments and growing distance. as y/n reflects on their past, she grapples with lingering feelings and the unresolved question of whether they can find their way back to each other—or if it’s time to let go for good.

pairing: park sunghoon x y/n sim

chapter 1: THE JAKE SIM is worried about me?!?

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written + smau [warnings: break up, mentions of crying, mentions of drinks, profanity ]

word count : 1126 (not proofread) (lowercase intended)

author note: FIRST CHAPTER!! sory for the wait guys!! hope you guys enjoy!

the cafe as normal, busy as ever with its usual morning crowds. yet these crowds gave you a sense of comfort. the scent of freshly made coffee filled the air as each drink gets made every 2-3 minutes, the sound of the cups clinking and the endless chatter coming from every table. you never knew why this place gave you comfort but it did. you sat by the window as per usual, watching people past by, lost in your thoughts. it had officially been 2 months since you and sunghoon broke up, and life settled into a more quieter and lonelier vibe.

you picked up your drink and took a sip, your eyes darted across the room. that’s when you saw him- sunghoon. he was sitting at a table near the counter, a book in one hand (like always) and a cup of coffee in the other. you felt your heart skip a beat and for a moment, you forgot how to breath.

he looked the same as he always had but something was different about him - maybe it was the way he seemed more serious, or how his hair fell slightly over his eyes. you simply could not tell. what you could tell was the pang of longing hitting you right in the heart in that moment unexpectedly.

you guys made eye contact and for a split second it had felt as if time had stopped. his gaze was so intense, but not in the way it used to be. it was in a way where he was contemplating whether or not to come over to you or to stay on his table. you could see the hesitation in his eyes, the same uncertainty that was gnawwing at me. yet neither of you moved. the distance between you guys felt like chasm, filled with unspoken words and unresolved feelings.

after what felt like and eternity to you, he looked away, focusing on his book as if nothing happened. you forced yourself to do the same, turning back to your coffee and trying to ignore the tightness you felt in your chest. but you couldn’t, all the memories came rushing back, pulling you into the past before you could stop yourself

flashback to 2 months ago:

the apartment was filled with the usual, warm golden light of the early evening, i was sitting on the couch, wrapped in my favourite blanket, trying to focus on the book that was laying in my lap. but my mind was elsewhere- on the distance that had grown between you and sunghoon, on the countless missed moments and unspoken words.

sunghoon was sitting right across from you on the other end of the couch but was glued to his phone. it was like this more often then you think. we’d sit in the same room but it felt like we were miles apart. the easy conversation, the laughter, the shared glances- those had all but disappeared, getting replaced with nothing but silence that neither of you guys knew how to break.

you had finally mustered up the courage to speak.

“sunghoon, can we talk please?”

he looked up, confused with your seriousness in your voice.

“sure what’s up?”

you took a deep breath, trying to keep your voice steady. “i feel like we’re drifting apart sunghoon. its like…we’re together,but not really. i miss how we used to be.”

sunghoons expression soften but you could see the exhaustion in his eyes. “i know, y/n. work and uni has been crazy and i haven’t been around lately as much as i should be. but i thought we were managing?”

“managing?” you echoed, the word tasting bitter on your tongue “is that all we’re doing now? just managing?”

he sighed, setting his phone aside “i didn’t mean it like that y/n. i just… look i didn’t realize how much this was affecting us.”

you could feel your tears welling up in your eyes, but yet you just blinked them back. “it’s more than just being busy sunghoon. it’s like you’re not really here, even when you are. remember when you missed my birthday dinner?” the pain you felt in your chest growing at the thought of the memory. “i waited all night for you, hoping you would call, but you didn’t. and when you finally did, it was just a quick text, it hurt me sunghoon.”

his face fell, guilt washing over him. “i’m sorry, y/n. i didn’t know i made you feel like that, and i promise i didn’t mean too. i was just caught up in work and uni projects, and i should have been there for you. but it feels like no matter what i do, it’s never enough.”

“it’s not about doing more” you said, you’re voice breaking.

“it’s about being present. i miss us sunghoon. i miss how we used to be”

he looked at his hands. the weight of your words hanging in the air between you two. “so… what are you saying? do you want to break up?”

the question hung in the air, heavy and terrifying. you had thought about it, of course, but hearing it out loud made it real in a way you weren’t prepared for. still, you knew we couldn’t keep going the way you were.

“i think i need some space, sunghoon.” you said, your heart aching with every word. “i love you, but we’re both unhappy, and i don’t know how to fix it.”

sunghoons eyes met yours, filled with the same sorrow and tears that mirrored your own. “ i never wanted this to happen. but if space is what you need…”

you nodded, tears spilling over despite your efforts trying to keep it in. “goodbye sunghoon.”

“goodbye y/n” he whispered, his voice barely audible

you stood up, every last step toward the door feeling heavier than the last. you glanced back one final time, taking in the apartment that had been our home, our refuge. but now, it felt empty the warmth and laughter replaced by a cold suffocating slience. you walked out the door, closing the door softly behind you. leaving behind everything you guys had built together the past 2-3 years.

present day:

the memories faded as you blinked back the tears that threatened to spill. you glanced back at sunghoon one more time. he hadn’t looked up from his book. maybe he was lost in thoughts too or maybe he was just trying to ignore the fact you both were in the same room, yet still worlds apart.

you finished your coffee, the taste bitter on your tongue. as you stood to leave, you didn’t bother to look back. the past was behind us, but the weight of it still unresolved.

taglist (open) : @arimiu @silquids @istglevi-gotmesimping @theoskies @pshbites

[cheridiaries]

NOW PLAYING : BACKBURNER BY NIKI

synopsis: in which 2 months after a painful breakup, y/n unexpectedly runs into her ex-boyfriend, sunghoon, at a café. the brief encounter stirs up memories of their once-strong relationship, now fractured by missed moments and growing distance. as y/n reflects on their past, she grapples with lingering feelings and the unresolved question of whether they can find their way back to each other—or if it’s time to let go for good.

pairing: park sunghoon x y/n sim

profiles pt2 : sunghoon & the boys

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sunghoon

sunghoons main: sunghoons priv:

heeseung

jake

jay

taglist (open) : @arimiu @silquids @istglevi-gotmesimping

[cheridiaries]

astrid ♡ can i be added to the tl?

omg! hi lizzie ofcc i’ll add you!

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Can I be added to the tag list ^^??

hi ofc!! i’ll add you rn!

[cheridiaries]

NOW PLAYING : BACKBURNER BY NIKI

synopsis: in which 2 months after a painful breakup, y/n unexpectedly runs into her ex-boyfriend, sunghoon, at a café. the brief encounter stirs up memories of their once-strong relationship, now fractured by missed moments and growing distance. as y/n reflects on their past, she grapples with lingering feelings and the unresolved question of whether they can find their way back to each other—or if it’s time to let go for good.

genre: social media au, exes to friends to lovers, fluff, angst (tiny bit), non idol au

features: members of aespa and enhypen hyung line

profiles pt1 : y/n and the girls

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y/n sim

y/ns main: y/ns priv:

giselle

karina

winter

ningning

taglist (open) : @arimiu @silquids @istglevi-gotmesimping

[cheridiaries]

NOW PLAYING : BACKBURNER BY NIKI

synopsis: in which 2 months after a painful breakup, y/n unexpectedly runs into her ex-boyfriend, sunghoon, at a café. the brief encounter stirs up memories of their once-strong relationship, now fractured by missed moments and growing distance. as y/n reflects on their past, she grapples with lingering feelings and the unresolved question of whether they can find their way back to each other—or if it’s time to let go for good.

pairing: park sunghoon x y/n sim

genre: social media au, exes to friends to lovers, fluff, angst (tiny bit), non idol au

features: enhypen hyung line, giselle,winter,ningning and karina of aespa.

STATUS: ongoing as of (11/08/24)

chapters:

profiles pt1

profiles pt2

THE JAKE SIM is worried about me?!?

i’m gonna personally kick him him the balls

taglist (open!!):

@arimiu @silquids @istglevi-gotmesimping @theoskies @pshbites

[cheridiaries]

ᯓ ᡣ𐭩 hi i’m astrid 🍵

| 02 | sunghoon biased | she/her |

now playing! -: glue song by beabadoobee

writing for enhypen only (atm)

heeseung - n/a

jay - n/a

jake - n/a

sunghoon - backburner

sunoo - n/a

jungwon - n/a

riki - n/a

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