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A conversation about how you feel is not supposed to end in an argument.

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“I want to say somewhere: I’ve tried to be forgiving. And yet. There were times in my life, whole years, when anger got the better of me.”

— The History of Love, Nicole Krauss

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my toxic trait as a gf: always in need of constant reassurance ( ˘ ³˘)♥

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“I want to say somewhere: I’ve tried to be forgiving. And yet. There were times in my life, whole years, when anger got the better of me.”

— The History of Love, Nicole Krauss

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im never gonna see him again

ill never be able to talk to him again

ill never feel the warmth of his hugs again

im gonna hear him tell me he loves me again

i dont know what im gonna do knowing im never going to have him in my life 

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i hate it when girls or boys don’t appreciate having their dad around and not making the effort to have a relationship with them when their dads are trying everything or if they just take them for granted because i would kill to have that relationship with my dad back i’d do anything for it. 

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“The greater the love, the greater the tragedy when it’s over.”

— Nicholas Sparks, Nights in Rodanthe (via amortizing)

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“❝I have a very childlike rage, and a very childlike loneliness.”

— Richey Edwards (via amortizing)

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“Go so far away that you stop being afraid of not coming back.”

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"I stopped telling people that I was okay. I started reaching out for help. I started opening up, but what I didn't realize was that it didn't matter whether you tell them or not. They will never care enough to be there."

— notes from the mentally ill girl

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an essential accessory for all occasions patreon

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*sees a sunbeam*

mm yes delicious i must stand in it

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When you wake up from a dream that makes you so sad that you start crying, years after they’ve passed, it doesn’t mean you haven’t healed. It just means you loved them so very much and you miss them.

Samantha Camargo

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I feel completely dead inside right now. Not just dead inside in the sense of having no emotions, but dead inside in a way that seems like my entire mind body and soul have given up. I feel like I’ve been fighting so much and for so long and I simply don’t have the energy or motivation or hope or willpower to carry on. Frankly right now I couldn’t even kill myself because I simply can’t be bothered. It feels like every spark I had has gone out and all I want to do is stare out the window or sleep.

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“Some days it isn’t so bad. I can forget, but then I hear your favorite song or I see someone that looks like you, and it comes back to me. I’ll never get to hug you again. I won’t wake up to the smell of your cooking on Sunday morning. We will never laugh at ridiculous commercials or play cards together. You won’t watch me walk across the stage or be in the front row of my wedding. I’ll never get to tell you how much I appreciate you, how much I love you. You were my first friend, and I’ll hold you in my heart forever. I miss you, Dad. Forgive me.”

— your youngest

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The Lumineers / Dead Sea