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A work in progress. Waiting on some paint brushes to arrive

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Thought I'd share some of my interests on here, anyone else neurospicy interested in The Amory Wars universe (or Coheed and Cambria)?

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Guess I should share that it's official. I am autistic in addition to having ADHD, I found out about 3 months ago.

I still don't think I've come to grips with it. How does that even go when you're 35?

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Accurate.

oh btw. I've taken to saying "I'm taking my ADHD out for a walk" when I'm starting to get restless and feel like I'm going to bite the walls. I "have" ADHD the same way I have a dog. and buster. we are going for a WALK

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Well it's happening, my evaluation is set for Wednesday. Been on a waiting list.

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How am I supposed to differentiate between what I'm actually interested in and what's just a passing hyper fixation that I'll just waste loads of money on only to abandon in a few weeks' time?

Honestly, not knowing who you are and what you actually enjoy is exhausting.

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This. This.

The top 5 in rotation are the same, but sometimes they get a guest star for a hyperfixation mini-series.

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My cutlery goes from spoons, to sporks, to knives. However, I'm always out of spoons.

Sorry I Spent all mY spoons this week already and it's fucking Tuesday. We're heading to the knives

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First art "that looks at least a little finished sketch wise" of 2024

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Sketches with no specific purpose

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On the brink of tears in my own house while trying to unmask just the tiniest bit.

This is my life now forever.

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Okay brain, we talked about this. New Year's resolutions aren't going to help us mentally, and over-optimizing is a recipe for failure. So let's see about a new angle...

"You should write an album, get your comic book finished, workout every day, save money, code the art app you designed..."

We aren't even 24 hours in, stoppit.

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Does anyone else sing the word "insomnia" to the tune of the Activia jingle?