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i think i'm in love....

if it's with me ur gonna have to get in line 😔

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i'm tired of reading about women having unfulfilling sex with their male partners and religious guilt and how the internet is affecting our ability to connect with each other and ultraspecific references to name-brand products and disaffected writers writing disaffected prose about how disaffected they are and thinly-veiled elite university campuses and conspicuously nameless first-person protagonists and bargain bin nihilism and sparse utilitarian language and marriage plots and conflicted feelings about motherhood and metacommentary and vaguely liberal politics. i want to read just one beautiful sentence

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me getting hype for pork and sarma

yesss and lamb !! 😮‍💨

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hi ☹️

heyyyy

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yeah, i don't know, i think it's a bit repetitive to say the same things about the son and wife, if everyone understood, but i liked his character, because he showed that he wasn't afraid of the emperor, i think it's going to be something that paul's character can have, although he says he didn't want to be a caricature of russell's character

yeah, if the emperors are villains, as i imagine, from the story of the film and in real life, i think i can have some hope that it is not pedro's character who will die in the end.

i try to like female characters more, but if i don't feel a connection with her (like i didn't) and she does things i wouldn't do, even to protect my son, i become suspicious of her actions

paul's character is exactly like crowe's except it is badly written which is why the movie is so stupid and i mean it's a violent movie, most characters die bc that's just how it was back then but i absolutely would sacrifice everyone's lives for my child and i don't trust people who wouldn't

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yeah, in the case of the first film, i don't think the character died to protect her son, but from what pedro talks about her character with his character, if he dies because of paul's character, i feel like she's kind of to blame, he implies that she's more important to his character than rome

what i find tiring about russell crowe's character is that he talks a lot about his family

i was just scared how normally they talked about joaquim phoenix's character's love for his sister

she's not to blame considering the villains are the emperors though ?? and that's crowe's entire arc, being a family guy, it's the motivation behind his actions

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the same

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amiga, i was looking at the age of the film's director, he's already quite old, that's why the second film may have come out as you said, i think i only likes joaquin phoenix's character (he's already a great actor) and russell crowe's character, don't tell me, but if the same thing happens to pedro's character as happened to russell's character, i'll finally know that i hate paul's mom's character

yeah that man is fully senile bc wdym you made the exact same movie but shittier ?? also it's not a her fault they died so

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grief is so crazy like what if i forget what her laugh sounds like. does she know i loved her. i miss her so much. i catch myself doing things she used to do. i wish i could call her. i miss her so much. i do a crossword puzzle. i cry while washing the dishes. does she know i loved her? my heart feels like a hummingbird. i miss her so much. what if i forget what her laugh sounds like. what if i forget.

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i don't have an astigmatism. my sight is just blurry because of the love. love softens things around the edges

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i think i suffered enough to be reasonably evil

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I really thought grief was just a constant state of catatonia but I’m entirely wrong bc you feel like you’re normal and okay for maybe most of the day but then it creeps up on you again and chokes you all out of nowhere and then you rebound and feel okay again and then there it is creeping up on you again and it literally never ends it’s like motion sickness