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Because I'm a liitle sad today.. Decided to cook "Miki" noodle soup. Or maybe, I'm just missing you. 😅

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“Let someone love you the way you are - as flawed as you might be, as unattractive as you sometimes feel, and as unaccomplished as you think you are. To believe that you must hide all the parts of you that are broken, out of fear that someone else is incapable of loving what is less than perfect, is to believe that sunlight is incapable of entering a broken window and illuminating a dark room.”

— Mark Hack (via thoughtkick)

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Pseudo relationships are harder to move on to because you were never official. Letting go of something not yours is heartbreaking.

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I wish everyone would admit that classic literature is inherently difficult to read, and that you shouldn’t feel stupid if you don’t “get it”. Especially the dark academia/ classic lit fandoms and stuff. Like unless you have the vocabulary and pop culture knowledge of an 18th century nobleman, it’s going to be a tough read. It’ll take you longer to read; you’re not stupid if you’ve spent several months on a single book! And you don’t have to enjoy everything. It’s okay if you got bored after one chapter of Wuthering Heights, and couldn’t be bothered to read the rest. It’s okay if you want to read your favourite kids book for the 10th time instead. You’re not stupid. No piece of literature is inherently better, more “important”, more “meaningful”, or more “intellectual” than another. First and foremost, read what brings you joy.

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Or it can make you hate an entire genre of music. -RB

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Sometimes having a good heart.. well... just sucks. -RB

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My ECQ quest

During this pandemic, we are required to stay at home..but unfortunately, being a Nurse, I am obliged to go to work and render care to those in need. I love my job! That's why I'm mostly at work and seldomly goes home. I may not be as what they call a "frontliner" in our institution since I'm not always exposed because I'm assigned at the Operating Room. But we do handled patients with (+)Covid-19 case. Whenever, I have a chance to go home, since I need to be home too 'coz I need to check on my mom and replenish our needs at home. I find things to do.. I started to learn how to cook.. I'm just a beginner, so it's just mostly experimental and just for our own consumption.. Haha..

Here are some of the dishes I cooked for these past few months.. 😍

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Naalala ko ang unang gabi

Na nagdampi ang ating mga labi

Sana muli'y magkatabi

At maulit ang mahiwagang sandali...

#MgaAkdaNiAda

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Imagination will often carry us to worlds that never were. But without it we go nowhere...

#MeTime #ReadingPlusCoffee #AdaliciousLife

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I couldn't sleep,

I am haunted.

Thoughts, memories,

I'm not at peace.

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Start of a New Day

Today is a start of a new day for everyone alive.. May you utilize this day by sharing love to others... But to successfully love another person,you must love and accept your self. It ain't easy as 1, 2, 3 or A, B, C but I assure you...the moment you surrender yourself to God and embrace your totality, you will find peace.. Inner peace.... Do not let the world affects your personality. Instead, be an inspiration! Have a great day ahead! Blessed Sunday!!! 🙏😍

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Honest, honest Lang...

"You said to never say goodbye from the time we exchanged "HI"... But where are you now? You were gone with just a blink of an eye..."

-Wrote this years ago...

Until now we haven't meet again. Yet the memories of those stolen days with you lingers in me.. Thanks you for those treasured moments. Thank you for some time in our lives, we became friends. 😊

#Coron2011

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Piece of art... :) #beauty #sunset #nature

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Just a dream...

I dreamt of you, in a very vivid manner. We cuddled, we exchanged our love with each other. I wish to have you back. I wish the time stops, Or just go back to the past. But it's too late for that.

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everything ends

Loving is not like watching a 20-min fireworks display.Exciting.Emotional.Romantic.Sweet.Memorable.But always ends as dramatic as it begins to fade slowly into thin air.As much as you want to keep watching,there’s nothing to make it stay.In the end,all that’s left is a starless night and the fact that in this life,good things never seem to last.

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soulmate...

People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life. A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave. A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master. ― Elizabeth Gilbert, Eat, Pray, Love