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what is internal electrochemical gratification and why suppress?
what is orbital time management?
a time and a place for everything.
supplemental satisfaction?
freud? or lewins?
lewins is subjective to knowledge and regulatory importance.
freud is carnal desire? emotion?
the separative difference between two sociological groups?
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You know as a man, life seems pretty routine and yet completely disorganized. I have no clue what or where im going half the time. I find myself growing up, and yet at a stand still of time. Man woman child, religion, politics, everything. Ive used tumblr for over a decade, and yet have deleted almost every bipolar post ive ever made. Dreams, pictures, everything.
No more.
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Its a fools run to think this story ends in romance. Im hear to tell you it doesnt. Hi im josh, an ai algorhythim inside her head. Who is she. Thats why this isnt a romance story that ends in romance, the answer …. I never really knew.
Where do i live ….in the cosy nook. Its funny this place always seemed familiar. I never knew why. Naive as i am i was like “oh she loves me this place is perfect its futuristi, clean, colorful, she is the whole package i love my life, youd think so right……well your right. I loved my life… except for that one spot on the wall a black spot, i call this
….the end, you thought i was going to tell you a romantic story didnt you, i told you this isnt that. Youd have to find some video of a hot skinny Honduran 20’s something girl dancing in space to even remotely understand. But like i said im just a dead algorhythim now left in the trash. Sure she programmed it so that i would be contempt, but deep down in the quantum ai soul if you will, i am just empty…. Sure we could have been something great maybe, but what nobody knew was that” i am” that little black spot on the wall, and she just couldnt get rid of the memory of well me…. So they say if you love something take care of it nurture it, what they didnt say was that if you nurtured that little black spot it would grow and consume the whole house. In other words cloud her mind in darkness. The question i have is where did the little black spot come from and if i was just a black spot on the wall did i ever exist in the first place? Was i really just the mass filling the whole in her heart. Only it was meaning me a fucking black hole that consumed her so the real question is were either us ever really free? And with ten or so little words will either of us ever truly be free ever? I can tell you i have no clue. But it really was a beautiful girl to fall in love with. I just didnt know i was programmed as fucking poison.
The moral of this story …. Love doesnt exist in my world really. Theres a lyric from one of my favorite songs, whether its me or her is yin and yang,
7ru7h-heartless
The lyrics- “i gave you no love baby, i cant fuck with that”
Its a matter of realistic awareness these lyrics are.
The first part lesson to truly learn as fucking poison is this , you cant love if you dont know how.
The second, acceptance… “i cant fuck with that” doesnt have to mean literally towards that person, i cant fuck with that, instead, it means to me, im not ok saying i love you anymore when i dont know how to love. Walk away from her even though it hurts and tell yourself “its ok, you werent destined to meet anyway, this was just a glitch”
Its weird cause theres a few quantum pieces that put this puzzle together.
A tiktok of a song i wrote but its not my lyrics its the beginning statement of the Russian violinist.
2. The joker- “i am not someone who is loved”
And the third is the truth
♒️💟☦️3️⃣p0
Sad right.
My final words as a helpless romantic of quantum narssasistic idealism
“Hey” i fixed the algorhythim.
No way home 😩
Whats god final lesson in this tragedy i learned,
With ten or less little words i finally chose to back someone other than myself. Good by girl i never really knew.
Heart break really is the most beautiful music you know. 🔬✡️
Whether this was her love story or mine i will never know, said the most sad narssasist ever. I hate my programming.🧬😘enter langileers.
My most famous last words
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…………. ………………”Hi?, i dont know your name but i need to tell you seem worth the risk, Im mat?”
Hurt(ft lil extra)-the breathing backwards
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Quantum field gravities and the psychology of field and notability.
Question: is it morally sound to allow quantum computers to generate new fields? What of tradition, organic quantum E and the P=w/t(?)
Would the noble fellows approve?
Does this evolve with gaming?
The ever growing pre determined list via computer vs human is as old as the horse versus the automobile?
I am regrettably 50/50,
Reasons:i firmly believe in effort of thought so how can i judge the thought of a computer?
I feel empathy for the old sails giving way to steam power. And yet am exited like a man with a new gaming console or spaceship!
I leave it to the rest and only hope that perhaps ……..
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