chaosfate

[chaosfate]

yea hi guys ! for starters i just want to say, i love you guys & you all of you matter & pls keep living & experiencing joy where you can.

secondly but unfortunately , i do not think i will be returning to the tumblr rp scene soon or not at all . i rly cannot find the motivation anymore & not necessarily for my ocs but for rp . i just feel like i cant keep up with it as a hobby & that im to slow to participate in it properly & that all my ideas & writing kinda just falls flat . will i continue writing jack ? in some ways yes ( he ran off with my only braincell a long time ago ) . I want to start scripting his comic this year & also mayhaps set up an oc blog for him & the other ocs in his universe ( i may post it here in the future but it won't be happening any time soon ) but on top of it , my focus has been on a million other things that also feel that i dont have time for this hobby to the point where i should just stop claiming that i'll comeback & actually write . i am extremely tired all the time & there's only so much i can do within a day . with trying to get out of college , work , art plus now needing to be in survival mode , it stresses me out thinking about how i've feel like i am constantly abandoning this hobby & making wonderfully, awesome & incredible writers & mutuals wonder if i'll do jackshit , lmfao . i really try but i cant follow through . i'm sorry it's come to this but i think i have to hang up the towel for now .

the little bit of fun i had here while i had the time to be active I still enjoyed . I had fun interacting with a lot of you guys ! truly & i feel like despite my inconsistency , a lot of you helped me improved in many ways besides just writing but also art .

if you want to keep up with me , i post a buncha shit on my personal @vniverseofnya & my art blog exist i guess : @universeofnya . but you're more likely to actively see art on my BlueSky . anyways this blog is on an indefinite hiatus . feel free to unfollow or soft block if need be , thank you for being here & hope you many wonderful rps in the future .

[chaosfate]

yea hi guys ! for starters i just want to say, i love you guys & you all of you matter & pls keep living & experiencing joy where you can.

secondly but unfortunately , i do not think i will be returning to the tumblr rp scene soon or not at all . i rly cannot find the motivation anymore & not necessarily for my ocs but for rp . i just feel like i cant keep up with it as a hobby & that im to slow to participate in it properly & that all my ideas & writing kinda just falls flat . will i continue writing jack ? in some ways yes ( he ran off with my only braincell a long time ago ) . I want to start scripting his comic this year & also mayhaps set up an oc blog for him & the other ocs in his universe ( i may post it here in the future but it won't be happening any time soon ) but on top of it , my focus has been on a million other things that also feel that i dont have time for this hobby to the point where i should just stop claiming that i'll comeback & actually write . i am extremely tired all the time & there's only so much i can do within a day . with trying to get out of college , work , art plus now needing to be in survival mode , it stresses me out thinking about how i've feel like i am constantly abandoning this hobby & making wonderfully, awesome & incredible writers & mutuals wonder if i'll do jackshit , lmfao . i really try but i cant follow through . i'm sorry it's come to this but i think i have to hang up the towel for now .

the little bit of fun i had here while i had the time to be active I still enjoyed . I had fun interacting with a lot of you guys ! truly & i feel like despite my inconsistency , a lot of you helped me improved in many ways besides just writing but also art .

if you want to keep up with me , i post a buncha shit on my personal @vniverseofnya & my art blog exist i guess : @universeofnya . but you're more likely to actively see art on my BlueSky . anyways this blog is on an indefinite hiatus . feel free to unfollow or soft block if need be , thank you for being here & hope you many wonderful rps in the future .

[chaosfate]

well 🧍‍♀️ as a reminder this blog is NOT a safe space for trump supporters but it IS a safe place for women, queers, trans ppl, people of color, undocumented people, and any marginalized group.

[chaosfate]

SEND ME ❛ 🎁 + a gift YOUR CHARACTER would GET for Christmas ❜ && Jack will come into the night to steal it ~

[chaosfate]

SEND ME ❛ 🎁 + a gift YOUR CHARACTER would GET for Christmas ❜ && Jack will come into the night to steal it ~

[chaosfate]

SEND ME ❛ 🎁 + a gift YOUR CHARACTER would GET for Christmas ❜ && Jack will come into the night to steal it ~

[chaosfate]

imma do a funny thing for xmas lmfao get ready~

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OOOOOOOKAAAAAAAMIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII TWO !!!!! sorry i will not stfu until the game comes out & then for the rest of my life LMFAO

[chaosfate]

( tw : flashing, thunder, violence )

Once on an island Laid a poor shrine And a FOX’s curse Who’s tale rises From BETRAYAL and deceit of the village below For a THOUSAND years Will the village be tortured With each tail that grows From ANGER deep within And the thrash of its first tail THUNDER descended From cindered branches Did the town rebuild yet upon the Second MOON did darkness befall

( end of act i )

[chaosfate]

( tw : flashing, thunder, violence )

Once on an island Laid a poor shrine And a FOX’s curse Who’s tale rises From BETRAYAL and deceit of the village below For a THOUSAND years Will the village be tortured With each tail that grows From ANGER deep within And the thrash of its first tail THUNDER descended From cindered branches Did the town rebuild yet upon the Second MOON did darkness befall

( end of act i )

[chaosfate]

finally , my jing yuan can solo pure fiction again ~

in other news i think ill try to write & plot tomorrow night cause the rp itch is slowly approaching my location . i may even do some thing small tonight . lmfao , im still trying to recover from college exhaustion & then i forgot I had to do all the cooking & baking last week . i forgot to make pics of the food before it was devoured but I made loaded mash potatoes, cajun rice dressing, rolls, sweet potato pie & a caramel cake (<- the best part ngl) .

[chaosfate]

Yea hiya updates, will hopefully be returning in a few weeks ( 3-4 ) when winter breaks begins~also i came here to curse you w/ this

[chaosfate]

Red Emoji OC Asks ❤️‍🩹

❤️ (heart) - Who is the most important person to your character? To what lengths would they go to protect this person?

💔 (broken heart) - Who has your character hurt most? Physically or emotionally? How did it feel? Do they regret it?

🌹 (rose) - What does your oc find attractive in other people? Are these traits found in their friends and/or romantic partners? Are they found in themselves?

🎈 (balloon) - What does your character do at parties? Are they a wallflower or a party animal? Do they go with friends or alone?

🍷 (wine) - Does your oc drink? What kind of alcohol do they enjoy? What are their drinking habits? What kind of drunk are they?

❗️(exclamation point) - What was the scariest moment of your character’s life? Does it still affect them?

🥩 (steak) - Does your oc have any coping mechanisms? Healthy or unhealthy?

🥀 (wilted flower) - How does your character deal with stressful situations? Is their fear response fight, flight, freeze or fawn?

🍓 (strawberry) - Does your oc believe in anything? Are they superstitious? Religious? Atheistic? Has anything in their past made them this way?

💋 (kiss) - Is your oc a good kisser? Have they kissed anyone before? Do they even enjoy kissing? What was their first kiss like in comparison to their most recent?

🍒 (cherries) - Does your character have a best friend? How long have they known each other? What do they like most about each other? How did they meet?

🚨 (siren) - What’s your character’s relationship with the law? Have they ever been arrested? What for? What are their opinions on law enforcement?

💄 (lipstick) - What does your oc think of their face? Do they have a positive or negative opinion? Do they wear makeup? Do they have a skincare routine? What traits do they like most about their face?

🍎 (apple) - Does your oc go to school or take classes? Did they go to college? What was/is their favorite subject? Did/do they get good grades? Did/do they enjoy school?

🐞 (ladybug) - What does a perfect day look like for your oc? What do they do? Who do they see?

☎️ (telephone) - Does your character know anyone’s phone number by heart? Do they prefer calling or texting? Who’s their favorite person to call/text? Do they have any typing quirks?

🥊 (boxing glove) - Has your character ever been in a fight? Did they win? Do they fight often? Are they professionally trained or self taught? Do they enjoy fighting or only do so when necessary?

🧣(scarf) - What comforts your oc? Is it an item? An action? A person? Whatever it is, how any why does it comfort them?

👠 (heels) - How does your oc dress? Are they stylish or casual? Do they keep up with trends or do their own thing? Do they prefer designer clothes or going to the thrift store? Do they have a signature item of clothing?

🍄 (mushroom) - Does your character like being in nature or do they prefer the indoors? Do they have any outdoor hobbies like camping or fishing? If they prefer the indoors, why?

🩸 (blood) - Is your oc squeamish? Are they disturbed by the sight of blood? Have they ever been in a situation where they had to overcome being squeamish?

✂️ (scissors) - Has your character ever cut their own hair? What about someone else’s? How did it turn out?

🎸 (electric guitar) - What’s your character’s music taste like? Do they have one or two artists they play on repeat or do they have a varied and eclectic collection of music? Do they like mainstream artists or prefer underground musicians? What genres do they enjoy?

🎒 (backpack) - What items does your oc usually carry? Do they have a bag or just keep everything in their pockets? Do they carry a lot or a little?

🪓 (axe) - Does your oc have survival skills? Have they ever had to use them? What would they do in an apocalypse? Could they survive?

[chaosfate]

I FINALLY GOT THROUGH THE STORY , HOLY FUCK STAR RAIL WHAT ARE YOU COOKING !!!? spoiler ahead :

my brother in christ eating the heart of the previous warhead is dark souls ass shit holy but I NEED FEIXIAO , SHE IS SO FUCKING COOL !!!!!

I now have ideas for how to cover up for a lot of jack's backstory that will make sense at least when it comes to an in universe papertrail ~

[chaosfate]

ʟᴏɢɢɪɴɢ ⋅ ⋅ ⋅► @draconicfool / he did not know what was happening until the moment his cheeks were smooshed && pulled towards the pink haired fool , ❛ hrmph- ! ❜ , as his hairs bristled for the second their lips connected .

[chaosfate]

alright well i get it , i understand , i've seen the vision , i am now a boogenti shipper good bye

[chaosfate]

❛ as the sayin' goes : BITE the hand if it's not gonna feed ya ! ❜ .

@chaosfate replied to your post “◇ The perfect icon for him teasing short people /...”:

*bites*

"Ow, ow! That's a bit extreme, don't you think!?"