chaos-mix
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chaos-mix · 2 months ago
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I saw a JJK SMAU like this and I’m begging to see your version of it: you prank them by saying you wanna date someone else to coerce them to confess their feelings and make you date them 👀👀👀👀
ღSaying you´re going on a date to make them confess
ʚft. Gojo, Geto, Nanami, Toji, Choso, Sukuna, Shiu, Ino
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chaos-mix · 3 months ago
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new shop
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chaos-mix · 3 months ago
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He's a walking green thumb green flag.
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chaos-mix · 3 months ago
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was having a minor crisis but this appeared in my head and it was so stupid it just snapped me right out of it
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chaos-mix · 3 months ago
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They're spending time at the possibly only bathhouse of their planet. And man I'm sure Vash is STIFF.
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chaos-mix · 4 months ago
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Literally me
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[day 11]
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chaos-mix · 4 months ago
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then down came the claw, and that, love, was that
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chaos-mix · 4 months ago
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Hiya lovely, do you think we could maybe have some wildflower dividers please? thank you so much <33333
oooh I would love to share some wildflower ones, here you go! 🌻🌷🪻💖
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chaos-mix · 7 months ago
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Them :( 🩷
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chaos-mix · 8 months ago
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I love giving and receiving fic reviews, but for a long time the whole process of writing a review used to be very fraught because I wanted to show my appreciation but I didn’t want to leave a generic “Loved this, please write more!” like every other comment the author had already gotten and was probably sick of. (Note - as an author, we do not get sick of these comments. We do not get sick of any comments.) But I figured something out a while ago and I figured I’d share it. How to leave a good comment on a fic: PICK A LINE.
Literally any line. Pick it as you’re reading. If a phrase or a sentence or a paragraph jumps out at you, highlight it and hit Ctrl+C. Then save that puppy until the comment section, paste it in, and let the author know why you liked it.
“___” My favorite line, it was hilarious!
“___” I’m gonna cry! Poor Character B!
“___” That is totally something Character A would say.
“___” omg this totally sums up their whole relationship, doesn’t it?
I’m a writer who is friends with a lot of writers. I have never met a writer who didn’t fucking love this. Worried that you’re not leaving a comprehensive review? It’s okay. Tell the author about the five-word sentence that you loved in their 10K word fic, and they will glow. I’m telling you this is foolproof. Take the stress out of commenting. Pick a line. Make a writer’s day.
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chaos-mix · 8 months ago
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good things will happen 🧿
things that are meant to be will fall into place 🧿
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chaos-mix · 8 months ago
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I Am Not Your Enemy
grim x masc reader (reader does not have a specified gender, but is stated to not identify as a woman) warnings: (reader) breakdowns, online grooming (done to the reader), reader refers to themself as a slut and a whore once each, heavily self-indulgent and based on my own experiences, hand holding and hugging, use of grim's real name, mentioned self-harm, grammar + spelling mistakes, please tell me if i forgot any word count: 3107
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You feel… itchy. Very itchy.
Not an itch that made any sense. A spontaneous itch that covers your entire body. But your skin isn't dry either. It makes you want to tear into it and rip out your tendons. To scratch until you're red and bleeding onto your flooring and chair.
Maybe it has to do with the anxiety pooling into your chest. the heavy weight that lays there, making your heart pound to try and escape. The quickened breaths of your suffocating lungs.
The bright screen of your laptop glares you down. The old messages you had sent to Casper glaring even harder.
The words making out more… suggestive messages. In-depth words about how you'd touch him, how you'd feel him. What your skin contact would be like. To think that it was just about holding his hand. To think that you sent those, even though it has been a while since you sent them.
Messages that you swear you've seen before. Years prior and on a social app you shouldn't've been on. After all, your parents wanted to protect you from online predators. But, they still got to you. It's not like you were exactly protecting yourself.
Suggestive messages filled with what they'd to you. How they'd touch your skin and they'd feel. How they'd undress, how they-
"Sunshine?" a voice cuts off your thoughts.
Your head snaps to the doorway to your apartment. There stands your boyfriend, Casper, donning his usual attire. Not that you can make it out well, your face is blurry from tears, after all.
When did you start crying?
Your body tells you to run. To run from Casper and to get out of there. Telling you that he's just like them. You're just a body, you aren't a person to him. No doubt he talks about you behind your back. He views you as some slut, some whore. Somebody that he'll use then discard. Who knows who else he's done that to.
He'll fuck you- or you'll fuck him- then he'll leave you right after. He'll get what he wanted then leave. Maybe he'll take your soul while he's at it! After all, he's a grim reaper! It's insane to think he doesn't want it!
It doesn't matter if this goes against everything you know about Casper. You're right, you have to be. You've been through this already.
Something cold presses against your hot cheeks and you slap away whatever's touching you. Your world blurs for a moment, a thud then a sharp pain that shoots up from your bottom.
Casper's above you. His face is too blurry from your tears to make out. Gods he's above you, he's gonna make you-
"Sunshine, look at me," Casper calls out to you. when you look at him, he's on his knees in front of you. his hands held in the air as if telling you he won't touch you again.
Your shaking hands reach up to wipe the tears that drip from your eyes. You can barely make anything out into detailed shapes. Your boyfriend is just a blur of some colors. His red eyes still stand out among the grey and whites.
"Get away from me," you choke out, "don't touch me."
The red blurs of his eyes get bigger. You assume he had widened them, but you still make it out fully. There's a distant sound of Casper's shoes shuffling against your wooden flooring. Your eyes begin to clear up from the tears. They fall down your cheeks, but you simply wipe them. You don't want to look even more vulnerable.
You look up to Casper, staring into his red eyes. He seems worried.
A part of you thinks it's fake.
A part of you knows that this is fake.
His look of worry is just one to hide his own feelings. He's pretending he's being worried so he can get you to lower your guard. Then he'll use your body. With sweet words, he'll whisper that fills you with too much guilt to say no. You'll want to die after, then he'll leave you.
Only to come back again and repeat the damned cycle.
You want to run, but you feel cornered. He's kneeling in front of you, keeping you from running away. He's gonna hold you down. He'll-
"Sunshine," Casper's voice makes it sound like he's pleading with you, "please tell me what's wrong."
His eyes meet yours. Casper takes a step back to give you space.
Will he jump on you when you try to run?
"Don't touch me," you demand.
Casper raises his gloved hands once again, he takes another step back from you, "I won't touch you. What's wrong?"
You look at him with inquisitive eyes. Why's he acting like this? He wants to touch you, does he not? Maybe he's just pretending to care about how you feel.
You see Casper's concerned expression twist into one of surprise. He looks down at you, eyes widened by a fraction, dark eyebrows raised up.
He opens his mouth to speak, "Sunshine, why do you look like that? Did I say something wrong?"
Your gaze hardens. Why is he playing dumb? He knows what he wants. He knows that he wants you. Why?
He must be trying to put you in a false sense of security. Then it's easier for him to undress you. For him to mutter in your ear how much you want him.
"You want to touch me don't you?" you look at him, incredulously, "so do it."
"You don't want me to."
"Why do you care?"
You see that Casper visibly flinches back. His expression changes several times in a matter of seconds. From shock, to anger, to a form of despair, to worry.
"I'm not going to touch you."
"But don't you?"
"Do you want me to?"
A shiver wracks through your body. You feel your blood rush and your heart beats rapidly in your chest. You feel as if it's going to burst out any second. The question rings in your ears. He's trying to tempt you, isn't he?
"Do you want me to?"
When you say no, he'll have an ugly face. One that'll haunt you. One that asks- demands permission. Permission given that completely strips you of consenting to it. Then he'll smile. He'll say you're a good girl despite you not being one. He'll hush your protests with his lips.
It doesn't matter if you say no. You might as well just be saying yes. You just need to be convinced.
The words are a lump in your throat. Those three letters, singular syllable, refuse to come out. Just say yes goddammit it saves you the fucking trouble!
"No," your voice shakes as you speak. You feel pathetic.
"Alright," Casper nods to you, "I won't."
"Why not?"
It seems like a stupid question. But, you have to ask. Why doesn't he want to?
"You don't want me to, right? I won't touch you until you say so."
There's silence in the room. You know Casper wants to speak. He opens his mouth just to close it a few times.
"I'll be back," is all he says before leaving from your apartment window. When did he even open it?
Your legs shake as you stand. Luckily, due to your small apartment, your bed is only a stumble away. As you let yourself fall onto your mattress, your mind begins to wander… to Casper.
He didn't want to touch you. Not because he didn't desire you, it's because you didn't want him to. Something that other people would scoff at and say is the bare minimum. But, it's something you aren't used to. Well, you had barely said no to anyone's demands. Always eager to please.
Despite the pain and trauma it had caused. Those same memories and emotions still haunt you years later.
You don't know when you fell asleep. All you remember is thinking of Casper and what you had experienced. Then, you woke up. With the blue sky changing to an orange.
Casper still isn't back either. It's just you, your plant, and your pet.
You take hold of your pet, gently. Holding them in your lap and gently stroking them. It's nice, creating a small bubble of pleasant feelings in your chest. It's easy.
A few minutes seem to pass. You're still in a bit of a daze from earlier events. You must've been asleep for at least an hour.
There's a distant noise that you can't really hear. Your pet looks up, you follow their gaze. A figure crawls into your room from your window. The familiar dark jacket and white hair stand out to you.
"Casper…?" you drawl. His eyes meet yours. His expression is one of concern. Why?
"I said I'd be back, didn't I?" he gives a smile to you, "I bought some food."
He places an emphasis on saying he bought it. It makes you think that he might've stolen the food. Those hesitant thoughts are cut short as Casper places the bag down in front of you.
It's some fast food place. WcBonalds, as you recall. You had eaten there a while ago, during another one of these episodes.
Casper sits at your desk chair. He stares at your hands, waiting for you to move. You notice how poor his posture is. His slumped back against the leather back of it. You wonder if a reaper like him faces back pain like a human like you.
Removing the food he had brought, you just stare at it for a moment.
"Are you… eating it with your eyes?" he asks, raising an eyebrow.
"I don't…" feel hungry is what you want to say. Though you doubt Casper will take that as an answer.
Despite not eating the entire day and having a breakdown, you didn't want to eat. The thought of it makes you feel queasy. Having the flavors invade your tongue. The texture lingering in your mouth. Choking on the food as it slides down your throat.
Thinking about eating makes you tired, not hungry.
Casper's eyes still linger on you. His eyebrows pinch together in a face of worry. At least, it could be worry. You feel like he's probably frustrated, too.
This isn't the first time he has to encourage you to eat.
"Can you at least drink a little, Sunshine?" Casper relents. He carries a sad look on his face.
You look at the drink Casper brought. A simple, standard cup of iced water from WcBonalds. Perhaps he didn't want you to choke on their famously aggressive soft drinks. It won't hurt to drink. Water is nice to drink, you're thirsty as well. It's easier to do than eat something as well.
You give a nod to Casper. His lips quirk up into a relieved smile as you take a sip of it.
"Slowly," Casper's voice is gentle as he speaks. You follow his words and take small, slow sips.
"I thought a grim reaper wouldn't know how to take care of someone," you move your lips from the straw and put it down. The food still stares up at you, waiting for you to eat it.
You sigh. Taking a fry and eating it. The expected salty taste invades your senses. It makes you feel sick, but you also realize how hungry you are.
"I'm good at taking care of you," Casper corrects you, "every other human I either fight or take their soul."
You give a nod to him, continuing to eat.
Now that Casper is with you and you aren't breaking down in front of him, you can ask him a question. The question that had been bothering you since he had left.
Why?
"Casper," you start. He looks to you, red eyes meeting yours, "why didn't you touch me?"
His expression is one of bewilderment, as if your words cut into him. He opens his mouth just to close it. You think Casper looks more like a fish than a grim reaper right now.
"You told me you didn't want me to," Casper sounds offended as he speaks.
"And you listened, why?" you eat a fry after the words fall from your lips. The salty taste lingers on your tongue.
"Why wouldn't I listen to you?"
"Because-"
Oh.
You can't come up with any response. Any reason that he'd go against your words die before they could even leave your mouth.
Casper lets out a sigh. He approaches you, sitting on your bed. His eyes still meeting yours.
"Can I hold your hand?"
The words sit in the air. You look down and stare at your hands.
Unlike a bit ago, you don't ache at the mere thought of being touched. In fact, maybe you want to be. For no other reason than you just crave a bit of contact.
So, you nod. Casper clicks his tongue. He doesn't seem satisfied with that response.
"I want your verbal consent, Sunshine. Not just a nod."
Another gap of silence. It's easier to just nod or shake your head than have to say it out loud.
"Yes," your voice shakes a bit with hesitancy. It's not that you don't want Casper to touch you- it's just hard to say you do.
"Sunshine," Casper's gloved hand brushes over your fingertips. When you don't pull your hand back or give any other sign of not wanting to be touched, Casper takes your hand in his.
His hand is cold, even through the gloves he wears. You know this. You've known this. Ever since Casper had gifted you a bouquet of roses all those weeks ago. You've continued to know it ever since that first week of "meeting" each other.
"Sunshine," Casper repeats, "look at me."
Your eyes meet up to his. Casper looks at you desperately. There's a bit of hurt in his expression. The cocky bastard of a grim reaper you know is replaced with someone filled with worry. You don't think you've ever seen him like this.
His hold on your hand is light, gentle. As if you'd break at the slightest bit of physical pressure. You don't know if that's true or not in your current mental state.
"Sunshine. I am not your enemy," his hold on your hand tightens the slightest bit, "I have never been your enemy. I will not do anything you don't want me to."
"But-"
"No," Casper's voice is firm, unbreakable. He's blunt in his statements, just as he has been before, "there is no but, if, and, or whatever else you mortals say. I am not working against you. Unless you are doing something truly stupid- which you probably will- I don't want to hurt you."
The statement flows through the open air. You can't seem to grasp onto it. The words Casper speaks are foreign to you. Reassurances that he won't use you like you have been before. You're… hesitant to accept such things being said to you.
It's not supposed to be like this.
Casper is supposed to use you, he's supposed to go against what you say, he's supposed to make you uncomfortable. But, he isn't.
In fact, he's doing the opposite.
He's helping you, he's doing what you want. He's touching you when you say he can.
Something warm drips down your cheek. You reach up and try to wipe away your tears. Emotions overflow and reveal themselves in the small space of your apartment. With only two other living beings to witness it and some food you've half forgotten about.
"Sunshine," your nickname falls from Casper's tongue. He says it so much these days. As if he's just stating the weather.
You look back up to Casper. His other hand hovers just before your face. The sheer frigid temperature he has goes against your heated body.
"May I?"
This time, you know he means that he's asking for your consent. Casper won't do anything without you saying so. If you say no, he backs off.
"Yes…" the words are sniffled out.
Casper's gloved hand wipes away your tears. The one still holding your hand squeezes it reassuringly.
Casper is different.
You can trust him.
"I love you, Sunshine," the words are whispered to you. Sweet, loving words falling from the lips of your boyfriend.
It makes you want to break down.
A weight feels as if it's been lifted off of your shoulders. Casper's reassurances and actions go against what you had expected from him just hours ago.
More tears fall from your eyes. The air is filled with your stifled sobs and sniffles. The overwhelming emotions crash down onto you in rapid succession.
You don't have to go through hell once again. There isn't a need to feel fear from him.
Casper reaches closer to you in an effort of comfort. He asks if he can hold you, comfort you. Another time where he doesn't force his presence upon you. It only makes you want to cry more.
"Y- yes… please," you sob out.
As the final syllable leaves your lips, Casper embraces you. The entirety of him is cold, a direct contrast to your still-hot temperature. Your tears fall onto his shoulder as Casper leads your head to be as close as possible. Despite it, his presence isn't overwhelming. It's comforting.
Your hands find purchase against his jacket, tugging at the fabric in an attempt to ground yourself. You hear Casper whisper words to you. In your fuddled mind it's impossible to hear what he's really saying. The syllables being all mixed together in some gibberish.
"Focus on my voice, Sunshine," is all you can clearly make out from Casper's words.
So, you try to.
It sounds like he's underwater when you try to focus on him at first. Despite that, it helps to hear him speak. Casper's voice brings you down from your overwhelming emotions. The fabric of his jacket and the coldness of his shoulder helps as well.
As the last few sniffles and sobs leave from you, you gently pull yourself back. Casper does nothing to keep you against him. His arms are loose around you as he looks into your eyes, you gaze back into his.
"I love you, Sunshine," he whispers, "I won't do anything you don't want me to."
"I know," a small smile finds it's way to your face, "I love you too, Casper."
You reach forward and hug him again, fitting yourself into Casper's embrace. You hear an exhale of amusement escape from your grim reaper, but no words do.
For now, you're content with just soaking in his presence.
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chaos-mix · 8 months ago
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