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chalolga · 6 years ago

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Strawberry stand

(Chulmin (HONEYST) X You)

Having his hands wrapped around you was everything you ever wanted. Waking up to see his handsome resting face as he has you wrapped tightly in his arms first thing in the morming is what you lived for.

You opened your eyes, soft whimpers coming from a top of your head. You could feel his arms wrapped all the way around you, and his soft, warm breath almost caressing your hair. You smiled to yourself; he may or not be the cutest person on this earth. He was everything you ever wanted and you realised that even when first meeting him.

You looked up and softly shifted, trying not to wake him up. Did it help, you don’t know since he shifted a bit also and only embraced you tighter. You smiled to yourself. How much did he care if he hugged you this tight even when sleeping?

Not having any intention of letting him go or even risking to wake him up, you couldn’t help but fall back to sleep as his soft whimpers sounded as a lovely lullaby, softly knocking on your heart, just caressing your soul.

You woke up, feeling a bit cold. Not in a way like it’s cold in the room, but just empty kind of cold. Just as you tought about openeing your eyes, a soft hand came to your hair and softly touched it. Running his hand along your cheek and over your nose, you couldn’t help but smile. You heard a light chuckle coming from the side and slowly opened your eyes. And there he was. The light coming from the window shone on his already melanin skin, making it shine in it’s color. It hit his every feature so perfectly you found yourself staring. Scaning his face, you could see he blushed a bit and smiled widely. “ Morning beautiful.”

Soft words matched his husky morning voice better than you had ever tought it could and you couldn’t help but smile as well.

You could feel the bed sink down a bit as he scuffed closer to you and pressed a light kiss on your nose. He did that all the time. And it made you blush each and every damn time and he had the same reaction, each and every time. His lips would go up into the brightest smile, his cheeks would turn a shade of red and his ears would heat up. He would have a hand in his hair and slid it down his face, then lean in and burry his face in the side of your neck. “God, you’re so beautiful.” Would escape his lips every time.

He got up again and just stared at you with the most beautiful smile on his lips. He leaned in and pressed his moist lips against yours, kissing you slowly as he managed to caress your neck and cheek with his hands. “I love you,” he breathed out. “I love you a lot.” You chuckled at his words. A lot?

Pressing another kiss on your lips he smiled as he pulled away. “Hey, I remembered something. Do you wanna go and visit my hometown’s farming market? I was supposed to go with a friend we grew up together but he canceled on me.” He looked as if he meant it. His eyes were all hyped and he had a slight expectation already rising on his face. How vould you say no?

You pulled him down and kissed him softly. Humming a gentle ‘yes, of course’ was all he needed to smile into the kiss and deepen it a bit.

Jumping out of bed excited, you got ready, ate breakfast and set off. Before you knew it you were already on the bus to his hometown, getting closer and closer to it. You don’t know why, but you were a nervous wreck every since you sat on the bus. Even if he sat beside you, had his arm around you and held your hand with his free hand, hummed to your favourite song and just held you close with the brightest smile on his lips, you felt like it was your first time going out with him. You were just nervous about what will happen when meeting the people there. They must all know him, right? Since he grew up there?

“Hey,” he breathed out. “ Are you okay?” The words cut through you like a knife. I don’t know, you tought. “Yeah, I’m just nervous.” You looked up at him. “ I know it makes no sense but I really am nervous. I know we will have a fun time but right now I just-” Not having the time to finish as his lips met yours in the softest kiss ever. His hand came up and rubbed your cheek, his big hand calming you down. Just a second of his touch and you were already feeling better.

“To be really true,” he said when parting. “I am kinda nervous too. It’ s my first time going there with my girl.” He whispered the last part, all giggly and blushed up. And you could feel your heart race. 'My girl’? That felt nice to hear. And you could feel your face burn up from your cheeks up to your ears. He pulled your chin up and gave you another kiss before standing up and getting off the bus.

“Chulmin? Is that you?” a voice called just as you entered the market. Chulmin quickly turned around and searched for the voice calling him, only to have his face brighten up as he saw the lady calling him. “Oh, miss Jeong?” Running up to her, he let go off your hand and hugged her. The old lady laughed out and patted his back, saying something in the context of nice to see you and you grew up well.

As he let go off her, her eyes landed on you. She widered her eyes and looked at Chulmin. “Don’t tell me she’s your girlfriend?” she asked excitedly and when Chulmin blushed, smiled and nodded, she jumped up a bit and smiled widely. She quickly ran up to you and hugged you tightly. “Oh girl, I’m so happy to meet you!” As she let go of you, she actually had tears forming in her eyes. Chulmin stepped closer and smiled at you. Noticing the tears in miss’ Jeong’s eyes, his smile faded. “Miss Jeong? Are you okay?” She wipped her eyes and smiled. “I’m just really happy for you,” she said. “I remember you running around still a kid, you grew up so well.” Chulmin couldn’t help but smile and hug her tight again.

Continuing on, several people stopped you. All smiling brightly when seeing you, and it made you feel better.

Chulmin came up behind you, grabbed you hand and smiled as you looked at him. He then lowered down and placed a kiss on your cheek. Just as his lips landed on your skin, there was at least 5 women that 'aaaawed’. You widered your eyes and blushed from head to toe as he smiled down at you. “What was that for?” He just smiled.

Stopping at another stand, with Chulmin hugging and taling to another lady, you could feel the grip on your hand getting harder. The woman spoke about how beautiful you are and Chulmin couldn’t help but pull you close to him, hugging you by his side. “She really is, isn’t she? The most beautiful girl on this world.” Smiling while looking at you, the woman aaawed again. You were so embarrassed.

He bought ice cream from the lady across the street and brought it to you as you were sitting on the bench near the centre of the market. Sitting down beside you, he looked at you.

“You okay?” you asked as he stared at you. He softly let his lips curl up and let the small smile fade again. He then pulled you into a very moistsoftl. And before you realized it, the icecream he bought was dripping down your fingers. Parting, he leaned his forhead against yours. Breathing heavily, you could see his eyes tracing over every feature on your face. “God, you’re beautiful. No wonder everyone’s congratulating me.” You smiled a bit, embarrassed by his words. “Were you always this cheesy?” He only smiled and pressed another kiss on your lips.

Finishing up the ice cream, you head off to your last destination. A strawberry stand where he used to practically live. He spent every free hour of his life there, just playing. It had the best tree to climb just next to it and the nice old lady gave him the sweetest strawberries to eat.

“I don’t know why I’m nervous.” He whispered softly, slowly approaching the stand. You looked up at him, and there was clear anticipation in his eyes.

But every fear escaped his face as soon as the old lady sitting behind the stand stood up and called the boys name. His eyes sparkled up and he let og off your hand and just ran to hug the old lady. You could hear her voice cracking as she spoke and it brought tears in your eyes as well.

“Is this your girlfriend?” the lady asked, introducing herself. “You weren’t joking as you said you’ll bring the prettiest girl to meet me.” She chuckled. You face heated up again.

Now knowing where Chulmin got his extra cheesy ass, you were actually pretty content. He was taught this way and you absolutely loved him for it.

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chalolga · 6 years ago

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Not bad at all

(Seungseok (HONEYST) X You)

“Seungseok!” you were desperate for a reply. Did he gave you one was another problem.

“Seungseok! Listen to me!” He finally turned to you. “Yeah? What?” his voice was hurried, the tone angry and sad. “What are you doing?” you asked, tears forming in your eyes. You could see he gulped harsly clearly hurt by your appearance right now. “Seungseok… what are we doing?”

The words you whispered out caused the tears in your eyes overflow to the edge and just dripped down your cheeks. He took in a deep breath that simmed to cut off as be looked at you. Was his heart breaking at the scene? To see his girlfriend, the one he loved this dearly, like this?

“Seungseok…” He let out a deep breath. His eyes started sparkling and he looked away from you. “I don’t know…” he whispered, looking at the floor. “What?” You let out a small whimper. He looked at you and sighed. “I said I don’t know, are you deaf?” His harsh words made you taken a back. “First you slap me and now I’m deaf? Wow… you really are something today.” You said, tears overflowing again. You looked at him and then just quickly walked away, through the front door and just left. Just went somewhere. You knew you had nowhere to go in reality as he meant everything to you. He was your home, your shelter, your everything. You loved him to death and back and your couldn’t think about losing him.

“What’s up with him today, really…” you breathe out into the cold air, tears slipping down your cheeks as you sat on the beanch in the nearest park. The moon was shining perfectly and if it wasn’t for the two of you fighting, you’d be now resting your head on his shoulder and had your hands entwined with his, his fingers slowly massaging the back of your hand. But yeah, things are how they are.

“____!” Hearing the desperate voice calling from far away, you felt your tears dry up a bit. “____!” You could hear his voice crack as he bent down and rest his hands on his knees. Two drops fell from his eyes, shining in the moonlight as they hit the floor. “___… I’m so sorry…” he whispered. You couldn’t watch anymore and just got up and ran towards him. He straightened up as your body hit his and hugged you close, so close you tought your skins are gonna become one. He burried his face in your neck and just cried out loud. You’d never seen him this way, ever ever ever. He never showed you his tears, let alone let you hear him crying. And yet here he was. Even his knees were weak. What was even going on?

As he hugged you, tears slipped past your eyelashes as well, dripping down onto his shoulder. If someone was watching you it’d be as in a movie. Hugging eachother tight, as if you’re hugging the last time. Holding eachother for a final time.

Cutting the silence he took in a deep breath. “Don’t leave me, ___… Please…” His voice was breaking and you could only pull away and look at him. But that did no good- his eyes were bright red, nose shading a color of red and runny. Hus cheeks were damp wet and shone in the moonlight. He looked broken, to say the least. And seeing him like that only made you reflect his image.

“Seungseok…” whispering the small word, he wrapped his arms around you and hugged you tight. After parting, he looked at you. The slap he gave you now slowly brusing around the lower corner of your eye and on the top of your cheek. “Please, forgive me…” he whispered, tears slipping past his eyelashes as he held a hand up to the place that he hurt, holding the hair away to see it.

Seeing his hurt eyes as he stared at what he did, you placed your hand on his and pushed it away, intertwining your fingers with his. You smiled up to him through tears. “ There’s nothing to forgive. We were both heated in the argument. To be true,” you paused. “I wanted to hit you a few times, too.” You laughed out, expecting him to at least smile. But his cheeks covered with another sheet of tears.

“Seungseok…” Another set of tears fell down his skin. “I hurt you…” he let out, voice quiet and shaking. “Seungseok, stop.” Another tear slipped past his eyelashes. “I hurt you, ___.” He let out. His voice was breaking, cracking to say the least. “How could I ever…” His voice was now a whisper, only loud enough for you to hear. Even you weren’t ment to hear his sad words, but you did and your heart hurt to the bottom.

Lifting your hand up to wipe away his damp cheeks, you forced a smile. “I’ m okay, Seungseok.” You smiled, but tears formed in your eyes nonethless.

You then pulled him down and gave him a small, gentle kiss on his lips and he hugged you again. “I’m sorry, ___. So sorry…” he cried out again, and you could feel small drops marking yoir shoulder again.

You pulled him away and kissed him again, then leaned your forhead against his. “I’ m okay, yeah? I’m still here, yeah? I’m not going anywhere, okay?” Hearing that, he took in a short breath and you could feel his whole body relieve. It was like he released all of his problems and troubles and just breathe again. He looked at peace, almost.

“I love you,” he whispered. “And I’m really sorry. I will take care of you to make my shit up.” Seungseok smiled softly through tears and you couldn’t help but just let your lips curl up into a smile as well. He softly leaned in, and pressed his lips into yours. The kiss was moist, gentle but passionate at the same time. He whispered a delicate ‘i love you’ a few times during the kisses.

After you made it bact to the house, he just swept you off your feet, and held you up in the air, carried you to the living room and slowly sat you on the sofa. You laughed out at his actions and looked at him. “Sit here. I’m gonna make us something to eat.” He then lowered and placed a soft kiss onto your forhead.

To be real, your heart was breaking. When did you get so far? So far that even shouting was a daily basis?

“Hey,” woke you up. It was soft and delicate, and a hand going through your hair made you hum in pleasure. “When did you fall asleep?” He chuckled a bit as you yawned and got up. “I- I don’t know… I was just reading a few minutes ago.” You laughed out, clearly not remembering anything.

He lowered and gave you a light kiss, caressing your hair. He ran his hand across your cheek and brushed right past the bruised skin, which made you pull away in pain. It wasn’t really that painfull, but having someone touch it was really something else.

You looked up at the frozen frame above you. His eyes were wide and lips slightly parted. “I- I’m sorry.” He breathed out, just staring at you. You smiled a bit. “It’s okay. Don’ t worry,” you whispered, catching your bottom lip between your teeth. “It’s okay.”

He then suddenly leaned in and pressed a light, incredibly light kiss on the bruise and pressed his forhead on yours. He breathed out and forced a smile. “Let’ s eat.”

Eating all, you wanted to help him clean up the mess he made, but he insisted that you rest. “Come on, at least let me go with you there. I’ m bored here by myself.” You whined and the second you said that, he had you wrapped up in his arms, carrying you bridal style to the kitchen and sat you on the counter. Smiling as he pressed his lips against your forhead, you wrapped your legs around him and pulled him close to you. His hand imediately came up to search for your neck and lips to lock with yours. As he pressed a light kiss against your lips, you whined and pulled him close again, locking your lips with his to kiss him deeper.

As you parted, he looked at you and smiled, pressed his forhead against yours and stared at you. His eyes were going from one feature on your face to the other. “I love you.” He whispered. His voice was delicate, gentle, and it made your heart at peace. “I love you so much.”

The small talk was shaking up your heart. It was the most beautiful thing he could do and your heart sang a song so calm and beautiful, your eyes sparked up.

He chuckled as you smiled and leaned in, kissing you deeply before parting to hast for air and stick his forhead against yours. He then shot the most beautiful smile at you with eyes shining. You were actually taken a back, and you could only stare at him for a few seconds before smiling as well.

As he washed the dishes, you got to get freshen up a bit. He came behind you in the bathroom, wrapping his arms around your smaller built. He pressed his cheek against your neck and placed a light kiss onto your shoulder, hugging you tight. He hummed a gentle song against your skin while kissing uppwards and then turning you around, placed his hands on both sides of your face and cupped your cheeks before kissing your nose.

You giggled and looked up at him, only to be swung up into the air as he lifted you, and you wrapped your legs around him, helping him hold you up. He pressed a very light kiss on your lips. His one hand came up to your hair and carresed a bit of your scalp, and he just stared at you. Scaning every feature on your face, he finally leaned in again and covered your lips with his. The kiss was much different; it wasn’t sweet and gentle, and it wasn’t deep and passionate either. Surprised at the new sensation, you opened your eyes and pulled away, only to see two wet stripes down his cheeks, clearly showing he was crying.

“Seungseok?! Are you okay?” in response, he just nodded. “I just love you so much,” he whispered, coming in for another kiss. You could feel your cheeks heat up and smiled at yourself, seeing the side of Seungseok you have never seen before. And he really, he was too much to handle.

You pressed your lips into his and kissed him, one hand tangeling in his hair as you pulled him closer.

As he parted, hasting for air, he finally smiled. He then placed you on the floor and turned to you, then shot the most beautiful smile you have ever seen. “Seungseok?” you asked, surprised by the bright smile he had on his cheeks. “I just realized something.” He whispered then turned to you and wrapped his hands around your waist, pulling you closer to him.

“What?” He then smiled and leaned in, kissing you deeply. “I wanna have a family with you,” he breathed out between the kisses. You froze up. What?

He parted and looked down at you. “ What?” He then smiled softly. “I wanna start a family with you. I know it’ s soon and all, but today made me realize that I-” You couldn’t help but pull him down and kiss him deeply. Guessing you won’t be sleeping any other way than curled up against him in the bed for the rest of your life wasn’t a bad thought at all.

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