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sprouthakyeon ⇢ chakyan-n

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get a friend who’s more excited about your birthday than you are…T.T

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VIXX Years

2012: Cute VIXX

2013: Horror VIXX

2014: Sad VIXX

2015: Kinky VIXX

2016: Greek VIXX

2017: Aesthetic VIXX

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waking up with vixx

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keeps his eyes firmly shut if he wakes up before his alarm

admires your face for a moment and leans his forehead against yours

heaves a huge sigh when he has to start getting ready

pats your butt and tells you “come on honey, time to get up”

raises his eyebrows at you when he meets your eyes in the mirror while brushing his teeth

leo

you probably have to nudge him awake when his alarm goes off

drags himself out of bed to go to work with a whine

buries his face in the back of your neck while you’re standing in front of the closet, picking out clothes

yawns so big you think his mouth is going to split open

doesn’t say a word to you other than “good morning” until after he’s had a cup of coffee

ken

grumpy when he first wakes up and just wants to cuddle

snuggles his face into your chest and happily falls asleep again

lots of handholding and sleepy kisses

sits up and reaches up to try and tame his wild bedhead

eventually he stumbles to the bathroom but goes too fast and walks straight into the wall

ravi

yawns super widely and loudly and stretches

wraps himself around you like an octopus and mumbles “but i don’t want you to leave yet…” when you try to get out of bed

tells you that he had a really good dream and asks if you want him to tell you about it

when you say yes and roll over to face him, he starts kissing your neck and pulling your shirt up

the moment is ruined when butt jumps onto the bed and starts pawing at the two of you because he wants to play too

hongbin

is all smiles from the moment his eyes open

quietly gets out of bed to do some chores while you’re still asleep

gives you about another hour before he comes back to wake you up

sweet talks you and kisses your face if you refuse to get up and eat breakfast with him

eventually bundles you up in the blankets and carries you out of bed and into the kitchen

hyuk

wakes up and the first thing he does is check twitter and instagram

snatches the blankets back from you after you cocooned yourself in them during the night

takes the long way off the bed and rolls over you to the other side

if you’re still in bed when he comes back from the bathroom, he’s going to throw the blankets off and wipe his face on you

playfully tussles with you in the sheets until you give up and get out of bed

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the person I reblogged this from is a cute peach

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hi chiju !! i lov n miss u n just wanted to wish u happy holidays n a great new year !! i hope tht ur doing v v v well nd r creating many artistic masterpieces 2 be hung up in museums in the future ! i love you !! 💛 - kurry

KURRRRRYYYY i love u so much omg i hope you’re having a lovely christmas as well even tho for the both of us it isn’t christmas for another hour,,, i still LOVE U LOTS AND THE 2SEUNGS ARE LUCKY TO HAVE U BC UR AN ANGEL AND ILY AND WHO DOESNT LOVE U I MEAN I LOVE U just wow so much love inside me meant for just u?? i’m :’) i love u kurry and merry christmas~~

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people who don’t talk in the tags? lawful evil

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Attention!

So, I’m sure everyone is still tired and down about Jonghyun’s death. I’m currently still trying to hold up. But I want to FYI some of you guys about something.

As we go out with the rest of the week, many people will be returning to their regular work/posting/life. And some idols will be going back to work and promoting again. Now, this is what I want to say: Please, with all my heart, do not misunderstand and/or hate those who will be doing this. Everyone and I mean everyone has been very respectful and caring about this situation. However, we all cannot be depressed/down forever. As time goes on, so does life. Idols need to go back to work and people need to move on. I know it’s gonna take a while (maybe even longer) for some of us to move on, but we shouldn’t be nitpicking at those who already are trying to move on.

I already have seen some people getting sensitive about some posts. For example: Monsta X’s upcoming Japanese MV. As a Monbebe I’m happy for the upcoming music, but I am as well apologetic on behalf of Starship and their Japanese record label. Not the boys since they’ve done nothing wrong. As a Shawol however, I understand that the boys and maybe the company cannot control when and how their promotion will be present. We all have to know that they need to work and that life goes on.

Other things will be going on and we cannot help it. Many have notified that a lot of idols will be cancelling schedules and promotions on behalf of Kim Jonghyun. However, they will not be delayed for long. It’s almost impossible for idols to cease so much work all at once. They may be inactive for a few days, but do not expect any longer. Especially since it is with so many idols. Many people are presuming groups and soloists are going to cease schedules for the remaining of the week or for another week, it’s possible but not highly. It’s going to hinder sponser schedules and businesses. Their work is their life-line, so it cannot be stopped for too long. I understand with many of Jonghyun’s close friends and SHINee themselves. But, other idols need to get back to work and continue with what they’ve started. Some may even start tomorrow. Hence, I pray no one tries pointing fingers and calling out idols as “inconsiderate”, “rude”, “horrible”, etc…

Also understand that some of us fans are trying hard to move on, so there are gonna be a few jokes and smiles. This does not mean we are being inconsiderate or rude. We are trying to bring the positivity back and reassure everyone that there will be better days. We are also following what Jonghyun would’ve wanted us to do: be happy and not let our emotions control us. Do not and I mean DO NOT, go calling out people and calling them inconsiderate. They are only trying to continue living and move on.

It’s been very very very tough. Tears have been shedding, hearts breaking, and minds shaking. But we shouldn’t be pitying ourselves, others, and Jonghyun for too long. It’ll only hurt more. In due time, things will be okay, not the same but okay. And maybe with this, I am sad to say, many people will learn a lesson that those with depression/mental illness/suicidal thoughts, are not to be taken lightly. Instead of mourning our hearts out in sadness, let us mourn with strength and newborn mindsets. Jonghyun has done a lot for people. Let’s do the same and bring back positive energy and understand that Jonghyun wanted us to know and believe that he did amazing and we too can do just as much.

For those who are still struggling or feel the need to vent out your sorrows, feel free to talk to me. I’ll listen to you and try my best to comfort you. If you don’t want comfort but just wanna vent, go right on ahead. I’m here to listen. I know depression, I know the feeling of losing someone you love, I know loneliness, I know betrayal, I know sadness. I’m not gonna judge you. Not at all. But understand this:

No one can be happy all the time, however, no one should be sad all the time.

Let us use time to allow us to move on. Others may be faster than others, but it doesn’t mean we don’t still feel the emotional pain of losing Jonghyun. There may be others who weren’t familiar with him but respected the situation and are going back to regular living. Some who were huge fans but are trying to let it go and move on. Whatever the case please don’t blame them and misunderstand. As I said, we all can’t be sad for too long.

This was long but I hope many read this and understand. I’m hurting too. But I won’t let my sadness consume me. Let’s all do the same and allow Jonghyun to move into the Heavens without regret. I’m sure he’d rather see you all smiling than constantly mourning in sadness for him. ^^

Please reblog if you’d like to share and tell anyone who is still mourning that it’s gonna be okay. We lost a shining star physically, but not mentally and emotionally. Jonghyun is forever embedded into our hearts and memories.

Shawol’s Hwaiting! SHINee Hwaiting! Everyone, Hwaiting!

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Imagine Woozi giving you a hug and telling you that he loves you.

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After a period of sadness, happiness doesn’t jump into your life. it grows back slowly in the crevasses of your soul, like small plants which sprout in cracked concrete; it creeps softly up to you until eventually it’s walking by your side, so quietly you barely even notice.

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I’m pretty sure 90% of my mutuals dislike me

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Honestly I love Hakyeon so much my brain can’t really compute it properly so I see a picture of him and I just kindaaaaarrrrrrrrrgggggg!!!!ggggggg hhgfdnnNNNNRIIYHS92992922 hhjhhjd k̒̾͛̂ͬ́̕͏̻͇̩h͉̟̪̉͆̔̏ͦ̔̂͊͛k̰͎̟̖̮̹̐̓̒̿̌̂̏ͤh̷̢͈̲̩̉ͪ̾f͓̥͇̮̜̊̅̑̃̚͝h̪̼̱͔̠͕̯̪͋ͫd͇̼̍̄͛ͫ̅̓̚ ̃̎̂ͪͬ͏̢̹̠̜͍̤̤͠ H̅ͬ͑͌҉̴̳̠ͅͅE̡̫̰ͤ͒͌̇'̢̧͖͒ͣͪ IS̴͍̫̮͎̥͈ͨ͆͂̇͛́ ̛͕̪̱̻̱̯͔̌̇̅̈́ͦ͋̓ͥͅP̧̭̫͇̮ͨ̄͆ͣ̉Ẻ̱̞̮͍͖̗͕̔͐̚R͙͚͔̱̝̒̔̉ͮ͐F̶̨̘̪̗̤̖ͨ̑̌̉̈̾͑͆́E̶̦͚̫̬̮̘̣̙̲͗͛̒̐ͨ͘Cͯ̾̃ͪͮ͏̧̞͕͚̙͘T̰̬͆̄̈̌͐̍͛̍ !̨̗͔ͥ́ͨ͊̏!̤̬͈̤͇͈̹̈́͋ͧ͆ͯ̂̾!̭̒͒!̜̟͈̺͚̟̠̀̆̃ͤͮͯ́ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!  ｐｒｏｔｅｃｔ　ｈｉｍ　

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DO NOT DO THIS.

This makes me so angry.

If you work in a movie theater and you do this I have no respect for you.

My younger brother is Type 1 Diabetic.

When we go to a movie theater, we always get him diet soda. If he were to get regular when we asked for diet, we would not give him the insulin he would need for it. If that happens, his blood sugar level could go so high he could go into a coma, go blind, or even die.

If somebody gave him regular soda instead of diet without telling us, that person could be responsible for a nine-year-old being killed or blinded.

Just thinking about that makes me so angry. I get scared every time we take him to a movie in case the people working there saw this picture and decide to do the same thing.

Please signal boost this so people know.

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i love when people are passionate about a certain character, like really passionate about them bc then i start associating them with that character and then the character reminds me of them and i’ll just be looking through my dash and then suddenly i’ll think about them

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😶 잘들 지내는중

😶 We’re doing well

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Bisexuality is a concept too often misunderstood 💖💜💙

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Voice, Visual, Value in Excelcis 👌🏻🌚✨