ch3rryisd34d

[ch3rryisd34d]

“I’m going to attempt recovery!” and then I looked in a mirror and started bawling

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I'm eating rn so actually everything I've ever said ab having an eating disorder was fake and a lie

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if i cared so much about health i would not be ✩ving myself

"less calories = more chemicals" i don't care give me the chemical juice

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Losing weight you gained back is so fucking painful

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why does my brain think 500 cals is too much ??

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i want ed friends but i have sm anxiety when it comes to messaging people):

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i have myself convinced people will adore and worship me once I’m skinny enough

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entering my extremely self destructive era again

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general info ☆

• my name is cherry, im sixteen and my pronouns are she/her

• ed/sh vent blog

• my dms are open for anyone (except for coaches) wanting to vent or just talk

• DNI if: sensitive/in recovery for sh or an ed, xenophobic, racist, homophobic, transphobic, under 13 over 20, etc

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gw/stats ☆

5'5", sw:170, cw:147, bmi:24.4

> 150: new socks | 03.25.22✓

> 140: self care day

> 130: buy a new body scrub

> 120: buy new makeup

> 110: haircut or septum piercing

> 100: closet makeover

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