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it is kind of weird that there are two surnames within like three generations of my family that start with the letter d and look french but aren't. two nickels etc.

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like why would i choose (ugly german last name that looks french and confuses people and that i associate with extended family i don't like as well as genuinely some of the most chronically depressed people i've ever met in a way where i struggle to feel sympathetic and just start getting annoyed (eg. my dad and late grandparents i love them but oh my GOD dude)) when i could have a more common english last name from my mom's dad or an anglicized slayful ukrainian last name from my mom's mom... you know

also i just looked up my mom's maiden name and omg it's from the north of england i didn't realize... i actually never thought about what area of the uk my grandpa's family would have been from i was just like okay england and wales got it. it didn't interest me but yorkshire is crazy

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now that i thought about changing my last name i just felt the most intense violent burning need to do it like i actually need to do it as soon as i reasonably can. but my dad will have the mother of all crashouts over it.

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maybe one of my more outlandish takes but i 100% agree with this kind of thing. it makes so much more sense to think about family lineage as being matrilineal and i've always viewed it that way since i was a kid pretty much. one day i want to change my last name to either my mom's maiden name or my grandma's on her side, it'll cause a huge huge problem with my dad but i don't relate to his side of the family anyway...

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internalized misogyny moment maybe but i hate women who think and talk like this. like middle aged fandom nerds who are so concerned with their "sexy" ugly old men and defending them and being like Wow his thighs look so tasty! like omg i don't even know what to say. it makes me feel like being mean like i have nothing nice to say about this kind of person. i can smell her stench through this reply.

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Sexiest Old Man Tournament: Semifinals!

Who is hotter?

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oh you beautiful dew drop kissed magnolia petals

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"Did I ever post these?" - march 28, 2025 📷 @.lewishamilton / tiktok

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just woke up from weird couch nap nightmares and immediately saw this comic on twitter. my feed refreshed so idk who made this sorry

sometimes bad things happen in my dreams but i subconsciously know i’m dreaming so i can actually choose how i want to react to a fucked up situation without it having to happen in real life and it’s just fine. nightmares don’t really bother me anymore i can dream about watching a plane crash and go well what if it didn’t upset me that much for some reason but i pretended it did…

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sometimes bad things happen in my dreams but i subconsciously know i’m dreaming so i can actually choose how i want to react to a fucked up situation without it having to happen in real life and it’s just fine. nightmares don’t really bother me anymore i can dream about watching a plane crash and go well what if it didn’t upset me that much for some reason but i pretended it did…

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Mikako Ichikawa, Moscow International Film Festival, 2002

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i know it’s american eagle and they tend to be overpriced but this dress is such a good basic like it’s so beautiful on me it’s so flattering it’s perfect in every way the neckline and the shape of the skirt and the way it falls and the slit that’s high enough to add interest to the dress without being too crazy and i can dress it up or down if i want to omg. plus i got it on sale

MY DRESS I GOT FOR $17 ARRIVED AND IT’S SO FLATTERING THANK GOD

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MY DRESS I GOT FOR $17 ARRIVED AND IT’S SO FLATTERING THANK GOD

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my posting style

9:09 pm: fuck all life its worthless i will drink the first poison i see

9:10 pm: lol what if there was a poop city with poop buildings

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important update: still want cauliflower wings

craving cauliflower "wings" for some fucking reason ???