cemeteryxghoul

[cemeteryxghoul]

[cemeteryxghoul]

whatever *drinks red wine* *lies in the middle of road*

[cemeteryxghoul]

Never gonna make you cry, never gonna say goodbye, never gonna tell a lie, and hurt you

shut the fuck up

[cemeteryxghoul]

And I was very homesick for a home - that never opened its door for me.

[cemeteryxghoul]

I have this silly little feeling in my chest that's making me want to die

[cemeteryxghoul]

there’s a part of me that isn’t the same anymore

[cemeteryxghoul]

Dying soon, dose anyone want the corpse ..?

[cemeteryxghoul]

[cemeteryxghoul]

the urges

[cemeteryxghoul]

how is it fair… that i have to suffer for the rest of my life with this pain?

meanwhile… they manage to get away with everything they’ve ever done to me, without more than a slap on the wrist

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and even after having a good day, i am still left with a deep sense of tormented sadness.

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„but you survived“ but i didn’t want to lol. i wasn’t supposed to. i hate that i did. i’m angry that i did. i want the pain to go away so badly.

[cemeteryxghoul]

tumblr be like “in your orbit” and it’s a severed head

[cemeteryxghoul]

I love being alive! I despise everyone! I'm so happy! I want to kill myself!

[cemeteryxghoul]

i hate that kind of sadness where your chest physically hurts

[cemeteryxghoul]

i can feel it it’s getting worse!!!!

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