cemeteryxghoul

[cemeteryxghoul]

the intimacy of sleeping together, but not in a sexual way. the intimacy of feeling the warmth of their body in a cool room. their hands hugging you tightly. the intimacy of synchronized breathing. sleepy half-kisses. feeling safe. feeling warm. waking up and realizing how much you love them. how precious this is. finding the happiness on the tip of your fingers, brushing their hair. closing your eyes again. pulling closer. falling asleep.

[cemeteryxghoul]

“haha i don’t care" 

*goes home and cries*

[cemeteryxghoul]

Grabbing a fistful of hair while y'all cuddle and watch a movie just cause. Don't acknowledge it, don't be rough or menacing about it. Just a slow, gentle, "this is mine so I'll do what I want with it and right now I just want to hold this part of you comfortingly but in control completely" type of grab.

[cemeteryxghoul]

i survived a tuesday, and for what? wednesday? disgusting.

[cemeteryxghoul]

the urge to go to bed at 6pm these days is insane

[cemeteryxghoul]

[cemeteryxghoul]

i don’t really agree with being alive

[cemeteryxghoul]

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[cemeteryxghoul]

"You're mine" thanks fuck me so hard I can't walk

[cemeteryxghoul]

i'm           so      

                       fucking     

    done                       with   

                      all               this 

                     bullshit

[cemeteryxghoul]

[cemeteryxghoul]

missing something i’ve never had & never existed

[cemeteryxghoul]

I hate getting flashbacks from things I don't want to remember

[cemeteryxghoul]

me: :)

life: no

[cemeteryxghoul]

sleepy grinding that turns into desperate fucking?

[cemeteryxghoul]

fuck. FUCK FFFFUCKKKKKKK. FUCK! fuck. fuck? fffffffffffffffffffffffffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk