cemeteryxghoul - Tumblr blog

[cemeteryxghoul]

[cemeteryxghoul]

Oh no, it seems I am once again being plagued by The Thoughts.

[cemeteryxghoul]

think i need to lay on the floor for a few hours. maybe days. we'll see where it goes

[cemeteryxghoul]

"Weird energy in here today" I say, referring to the inside of my brain.

[cemeteryxghoul]

Carmen Laforet, from Nada

Text ID: My chest was heavy with a thousand daydreams and memories.

[cemeteryxghoul]

Margaret Atwood, from True Stories: Poems; "Postcard," originally published in 1981

[cemeteryxghoul]

full time job as a hopeless romantic

[cemeteryxghoul]

[cemeteryxghoul]

i wanna be loved. wanna be cared about. i feel empty and alone.

[cemeteryxghoul]

[cemeteryxghoul]

The more days go by the more I tell myself I should've killed myself before.

[cemeteryxghoul]

i need a delete feelings button

[cemeteryxghoul]

im really just an abandoned dog at this point

i should be put down

[cemeteryxghoul]

I am definitely going to die alone. I am going to die unloved, depressed and useless.

[cemeteryxghoul]

The worst kinda pain is getting hurt by the person you explained your pain to.

[cemeteryxghoul]

crying over the scenarios in my brain

[cemeteryxghoul]

maybe i wasn’t meant to be loved