celinejellybeanpoetry

[celinejellybeanpoetry]

If you loved me as much as you said you did and with as much as I love you, then you need to fight for us. My love will never die, but the door will close to you.

cvo

[celinejellybeanpoetry]

You say we have some amazing memories together. Yeah, we do. But it means nothing if you can never share them.

-CVO

[celinejellybeanpoetry]

It took me a long time to fall in love with you, for you to earn my trust and be safe space. Now it's taking me a long time to unlove you. 💔

[celinejellybeanpoetry]

Do the hard thing. Call her. Apologize. Even if she might not take you back. She didn’t deserve what you did. She does deserve to know you care.

cvo

[celinejellybeanpoetry]

Are your walls keeping you safe or are they a prison?

- cvo

[celinejellybeanpoetry]

You weren’t ready for forever, yet I was perfect for you… so you found a way to make me not perfect.

c o

[celinejellybeanpoetry]

[celinejellybeanpoetry]

I want love. I want a passionate love story that does’t stop. I want you to stare at me just because. I want silly I miss you texts. I want you to whisper I love you over and over again when you notice the tiniest bit of anxiety in me. I want you to be proud of me. And I want to make you feel like the luckiest man in the world.

-cvo

[celinejellybeanpoetry]

I have a different life now, and you seem to be a book I read a while ago, that still makes me sad when I think about it.

[celinejellybeanpoetry]

I was nothing but good to you. I loved you and made sure you knew. How could you just drop me without a care. You lost a good person. I saw your true self.

[celinejellybeanpoetry]

He doesn’t know. He doesn’t know the depth of the pain he caused. He doesn’t know the unconditional love you have for him. He doesn’t know he’s turning you into him.

CVO

[celinejellybeanpoetry]

You broke me, but you are really the broken one. I will heal and continue to be authentic and feel love. You will stay the same, avoiding true emotion, hiding behind your walls.

-CVO

[celinejellybeanpoetry]

Futile Memories

Fingers intertwined and neck kisses Wine making and bathroom building Fishing adventures and sultry nights.  Forest walks and tended ailments 

Future demolished, history lingers  Empty promises of a friendship  Better to have loved and lost?  Echoes of love stuffed in a box

Deleted from your socials  As if I never existed You’ll disappear from my pages  to make space for my future

Too painful to erase you just yet No one to share our photos  Or smile with over adventures  Except the lover who is gone

-Celine O'Neill