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DOKYEOM : Allure Korea x DSquared2

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[IG] 241028 wonwoo left a comment on seungkwan’s post:

I no longer want to see my loved ones getting hurt. After observing everything that has happened, I’ve tried to suppress my feelings, thinking it would eventually pass. But now, I realize I can’t just watch these situations unfold silently for my fans, my members, and my fellow artists who are working hard.

Being an entertainer is a choice I made, and while I understand that I must endure some pain due to the love I receive, I don’t believe this profession should involve self-destruction. I want to do my best in my work and give back to the fans who support me, sharing the positive energy I can. The pressures and burdens I feel are immense, affecting both my body and mind.

Despite this, we must keep pushing forward. Some look at things rationally, others try to smile through the pain, and some are just enduring as best as they can. I accepted this responsibility when I chose this path, yet today feels particularly harsh and unfair.

Just as some days are bright and others are cloudy, today feels overcast for me. I wonder if I have ever truly tried to stay positive or smile through tough times. Today is not easy, and it saddens me to think of those who are hurting right now. It frustrates me that I can’t comfort everyone, and I question whether my clumsy words can resonate or provide comfort to anyone.

I want to emphasize that my fellow members and those in the K-pop industry I know genuinely love this work. They hurt because they care, and even when they feel empty, they continue to give love to themselves, their members, their families, and their fans.

I want to make it clear: we are not people who can be easily judged for our journey. We have endured pain and challenges to show our best selves on stage, and we work tirelessly for that. Please don’t underestimate what it means to be an idol.

We don’t deserve to have our story treated lightly. This goes for all artists; we are not your items to be used at will. Just one week of music shows can leave us utterly exhausted. Yet, even amidst advertisements, events, and performances, I see colleagues smiling warmly and greeting me. When they do, I smile back, as that is the least I can do. Their simple greetings and heartfelt messages in albums give me strength on tough days.

I appreciate the culture of challenges, where friends, even those who don’t know each other, can share dance videos together. Building small memories together is beautiful, and if it brings joy to the fans, even better. I hope we can all make an effort to be a little warmer. If we support and treat each other kindly, perhaps things can improve. Watching someone fall apart and give up is something I detest. My sincere wish is to stop giving wounds that we cannot take responsibility for. I don’t want to see my members, fellow artists, or our devoted fans hurt any longer. I want to express my love and apologies to those fans who support us so warmly.

ww: As Seungkwan said, I hope this can be a world only full of warmth.

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i already have a job and it's called keeping myself alive. why do i have to be employed on top of that

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min9yu_k: 길고 짧았던

2023 ByeBye🖤

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DINO & WOOZI 今 -明日 世界が終わっても

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feeling like this today

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PLEASE DONT TELL ME *dramatic ass pause* WAIT 🗣️

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the desire to be in a relationship only comes around when you’re about to sleep, on the journey home alone, sundays, after the club, when it’s raining, winter, at the cafe, today, tomorrow and yesterday

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tumblr to do list

add carat library membership thing in masterlist

UPDATE my masterlist lmao

update my bio to link the new work

finish my yjh fic inspired by 1d's 18

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[Weverse, 220614] Mingyu 🌟

Yoon Jeonghan's 420 shots only for CARATs to see

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All I Ask - LSM

PAIRING: Lee Seokmin x reader SYNOPSIS: You took on Seokmin's dreams like they were your own. Seokmin's dream is you. WORD COUNT: 462 GENRE: Mild angst, muscial actor! lsm, brand ambassador! lsm.

You always knew Seokmin would make it big as a musical actor. Someone as hardworking, persistent, and passionate as him in his field - it was a no-brainer. When he was offered the lead role for his first-ever musical, you kissed him in shock and pushed him to accept. Begged him almost because of his hesitation and nerves.

With each offer, you pushed him to accept. Because his dreams; his aspirations - they’re yours too. You take them on as your own after being a consistent witness to his drive to succeed. So, when his offers to be the lead actor became global, you pushed him to accept the roles. 

This time, you push him to agree with a heavy heart and unshed tears. Both of you know that being long distance would not work out, with him barely there with you physically, among other things. Seokmin’s dreams were your own and you would forever feel like a burden if you held him back from his endless potential. 

It takes all of the strength you can gather to not let your tears cascade when he whispers tearfully that his dream is you. 

“Ask me to stay. That’s all you have to do, and I will”, your neck is drenched from his tears as he embraced you tightly. 

Fate is a weird thing though, because you see him in Milan as Bally’s new ambassador. You were in the country for a work convention and your heart suddenly raced when you saw a crowd forming. Almost like an inkling. 

And there he was. 

The sun gives him a gorgeous glow and he is as handsome as ever as he pays attention to his fans that waited for him. You’re hit with a surge of pride and love seeing him in Italy’s fashion capital, now another well-deserved title of brand ambassador under his name. Your love for him never wavered or faltered; if anything, it was as strong as before, during and after you let him go. Your eyebrows furrow when he suddenly looks up, your breath and heart hitching when he makes eye contact with you. 

Almost like he had an inkling.

“Sweetheart, you’re my dream”, he cupped your face, his touch gentle and you closed your eyes to savor his touch. To not give in to his pleas to ask him to stay. To not let him see you cry.

But your dream to succeed him overweighed your desire for your lips to form the sentence you want to say and what he wants to hear. That you want him to stay, to stay with you. As you walk away with tears rapidly running down your cheeks, you hope he understands that your love for him runs so deep that you let go.

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israel is now demanding that the al quds hospital is evacuated. the hospital currently holds 400 patients and 12,000 people seeking shelter. there is almost nowhere to go. israel has been conducting air strikes near the hospital for the last few days and this demand to evacuate is their ‘warning’ before they bomb it.

the patients cannot leave, plenty of them are in critical condition. healthcare is being targeted by israel and this is one of the last standing hospitals.

this is horrifying.

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DK & MINGYU AJU NICE, FOLLOW TOUR IN SEOUL 2023

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comeback day!!