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there is only one this in this world that i long for.

…

and that one thing, is you.

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i think i’m in love w you.

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“anyone can have pretty eyes, but only the right person can hum the alphabet and make it your new favorite beat.”

- “They Both Die at the End” by Adam Silvera

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i’m getting so attached to you

to the point where i have nothing to do

except talk to you

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i love us.

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please, don’t break my heart.

i don’t know if i could handle this one.

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i used to hit the pillow and fall asleep

nearly immediately

but now that i’ve met you

i can’t fall asleep without you clouding my mind

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you were that beautiful sunset, i tried to store inside the depths of my heart

a stunning ending // ma.c.a

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i can just tell we’re meant to be

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finally.

i feel nothing when i look at you.

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the way you say my name used to make me swoon

but now

it’s weird hearing you at all

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it was easy to ignore you when i didn’t see you.

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how do you forget memories ?

- please. i can’t keep suffering like this.

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i’m lovesick for you

and only you

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i hate myself for letting me get so close to you.

so intimate

without clarity.

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every time i look at you

my throat starts to close

and my eyes start to well up