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“When someone is going through a storm, your silent presence is more powerful than a million, empty words.”

— Thema Davis

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“Love yourself. Be clear on how you want to be treated. Know your worth. Always.”

— maryam hasnaa

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2/25/2025 9:26 AM

PANIBAGONG ARAW, PANIBAGONG SULAT.

In a maze of feelings, I wander alone, Unsure of the path, where my heart has been thrown. What should I cherish? What must I let go? In the depths of my soul, only love’s gentle glow. I adore you, my dear, with a fervor so true, A love unlike others, so special, so new. No echoes of past, no shadows to cast, Just a promise of love, steadfast and vast. This love is a treasure, a reserve just for you, A bond that is rare, a dream that feels blue. Through the whispers of doubt, through the silence of night, I’ll hold you, I’ll cherish, in love’s purest light.

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REALIZATION REALLY HITS MEN

Mahirap pala talaga magmahal ng taong hindi pa tapos magmahal ng iba.

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(3)

In the shadows of a heart half-filled,

A love unspoken, yet unthrilled,

Two souls entwined, but one still waits,

A lingering bond that time creates.

It's hard to love when hearts are torn,

When echoes of the past are worn,

A flame that flickers, unsure and pale,

Caught in a story where love might fail.

The whispers of another still reside,

In the corners of a heart, they hide,

A lingering touch, a soft embrace,

A ghost of love that time can't erase.

Yet here I stand, with open arms,

Yearning to capture your fleeting charms,

But how can I, when shadows loom,

When love's sweet promise hangs in gloom?

So I tread lightly on this fragile line,

Between your heart and the love that's mine,

For it's really hard to love, I confess,

When another's heart still claims your tenderness.

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(2)

In shadows cast by love's delay,

A heart entwined, yet torn away.

You hold a past, a lingering trace,

While I stand here, in longing's embrace.

It's hard to love when hearts are shared,

When whispers of another still are bared.

Do I release you, set you free?

I sense you wish for that, like me.

Yet in this dance of hope and pain,

I ponder what we might sustain.

If love's a journey, where do we go?

In the silence, I feel you know.

So tell me now, shall we let it be?

To chase the dreams or set them free?

In the twilight of our fragile chance,

I wonder if you’ll choose to dance.

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2/24/2025 8:23 AM

Realization hits.

In shadows cast by half-lit hearts,

A love entwined, yet torn apart.

You linger still in past embrace,

While I await your tender grace.

It’s hard to love when hearts are bound,

By echoes of a love profound.

Am I to hold or let you fly?

In silent hope, I wonder why.

Do you wish to break these chains,

To find the peace where love remains?

I sense the pull, the silent plea,

Yet doubt whispers, “Is it meant to be?”

Shall I release, set you free?

Or grasp the thread of what could be?

In this quiet storm, we stand,

Two souls adrift, yet hand in hand.

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2/23/2025 2:34 AM

The dream I had looks so real,

A shadowed world, I can feel.

Whispers echo, shadows creep,

In the silence, secrets keep.

Chains of fear wrap tight around,

In this nightmare, lost, I drown.

Painful visions, haunting fright,

Yearning for the dawn's soft light.

Waking gasps, heart skips a beat,

Relief as reality's sweet heat.

Yet in the dark, I still can see,

That dream haunts quietly, haunting me.

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2/21/2025 7:33 AM

Second Entry...

In shadows cast by solitude's embrace,

Today, I wander in a lonesome space.

Not used to silence, where echoes remain,

Once filled with laughter, now tinged with pain.

Together we toiled, our hours entwined,

In the warmth of your presence, my heart was aligned.

After the day, we'd share dreams in the night,

Now I sigh softly, missing your light.

The rhythm we danced to, now lost in the air,

A melody faded, a song stripped bare.

In quiet reflection, I long for your cheer,

But today, my heart whispers, "I wish you were near."

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2/21/2025 7:13 AM

Miss kita kahit araw araw kitang kasama...

In a quiet room, I sit today,

Not in the mood, my thoughts drift away.

Once we danced in time's embrace,

Side by side, a perfect place.

Together we toiled, hand in hand,

Sharing laughter, dreams so grand.

Evenings filled with whispered schemes,

Now they fade like distant dreams.

I’m not used to this lonely space,

No shared glances, no warm face.

She wakes with dawn’s gentle light,

While I dwell in the hush of night.

A sigh escapes, a soft lament,

In the silence, time is spent.

Different hours, a chasm wide,

Longing for her by my side.

Yet in this stillness, I’ll find my way,

Hoping for the dawn of a brighter day.

For though apart, our hearts remain,

Bound by love, through joy and pain.

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2/20/2025 6:25 AM

Gusto ko lang gumala, kaso walang anda!

Ang tagal kase ng sahod LOL.

In the quiet of my room, I dream to roam,

To wander far and leave behind this home.

A simple outfit, soft and free,

To dance with the wind, just my feet and me.

I long for the road where my spirit can soar,

To find a new place, to open a door.

Yet the weight of my wallet keeps me confined,

A longing for freedom, a heart intertwined.

Suffocated in silence, I yearn for the light,

To step into the world, to bask in its might.

But here I remain, with shadows as friends,

Hoping for moments where solitude ends.

So I'll dream of the journeys my heart can embrace,

And find joy in the thought of a faraway place.

For though I am bound by the limits of gold,

The wanderlust within me can never be sold.

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2/19/2025 12:44 PM

THE BEGINNING...

In shadows deep, our paths entwined,

I met you when your heart was blind,

In pain, in pieces, love's cruel game,

For someone else's heart, you still felt the flame.

I stood by, not ready to fall,

A friend in waiting, yet love's sweet call,

In quiet moments, my heart took flight,

Wishing, hoping, you'd feel it too, that night.

Through trials and tears, we found our way,

Not a happy couple, at least not today,

Jealousy whispered, her name on your lips,

While I battled doubts in love's tumultuous grips.

Did you use me to mend your soul?

Or was it a journey to make us whole?

We tried, oh how we tried to align,

To find in each other a love truly divine.

I dream of a future where we are one,

Where shadows fade and the past is done,

I hope to be yours, your last and your best,

In a world of our making, our hearts at rest.

So here’s my promise, a vow from the start,

I love you deeply, with all of my heart.

Let’s turn the page, write our story anew,

In the book of forever, it’s me and it’s you.

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2/19/2025 12:08 PM

In shadows deep, I wear a grin, To mask the hurt that lies within.

UNKNOWN.

Cried like a river, tears flow free,

Knowing you miss someone, yet it’s not me.

Each day brings the ache, a heart in despair,

A love that feels heavy, too much to bear.

I wonder in silence, your heart’s hidden quest,

If I’m just a shadow, a mere second best.

Why stay by my side if your heart’s not in tune?

Why linger in twilight, beneath a pale moon?

Longing for someone, a ghost in the night,

While I stand here, hoping to hold you so tight.

Your heart drifts away, like leaves in the breeze,

And I’m left with this pain, begging for ease.

Yet still, I am here, with love that runs deep,

Though the secrets you carry, they cut me, they seep.

Cried like a river, my sorrow unspun,

In the silence between us, are we ever one?

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2/18/2025 8:28 AM

It's a rainy Tuesday and I decided to take you to work. Cause when I am with you everything in my head is cleared. Problems just washed away and thoughts were calm.

We're a bit sleepy along the road, but still chatty at the same time.

Talking places we wanted to go months and year back then, museum, concerts and travels Boracay to be specific.

And there I felt disappointed in myself, again. I wanted to tell you more but I could see to your face as well that you're hopeless and it seems like you're looking with someone that you don't have a future with.

I wouldn't blame you, it feels so surreal today, last week, last month, last year and more of the days ahead of us.

It's not your fault, it's always mine.

At this very moment, I just pray and beg to God to please give you more patience and trust in me that I can be at my best for myself to be at my best for us. To please let you see that I am still worthy and good influence, that we still have the future we always wanted to have.

I really really appreciate you. I am hoping and praying that you stay by my side hanggang sa malagpasan ko tong darkest days ng buhay ko.

I love you so much.

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02/17/2025 12:41 PM

Hi there!

First time writing in here.

I am not sure how to but I'll try cause my chest been really heavy lately and this is a safe place to burst out since no one from here will judge me for whatever I am going to say.

So i guess I'll start to...

Hello! Call me burden. 28, nothing has been proven and reached in life. Always a problem to the people around her and loved her. Addict on online gambling.

Yes you've read it right, I am addicted to gambling online. It all started last year July 2024 and don't know how to stop. Until this day, that I am in debt real sh*t and suffering everyday due to my bullsh*t actions. My Family didn't know, I don't want them to know that their eldest child whom they expected to help the family, becomes even more of a burden and useless.

I don't really know what happened to me, why I became hooked up and invested with online gambling all I know is I want it to stop. It draining the hell out of me and it affects a lot the people I love.

But yeah, you're right. It was my doing so I sure know what to do, but I don't. I wasn't sleeping well lately. No appetite. Thoughts running in my head. Crying every single day. I just wanted this to stop.

Now, I am still awake trying to look for a part time job and opportunities abroad. Hoping that there will be an answer to help me with my situation right now.

I'm really sorry, I didn't want to be a burden to anyone. I really hope I can get out of here little by little. I wanted to provide a life that my loved ones and I deserves.

Lalo na ikaw, Anne with an "E".

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I want it to stop. Because I'm certain that it's gonna kill my heart out in the end. 😢😥