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♡ ♡ ♡ valentine’s day necklaces that I made ! ♡ ♡ ♡

available in my shop feb. 3 (feb. 2 for my patreons!)

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ill spend my twenties investigating the healing properties of salt i dont know about you guys

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Utility Boxes by Abbie Paulhus, on Instagram

Follow So Super Awesome on Instagram

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me: okay i’ve complained enough about this it’s time to put it to rest

me five minutes later: actually you know what-

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when you’ve mastered the art of being quietly mentally ill, especially at a young age, being loud only ever feels wrong

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Here’s a thought, maybe people’s growing irreverence for 9/11 is because it was a long time ago and younger generations weren’t as affected by it, or maybe they are so sick of the way it has been basically commercialised by politicians and used as a device to justify incalculable pain and they are tired of it being cynically trotted out every year and told to never forget while every year they are also told to all but ignore mass shootings and US humanitarian crimes.

And like, I dunno, maybe it isn’t about disrespecting those who died but refusing, for any number of reasons, to be a part of the governmental hallmark industry that has built up around it.

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a few of you have asked where my avatar is from. here is the original post i made a year ago <3

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*insert depressed quote here*

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maybe if I fall in love with my anxiety it will leave me too

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Brain: let's be jealous about something your FP posted

Me: this seems unreasonable

Brain: you're darn right it is! So what do you say?

Me: well I really don't have a choice

Brain: you're darn right you don't!

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u know when you think you’ve gotten your symptoms under control and then something happens with your s/o and you feel yourself get so jealous that you feel physically ill? and you know in your heart that there’s no justifiable reason for you to feel this way because your s/o has been nothing but faithful and loyal?? and you know that bringing it up is a shitty, manipulative move and you can feel your chest aching and you just feel so fucking sick because you CANT SAY ANYTHING because inside, you’re still a bad person????? and you feel, like in that moment, you haven’t changed at all. you are the way you were four years ago, and the weight of regressing progress just. crushes you. lmfao,, just me? ok a y,,