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Photographer: miho’s dad DO NOT ALTER OR REMOVE THE CREDITS. THANK YOU.

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If any of you have been wondering where I’ve been... (it’s nothing special.)

I have been totally out of the tumblr loop for the last few months... or year? I’m not even sure... Anyway, this last semester absolutely blew. The last two semesters I’ve been a depressed and angry mess, and I was exhausted by the second semester. I honestly probably slept through half the semester. But I got better/healthier. I’ve been eating wonderfully instead of my daily meal being a shitty cup of university coffee. I’ve also joined a gym and started exercising, and I’ve made some philosophical realizations. This week was a little rough. Almost fell into the rut again. Boyfriend left for a biologial research thing in northern Michigan for 8 weeks. I’m excited for him but wow I miss him. Usually I’m the one who’s busy and gone, but this time it’s the opposite. I suppose I’m not really used to that... Anyway, some toxic people from my past popped back up in my life this week. The first being this asshole who took advantage of my loneliness and depressive state of mind my first year of college. Would totally lead me on and stood me up every time we made plans to do something. I once  waited for him to pick me up and take me to dinner, and the cafeterias here close early. I ate out of a vending machine that night. Anyway, months later I found out he had been dating someone at the time we were talking, so I ended that. Dude was like 4 years older than me at the time, had just graduated college. Bastard. Anyway, he sent me a text this week and tried hitting on me and flirting with me. He’s been married 2 weeks today. I should have been harsher when I was shooting him down. All I did was keep changing the topic to something friendly. I even congratulated him on his marriage. At the time I just wanted to be friends with him but I don’t even want that now. He’s an awful part of the unhealthy person I used to be. Number 2 was my ex-boyfriend. All he did was follow me on twitter, but it was enough to spark up an old grudge I’ve held onto. Dude was also a bastard. Manipulated me into staying with him after he had cheated on me with more than one other girl. It didn’t totally hurt me, I knew it wasn’t meant to be. He was too selfish. But it did fuck up my psyche when it comes to dating. I’m constantly suspicious and looking out for signs with my current boyfriend. I’m also working on that. But gosh. Two “demons” from my past within a few days. It put me in a funk. But running and practicing and going to my shit job helps. Oh, and my cat. I love her to pieces. Anyway, that’s my update for now. Hopefully the next one will be more positive (like, maybe some weight-loss or finding a new job or winning the lottery... who knows). Until next time Tumblr.

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in elementary school we used to have pizza parties at the end of the year

now we just have exams and tears

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untitled by Charlotte-robin on Flickr.

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my dog took a bullet for me

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Sick of rainbow everything? Nick Morgenstern, the owner of Morgenstern’s Finest Ice Cream in New York City, is adding a black ice cream to his menu. It’s not made from food coloring, squid ink or sesame seeds. The black color comes from coconut ash. So what does it taste like?

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London, England | Sascha Bragulla

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The Martian, Onur Kurnaz

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Yo violin/viola people, I am so desperately trying to find an Obligato A string for my viola with a removable ball or loop end. I bought one off of amazon that was supposed to be removable, but it is definitely not. Any suggestions as to where I can find one?

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when u get close to someone n u just think ‘i wonder when they will leave’ and ‘it’s gonna rly hurt when they do’

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Des Nuits D'amour A Plus Finir  Un Grand Bonheur Qui Prend Sa Place  Les Ennuis, Des Chagrins S'effacent  Heureux, Heureux A En Mourir

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