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i think i should be able to choose my personality like the star signs in oblivion or smth
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cathedrel ยท 23 minutes
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my only real ambition in life is to be my oshis biggest fan zzz
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being percieved is so scary let's all turn incorporeal
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twitter is so scaryyy what
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cathedrel ยท 2 hours
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honestly the way i was exploring my hcs abt โ˜•๏ธ's trauma ( <- being an important person in ur life that was objectively rlly awful took their own life + is it ok to grieve abt that + survivors guilt ) and had an epiphany in the middle of the night that he's just like me ruined me forever that's my character now u don't know him like i do srry
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cathedrel ยท 3 hours
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renovation ; i explode n my viscera covers the walls . safety deposit lost
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cathedrel ยท 4 hours
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1 ltr of this jet fuel currently coursing through my circulation
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cathedrel ยท 4 hours
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cathedrel ยท 5 hours
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on another topic im sooo sick of hearts in gir.ly kei m gonna frow UP
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cathedrel ยท 5 hours
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yay n__n
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cathedrel ยท 5 hours
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it's so weird to want to be someone ur not , hating urself and also simultaneously having no idea who u r
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cathedrel ยท 5 hours
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every time i log into my main acc im filled with such a deep sense of dread bc when i started it ik i couldnt keep the act up of being normal / non - agorophobic for long before burning out but i was so lonely + wanted a community to belong to so bad since i cant do it irl rn but now that acc is just a hell of my own making , i put all of these false expectations on myself of who i was supposed to be and how disgestable i was supposed to make myself and i couldn't keep it up . it was like i'd trapped myself in some kind of box ? but i just didnt want ppl to hate me or think i'm weird or leave or w/e n now im medicated that person i used to act like makes me feel so ill ughg
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cathedrel ยท 1 day
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it's a shame that i feel like i was more driven and interesting when i was drunk and unmedicated but whatever
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y.umetwt might push me to drink
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where do all these bruises come from i don't do anything all day
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fluoxetine makes me so unreasonably tired but i don't want to spend 2 months changing to a different ssri rrr ๐Ÿ’ฅ๐Ÿ’ฅ
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we all have to go seige those offshore banks mentioned in the panama papers idc if they're not physical we have to seige n loot
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