catfever7

[catfever7]

Little life updates...

I'm still madly in love with my man. He just makes me so happy. He is seriously top tier. We went on a day trip to the beach doing some McMenamins-ing and it was just perfect ♥️

Work. Work is Good at times and really stressful at times. Like really, really stressful at times. I've been filling in for several months, I thought I was doing an okay, job the person I've been filling in for might be back at the end of February (they have been out since August on medical leave) but now there is word they might be out longer. The work stuff stresses me out, I got in "trouble" I didn't follow a managers task which in all honesty I didn't think was a big deal, but I guess it was the follow through. So now, because I screwed up, I have to have weekly 1:1 to show I have follow through game.

I went to my regular doctor on Friday, finally (after not being able to get time time to go) Since last year, I've been on this medication for weight loss to suppress your appetite. I've lost 40 lbs.. but I'm noticing the side effects more - dizziness (falling) blurred vision.. so I'm probably going to start weening my self off of it (my doctor suggested, smaller doses since I've had falling issues recently).

Also, I made an appointment with my therapist. I haven't seen her in a long time. It's longgggg over due.

[catfever7]

Sooooo life has been interesting...

I picked up my BF on the 30th from airport after he spent Christmas in Reno.

We spent NYE at Mcmenamins Edgefield and had a really great time, he got us a private room with a bathroom, which is rare there. There was a cool band playing. Before the band we had funn soaking in the pool with friends.

On New Years day, things are going good... we met up with one of his friends, ran a few errands watched the ducks game then decided to go out to dinner. Dinner was good, after dinner we are leaving it's dark and rainy and I didn't follow him i decided to walk a different way to the car I fell over the concrete car thing and went face first into the parking lot (between two cars) my eyebrow /face was bleeding. I didn't know it was bleeding.

My BF was all concerned. I'm like omg, my head, my face it hurts. I'm okay though I can go home I just need to clean off , and BF is like Babe, you are fucking bleeding all over, we are not going home, I have to take you to the ER.

So...he ended up taking me to Providence St. Vincent ER, I had to get 5 stiches in eyebrow area. I now know my BF really loves me, seeing him act in an emergency situation with me.

Also, this week, he officially met my parents.

[catfever7]

[catfever7]

[catfever7]

Merriest Christmas Tumblr lover dovers...

*Christmas has been very low-key. I spent the day alone. I had fun, tho. I went to Kennedy School and watched A Christmas Story and then played White Elephant bingo.

* My boyfriend I love him soooo much, we spent the last few days together anddd said our goodbyes yesterday (I already miss him) - He flew out of town today to see his son, daughter in law and two grand sons in Reno.

"Before he left, he gave me a key to his house and asked if I could go check on his precious kitty (who I love like she was my own) I'm also picking him up from the airport when he gets back on the 30th like a good girlfriend.

[catfever7]

MARTIN HENDERSON Virgin River 6.04 "Brothers & Sisters"

[catfever7]

a melt into each other type of love

[catfever7]

After taking a few days off last week, this week back at work has been Soooooo busy. Also my work best friend was supposed to leave next week for her surgery, but now she's leaving earlier then expected (a week early). Sooo yeah.

[catfever7]

I seen my BF yesterday for a little bit, we met up at Kennedy School, then went to a few other McMenamins it was good seeing him. I feel like I hadn't seen him or talked to him much this week.

While we were hanging out, something came up, and he made some comment about I'm very mysterious to him, like he doesn't think he knows very much about me. And I'm like, how am I mysterious? I'm not lying to you? I'm actually a pretty open book, a little too open to most people.

So, he asked me about sex stuff , like if he satisfies me and I'm like Fucckk yes.

After all the Q and A's .. we ended up at White Eagle, I parked my car there since it's close to Moda center ( I went to a concert very near by)

So we hung out at White Eagle for a little bit, and watched some of the Ducks Game and then said our goodbyes.

I'm seeing him Thursday/Friday/Saturday, we are going to spend time in Washington- we will spend the night in Centralia at the Olympic Club and also go to The Spar Cafe and Kalama too!!

[catfever7]

[catfever7]

It's Thanksgiving. It's low key. Just me + my parents. John is with his parents. I'm supposed to see him again on Saturday.

I feel so confused lately about our relationship.

Idk why? I feel like over read things. He never posts pictures of me on his social media, fine whatever I dont really care you... there are other things too .. idk. I just feel confused -.

He tells me he is in love with me.. but is he????

I have some major commitment issues. I need actions. I need to know. I need mother fucking proof. Idk.

[catfever7]

" I dont need luck, luck is for losers. I've got a strategy" - My Boss

[catfever7]

Emily in Paris Rome S4E9