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🐝  *  ―  𝑺𝑰𝑿 𝑾𝑶𝑹𝑫 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛  all of this is my fault.  ❜ ❛  are you even listening to me?  ❜ ❛  are you scared? 'cause i'm scared.  ❜ ❛  are you sure you'll be okay?  ❜ ❛  can you say that again, please?  ❜ ❛  do you have anything to say?  ❜ ❛  do you wanna go out sometime?  ❜ ❛  did you ever really love me?  ❜ ❛  have you considered trying something else?  ❜ ❛  how long do we still have?  ❜ ❛  i can't do this any longer.  ❜ ❛  i can't wait to go home.  ❜ ❛  i didn't want to do that.  ❜ ❛  i don't follow, i always lead.  ❜ ❛  i don't know what you mean.  ❜ ❛  i hate him but i love him.  ❜ ❛  i like i here, it's nice.  ❜ ❛  i'll only go if you go.  ❜ ❛  i'm here if you need me.  ❜ ❛  i'm sorry, i had no idea.  ❜ ❛  i'm weird, just deal with it.  ❜ ❛  is this your first time here?  ❜ ❛  just tell me what to do.  ❜ ❛  just tell me why we're here.  ❜ ❛  no one will believe you anyway.  ❜ ❛  nothing else matters except for you.  ❜ ❛  please just let me help you.  ❜ ❛  there is time to fix this.  ❜ ❛  what do you want from me?  ❜ ❛  where do you think you're going?  ❜ ❛  when will you come back here?  ❜ ❛  why are you acting so stupid?  ❜ ❛  why do you ask these questions?  ❜ ❛  why would i lie to you?  ❜ ❛  will you go out with me?  ❜ ❛  you are more important than me.  ❜ ❛  you don't mean that, do you?  ❜ ❛  you have nothing to worry about.  ❜ ❛  you'll always be my best friend.  ❜ ❛  your hair looks really nice today.  ❜

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― Andrei Tarkovsky, from Sculpting in Time

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Everything I’ve ever let go of has claw marks on it.

David Foster Wallace (via thoughtkick)

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tested positive for needing some fucking attention

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confrontational & disappointed … sentence starters

“Do it. You won’t.”

“Why did you do this? Why?”

“Get back in here. Face this.”

“Get back here, I’m not done, yet!”

“You did this. Not me. You did this…”

“You’re a coward. Always have been.” 

“You can’t keep making me the bad guy.”

“Well, do it, then. Prove you’re no coward.”

“And here I thought I could finally trust you.”

“No, you did this. And you need to pay for it.”

“You won’t hurt me. You’re not capable of that.”

“I don’t know why I expected any better from you.”

“You really have the nerve to be offended by this?”

“You’re just gonna walk away, huh? Just like that?”

“You keep threatening to leave, but you’re still here.”

“Just take this and go. I’m done. I’m done with all of it.”

“Don’t pretend to be a saint. We both know you’re not.”

“I don’t want to fight. But, I can’t put up with this anymore.”

“I think you’re just scared to find out what this really means.”

“This isn’t going to just blow over. We need to talk about this.”

“We could have had something special, but, no… you ruined it.”

“You’re not a hero. I don’t know why I ever expected you to be.”

“Don’t act surprised. You knew this had to come sooner or later.”

“What, did you think there weren’t gonna be any consequences?”

“And how am I supposed to believe a single word you say, anymore?”

“You still act like such a hopeful child. Try again when you’ve finally grown up.”

“Eventually, this is going to catch up with you. I hope I’m there to laugh and point when it does.”

“You always act like you’re better than me. But, look at this. This proves you’re no different.”

“You can turn your back on this if you want. Just don’t expect me to still be here when you finally come around, again.”

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Never Have I Ever (2020-) Season 1. Episode 2. …had sex with Paxton Hall-Yoshida

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we’re splashing around and the news spread all over town

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wet pavement at night appreciation post

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“Your father didn’t love you , so you assume no one else would either.”

— Caroline Forbes (via ashesofcaptivity)

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