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bro thingz™ ♡

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Henri de Toulouse-Lautrec - In Bed Paintings

KinnPorsche the Series - In Bed/ Episode 8

The lovely @ellaspore reminded me of this series by Toulouse-Lautrec painted in a Paris brothel of two women waking up together in bed by lamp light. Lautrec's painting depicts same-gender love, not as a voyeuristic spectacle for the male gaze, but as something gentle, sweet and tender.

It fits perfectly for KinnPorsche, as hot and heavy as they are, this moment of sweet and quiet intimacy, as Lautrec shows, so does P'Pond queer love as real and mutual affection, not just as a sexual fantasy.

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It's always "I love you" but never "So your heart doesn't race if we're not touching? Even when you're with me? That's disappointing."

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KINNPORSCHE (2022) Mile Phakphum Romsaithong as KINN Apo Nattawin Wattanagitiphat as PORSCHE

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Via @/mafiaunderground Twitter

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him with this outfit >>>>>>

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ONLY LOVE FOR THEM 💖

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Oil on canvas, “Mileapo” (2022)

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i mean…can you blame me???

the fact that I haven’t even been able to start a single bl after finishing KP speaks to its impact on my life. Any pairing I watch I rather be looking at MileApo. Petition so that they are the only actors in the world and star in every show for the rest of eternity so I can peacefully enjoy tv again.

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New HD photos of MileApo from SoCool Magazine on weibo 💖

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the fact that I haven’t even been able to start a single bl after finishing KP speaks to its impact on my life. Any pairing I watch I rather be looking at MileApo. Petition so that they are the only actors in the world and star in every show for the rest of eternity so I can peacefully enjoy tv again.

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The way that I've been joking about and laughing at Porsche's lack of clothes or his "one shirt" that he wears everywhere and never stopped to realize that he most likely has a small wardrobe because he probably sees it as an unnecessary expense for himself.

Everything Porsche has done in this series has been for others, mainly Porchay. Him not having many clothes was probably because he made sure to get Porchay everything he needed with the little money they did have. I mean, Porchay has had many outfits in this series, while Porsche has worn the same shirt for multiple episodes. Even after he became a bodyguard and started making more money, that money was most likely still being used for Porchay.

From what I've seen, Porsche really does live for others. He spent his life making sure Porchay was safe, taken care of, and comfortable enough to pursue his own dreams, while he put his life and future at risk to make it happen. Right now it looks like he may even be doing the same with Kinn.

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Apo with mini shorts 🚨

Apo with glasses🚨

Apo with unbuttoned shirt🚨

today

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mileapo getting shy talking about the ep 7 masturbation scene….. 🚶‍♂️

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Brotherhood in the Theerapanyakul Clan

The finale of KinnPorsche brought this absolutely stark realization to my mind on how differently the brothers of each family interact with one another. We have the fathers, Korn and Gun, who for the entirety of the season are at each other’s throats, making the relationship between Main and Minor families incredibly tense. They made their sons into perfect enemies, creating a rivalry so deep that every bad thing that happened to one was the result of the other. When Kinn succeeded, Vegas paid the consequence of losing to his cousin. Vegas was constantly told by his father to keep an eye on Kinn, to always stay a step ahead of him, to lie, cheat and murder to get an advantage over him. Kinn was told that the minor family were out to get him, his family his biggest threat.

We don’t know how Korn and Gun got this way. We see glimpses of half-truths during the finale, with both brothers accusing each other of killing Nampheung’s husband. Korn accuses Gun of assaulting their foster sister, and uses that as the excuse to why he kept her locked up for years to protect her from Gun. There is a moment where Gun shouts “you’re worse than our father” to Korn, which clearly indicates both sons suffered abuse from their father probably in the same way they dispense abuse over their own children (korn being mentally abusive while gun is more physical). What fully cements the vicious relationship between the brothers is the fact that Korn can shoot his brother dead in the third eye for the sake of keeping his twisted web of lies intact.

However, as toxic and volatile as the main and minor families are with each other, the harmony that exists within the brothers of both families, especially in times of crisis, is astonishing.

At first glance, the Theerapanyakul brothers of the main family seem to be off in their own worlds, unconcerned with what the others are doing. However, Kim created a whole murder board to figure out who his brother’s new bodyguard was and who could possibly be the mole amongst their staff all while not living in the house. Kinn got worried every time Khun left the house and even joined him on his second outing as a way to ensure his brother’s safety as well as appearing at the drop of a hat when Kim called him for assistance, no questions asked. And Khun, a big brother for the ages, who despite having PTSD and social anxiety (most likely) was the most logical during the Tawan situation and found a way to help the family during the shoot out in the finale. Not to mention his trust and love for Porsche was spectacular throughout the series, especially once he learned of his significance in his brother’s life. When Korn fakes his death, the three brothers find solace in one another’s presence, although their reactions to his “death” are very different. Kinn, twisting his ring on his finger, clearly realizing the true weight of it now. Khun crying his eyes out, the one who least likely saw the evil in their dad, saddened by the loss. Then there’s the ever suspicious Kim, either skeptical at the news or aware of what’s to come.

On the other hand we have the minor family brothers, Vegas and Macau. We don’t get a single scene of the brothers alone together, but from the little we get of them, it’s evident they love and care for each other. Macau is still in high school so he’s obviously not as involved in the mafia business yet, but he’s enough of a presence to already be a disappointment to his father. While Vegas lives trying to gain the validation of his father, he also lives to protect his brother. We see him turn red with rage when Porsche splits Macau’s head open, evidently willing to kill for his younger brother. The scene at the end with Pete in the hospital room also establishes a loving relationship between the two, Vegas placing a soft kiss on both Macau’s and Pete’s cheeks, signifying these are the two people he loves the most in the world.

Among the many things KinnPorsche as a series did well, establishing clear lines of trust and love amongst the younger men of the Theerapanyakul lineage was a refreshing take on a tired family rivalry troupe. Kim could’ve been trying to usurp Kinn with his behind the scenes machinations. Kinn could’ve secretly resented the hell out of Khun. Vegas could’ve hated having to take care of someone else when he could barely care for himself. Growing up in such a toxic environment, seeing the older generation at each other’s throats could’ve inspired the same in both sets of brothers, but I think this is the one thing that made them stronger. In a world when you can’t trust anyone, what are you left with if you can’t trust your own blood.

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Today’s episode proved once again why MileApo are the heart and soul of KinnPorsche.

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Tankhun: the crazy one, the drama queen, the oblivious one, the mental one

Also Tankhun: the only one who has ever said anything sensible throughout the series