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mods are asleep post let's get married by josé olivarez

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I am good. I am loved.

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Crash // Papa Roach

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they don’t tell you this but you can take steps to improve your life all the time. even when you’re feeling absolutely miserable. even when it doesn’t pay off immediately. do you guys know about this

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there is no ‘right time’ there is just time and what you choose to do with it 

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You still have time to change!

(Words sewn into a leaf)

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my personal curse is the knowledge that I function best with rigid structure and strict routine but am almost totally incapable of independently establishing or maintaining that structure and routine

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Everyone is going to have a summer of self discovery whether they like it or not

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but! we! cannot! simply! sit! and! stare! at! our! wounds! forever!

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*becomes everything I dreamed of when I was little and almost doesn’t notice*

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I constantly long for beautiful moments forgetting I am the creator of them.

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Alex Dimitrov, from “Living in Time” [ID in ALT]

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I have to trust that I am getting where I am going even if it's slowly and not on the timeline I imagined - real life is better and more interesting than that

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crush, richard siken / embarrassment has good bones, katie bird / infinite jest, david foster wallace / crush, richard siken / desperation sits heavy on my tongue, a.m / the lonely city : adventures in the art of being alone, olivia laing / i put the coffin out to sea, lisa marie basile.

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The amount of time and trial and error that happens between when you realize you need to change and when you actually start digging your heels in and making those changes is often literal years which is so crazy cause we can know something for so long and refuse to let it sink in when we know it will deeply disrupt our lifestyles and comforts/crutches so it just prevails for so much longer than we could ever imagine even when we realized so long ago what was wrong we just back pedal when we are scared until something just cracks and we feel ready

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i woke up shivering from my dream this morning (it had you in it)

@/heavensghost on tumblr / unknown / richard siken / susan orlean / cool about it by boygenius / @/annalaura_art on tiktok / @/annalaura_art on tiktok / for your own good by leah horlick / the night we met by lord huron / richard siken / trista mateer / text: I thought id know you forever.. by Olivia Ruby - art: Watchmen by Dave Gibbons et al