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i don’t feel like i’m old enough to be my age

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chatgpt is the coward's way out. if you have a paper due in 40 minutes you should be chugging six energy drinks, blasting frantic circus music so loud you shatter an eardrum, and typing the most dogshit essay mankind has ever seen with your own carpel tunnel laden hands

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"Beautiful Losers", Leonard Cohen

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I am lowkey unfit for human interaction

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maybe if you bundled yourself up and went for a walk out in the cold then came back inside with rosy cheeks and cool skin and warmed yourself up with a nice warm cup of herbal tea with honey maybe then you'd calm down

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im sitting at a cafe, trying to journal and get in touch with my emotions, any emotion really, if anything is left inside my cold and dead body.

And I notice that they are playing One Direction songs. Not just one or two popular singles, but the entire playlist is just underrated 1D songs.

I realised it when 'Infinity' started playing. I didn't even know I still remember the lyrics, but they came out of my mouth like second nature. I'm feeling so incredibly nostalgic right now.

I remember that being the first song i downloaded from the album. I remember saving it onto my lil button nokia phone. I remember going up to my terrace and silent screaming the entire song on repeat. I remember being excited and jumpy and romanticizing the lyrics, "How many nights does it take to count the stars? That's the time it would take to fix my heart"

I miss being that passionate about something.

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* choking back tears * okay but how long will it feel like this, im tired

*squeezes your hand* it won’t feel like this forever

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I WISH THINGS HAD TURNED OUT DIFFERENTLY!!!!!!!!! goes to the supermarket

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I used to be 21 but now I'm 24. so you can understand why I'm so freaked out

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“Look at yourself as a color. You may not be everybody’s favorite color but believe me, one day you will meet someone who needs you to complete this picture.”

— Unknown

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getting better but also becoming worse. u wouldn't get it

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Be warned I am actually uninteresting and better as an idea

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against all odds, i continue to make my life very beautiful

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"People cry out of fatigue. But how horrible it is to hear someone say, ‘she’s just tired.’ Tired, yes, certainly, but just? There’s nothing just about it."

– Heather Christle, The Crying Book

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i’m tired of being well behaved i wanna cause problems on purpose