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Splitting is so frustrating

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i’m sorry my pain is hard for you.

i’ll try to be quieter next time.

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sorry for being distant all of a sudden, it was either that or screaming and crying and saying irreversibly damaging things to you after you ignored my feelings in favour of yours once again (I can't tell if I'm overreacting or not)

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Being asleep is the closest thing to stop existing and that's why I love sleeping so much.

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Late night walks hit different when u feel empty and suicidal

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What if they secretly hate me and are forced to hangout with me just so I don’t kms

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Pretty please I just want to feel loved and wanted for once.

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i wish i could feel emotions the normal amount

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bpd is hating yourself for being the way you are even though it’s not you who made you like this

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bpd is hating yourself for being the way you are even though it’s not you who made you like this

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“you’re so quiet” bro it's literally so loud in my brain.

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i crave being someone’s first choice so bad. why does no one ever choose me over others?

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The moment you actually start thinking about suicide again after being okay is so painful

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the feeling when you just wanna be alone and push everyone away so you could quietly kill yourself vrs the feeling of never wanting to be alone and just wanting to be held and told itll be okay even when it wont.

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one thing about me is i am not doing so well

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I wish I could sleep through my whole life and never wake up.