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Imagine you have a job, but you are burnt out. What do you do? Try to charge your batteries on the free time you have? Take a holiday? Reduce amount of working hours? Try a different job?

What if you are a stay at home mom and you are burnt out? What do you do? The place where you should be charging your batteries is withdrawing your energy? You are like a phone that has a charger that drains battery. What do you do?

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all i want is for my child to experience childhood like it’s a storybook, full of nature and magic and wholesome days

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my life is so lonely and boring. I’ve got to get over my anxiety somehow and make some friends 😩

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I feel this. So deeply. 🥺

Toxic Mother

Yesterday, I was able to finally do something I had been worried about for a long time. I don’t really know why it had worried me, but I finally blocked my Mother out of my life and the rest of her side of the family. I had to as I was been damaged emotionally and mentally of been ghosted and gaslighted. 

I cried after I did it, because it hurt, but at the same time I know that she has never been in my life and I think that is the reason I cried, I was crying for that little girl that never had a mother growing up. I think it was a purge of everything, this post included to kind of put everything to rest. I won’t have that part anymore. 

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If a parent or your family members dare to call you ungrateful, just accept that as evidence that these bitches never truly loved you and only see their love as conditional. Basically you have a contract with them and you must fulfill the conditions of said contract otherwise, they will discard you

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toxic mothers are wild they'll really be like "I never said that" like ma'am yes you did cause it's been ingrained in my head since I was twelve

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When you're born in a burning house, you think the whole world is on fire. But it's not.

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relationships with ur parents are so weird, arent they? like... i hate you for what you did, i love you because you bring me soup when im sick. i want to get away from you. i feel safe with you. i want to run away from you. i want your hugs. i wish you understood me. i wish i understood you.

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I'm so angry today & terrified I'll never be pregnant again. Why is this sooooooo hard? Especially harder being in a same sex relationship. It's not like I can "stop trying" because in order for this to work, I have to track my ovulation. And I'm beyond tired of doing that. I just want to scream.

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From r/interestingasfuck. Age progressions of missing people compared to actual pictures of them when found. Amazing.

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Please help me spread awareness of my biological mother's 1978 murder cold case!

Her name was Wilma June Nissen.

https://iowacoldcases.org/case-summaries/wilma-june-nissen/

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WHAT IF I TOLD YOU…

We are all beautiful fractals of Source Energy that cannot be created nor destroyed? The greater part of us exists in a timeless, non-localized field of sentience that transcends the confines of mind, matter, space and time.  We are momentarily experiencing ourselves as ‘human avatars’ (unique vantage points of consciousness) in order to experience a world of polarity, limitation, and disconnectedness.   We had temporarily forgotten the deeper reality of our Infinite Being & went on an imaginary, fun-filled vacation away from our unbroken wholeness (an ego-trip).  By playing this Cosmic Hide and Seek Game, we had turned ourselves inside out & entered into a scary, fun house filled with unlimited and unfolding possibilities.  

- Anon I mus (Spiritually Anonymous)

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You have within you more love than you could ever understand.

- Rumi

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This is what a missed miscarriage looks like. Why do we grieve in private and why do I feel so shameful for speaking about the baby I lost? So many women & couples go through this. We heal by talking about it and feeling COMFORTABLE when we do. I went to my 10 week ultrasound & baby had no cardiac activity, stopped growing close to 7 weeks. I had absolutely no idea anything was wrong. I never got to share my ultrasound pictures. I couldn't even hold the picture when my doctor handed it to me. I had a D&C two days later. I swear to God my world stopped that day. Reach out to people going through pregnancy loss...really reach out.