carpecarlos

[carpecarlos]

When she returned the kiss, he smiled into the kiss. Last time he tried to start something, she had turned him down so now that she was more herself he was happy. Their relationship thrived without the intimacy, but it always did better when they were. “i love you,” he managed to get out before their lips met again. he broke the kiss long enough to pull his shirt off, his hands moved down to her ass and then he picked her up. He walked to the bed and laid her down, hovering over her. his hands moving down to undo his jeans. he shifted so he could get out of them. Once they were at his ankles, he finished kicking them off. his lips moved to Lucy’s neck. he pressed kisses against her skin as his hands moved to the hem of her underwear and tugged them off of her. His hand moved between her legs and played with her clit.

Carlos had just finished putting away the last dish from the dishwasher as Lucy came into the kitchen. he was about to greet her, but she grabbed his arm and pulled him with her. He followed her to their bedroom. things between them hadn’t been okay for a while now, and he wasn’t sure how to fix them. he was giving her space for the most part, not wanting to push and push her away further. so agreeing they could keep trying for the baby they both wanted was a hard decision. Carlos nodded as she stated they didn’t have much time. he watched her as she started stripping, and he moved closer to her, closing the small amount of space between them. his hands against her waist, and he bent down and pressed his lips against hers.

[carpecarlos]

carlospena: it's rare that i catch any when they're sick, so hopefully not!

demibennett: Try your best not to catch anything. I know it's hard with sick little ones.

[carpecarlos]

Carlos had just finished putting away the last dish from the dishwasher as Lucy came into the kitchen. he was about to greet her, but she grabbed his arm and pulled him with her. He followed her to their bedroom. things between them hadn’t been okay for a while now, and he wasn’t sure how to fix them. he was giving her space for the most part, not wanting to push and push her away further. so agreeing they could keep trying for the baby they both wanted was a hard decision. Carlos nodded as she stated they didn’t have much time. he watched her as she started stripping, and he moved closer to her, closing the small amount of space between them. his hands against her waist, and he bent down and pressed his lips against hers.

Lucy was actually nervous to be with Carlos this time. Maybe it was because they hadn't been intimate in awhile or maybe it was because they were in a weird place. She believed they both still wanted a baby but everything that had happened caused her to go back on her meds. She knew she needed them to stabilize herself but she would figure it out if she got pregnant and had to get off of them again. After texting with Carlos she went to go find him. The kids seemed situated at the moment so Lucy took her husbands hand and led them to their bedroom. "I don't think we have a lot of time," she said as she locked their door and then dropped his hand so she could start taking off her clothes.

@carpecarlos

[carpecarlos]

[Text] I have missed your body

text: i missed yours too.

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[carpecarlos]

[Text] Is that sarcasm?

text: no, never.

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[Text] 😃 please. Come get me pregnant.

text: great dirty talking there.

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[Text] come get get me pregnant now and you don't have to worry about Jared.

(text deleted) it’s not that easy. i’ll always worry about it.

text: mhmmm okay. let’s get you pregnant.

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[Text] I'm not going to Austin until sometime next month. I'm not even going to see Jared. I'm going to see the doctor.

text: okay.

[carpecarlos]

[Text] Not random guys but you don't trust that I won't get knocked up by Jared?

text: it’s been like six months since you cheated with him. so yeah. maybe my trust fully isn’t there when it comes to you in austin.

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[Text] Do you not trust me to stay faithful? Do you think if im off birth control im eventually gonna come home and say im pregnant by someone else?

text: i don’t know. i don’t think you’ll go fuck some random guys.

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[Text] I just stay off of it until I get pregnant

text: right. kay

[carpecarlos]

[Text] I stay on the meds

text: and birth control?

[carpecarlos]

[Text] try again. If I get pregnant I can stop the bipolar medication.

text: and what if we keep trying and you don't get pregnant?

[carpecarlos]

[Text] I want you to get me pregnant. That's what would make me feel better.

text: i know, and i wish i could.

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[Text] Would you prefer if I went?

text: yes. but i don't want to push you about it sooo. you do you, babe. you tell me what you need to feel better.

[carpecarlos]

[Text] Do I still have to go to the appointment?

text: i can't force you, lucy.