carpecarlos

[carpecarlos]

"You weren't leaving in the beginning. It was a maybe. And then I brought up how weird things were during the movie and you started getting defensive when I asked where you were going and then you left." He stated. "It was one night," he repeated. He didn't fully believe it was a one night thing. "We're good. We'll be fine. We always are."

"I felt like the conversation was over last night. I was already going out before we started fighting. We were fighting because I was going out. They're not second. It was one night."

[carpecarlos]

"I know you're not always going to make the right decisions. But it still hurts when I'm trying to have a conversation with you and you still choose to leave." He shrugged his shoulders. "I don't want our babies to ever feel like they're second because you want to chase some high."

She couldnt argue with that because even though before she told him he could sleep with Alexa to get her pregnant she really didn't want to share Carlos either. "I didn't have sex last night, there's no reason to be pissed off."

[carpecarlos]

"Except I'm not pissed about that. at the moment, I'm mad that you left to go get pills. You put your family second to your addiction. You should have stayed home. We should have finished our conversation last night." He told her.

She couldnt argue with that because even though before she told him he could sleep with Alexa to get her pregnant she really didn't want to share Carlos either. "I didn't have sex last night, there's no reason to be pissed off."

[carpecarlos]

“because i don’t want to share you. how many times do i have to tell you that.” he told her. it was something he had said multiples in the past. He never wanted to share her. He wanted her to himself. “i don’t like the idea of someone else touching your body. it pissed me off.”

She listened to what he said and thought about it a moment before she replied. "You have me though. I am yours. I'm your wife. I live with you. Im raising a family with you. We are madly in love and wanting another baby together. How are we not fine?" She was trying to get him to see that he was her number one and that her home was with him.

[carpecarlos]

Carlos nodded. "I know. I can't explain why I feel the way I do. Maybe it's because you've cheated in the past and now I'm just waiting for the ball to drop again. Everytime I start thinking things are going to calm down and I start trusting you, shit hits the fan." He told her. He dropped his hands back down to her hips.

She listened to what he said and thought about it a moment before she replied. "You have me though. I am yours. I'm your wife. I live with you. Im raising a family with you. We are madly in love and wanting another baby together. How are we not fine?" She was trying to get him to see that he was her number one and that her home was with him.

[carpecarlos]

"Lucy," he muttered as she broke the kiss for the second time. He let out a sigh, his head resting against the headboard again. "You. I always want you. My heart always wants you. But we aren't fine and I don't know how to fix us." He said honestly. "Maybe it'll take time and I'll eventually never think you're lying or I'll start trusting you again."

One of Lucy's problems in every relationship was that she thought her body could solve all the problems. Maybe it was a nice distraction but the problems were still there when the pleasure was done. She let him kiss her again but soon pulled away, "What does your heart want?"

[carpecarlos]

[carpecarlos]

“it doesn’t matter. Does it?” He shrugged. Carlos knew they’d have to talk about it. They couldn’t keep up the cycle of not. But he also didn’t see a point in it at that time. His hand that was still under her shirt, moved up her back, while the other one went to the back of her neck. “my body definitely doesn’t want you to get off of me.” He leaned in and kissed her again.

He let out a breath as her lips moved up to his ear, Carlos hand moved under her shirt, his thumb rubbing against her skin. His hands gripped her tighter, pulling her closer to his body. part of him didn’t want her to break contact yet. “You shouldn’t have left last night, we’d be fine if you didn’t.”

[carpecarlos]

He finally opened his eyes, turning his head to look at her. “i just….” he stopped talking as her lips met with his. It took him a second before he returned the kiss. Between the weed and her touching over the past few minutes, everything was blending into each other and he was losing his train of thought. But this was their constant cycle. they fought and ended up in bed together. He let out a muffle groan as he felt his length twitching.

He let out a breath as her lips moved up to his ear, Carlos hand moved under her shirt, his thumb rubbing against her skin. His hands gripped her tighter, pulling her closer to his body. part of him didn’t want her to break contact yet. “You shouldn’t have left last night, we’d be fine if you didn’t.”

[carpecarlos]

He let out a breath as her lips moved up to his ear, Carlos hand moved under her shirt, his thumb rubbing against her skin. His hands gripped her tighter, pulling her closer to his body. part of him didn’t want her to break contact yet. “You shouldn’t have left last night, we’d be fine if you didn’t.”

Feeling her in his lap, his hands went right to her hips. He didn’t try to push her off of him, soft moan escaped as her lips made contact with his neck, “what are you doing?” he questioned,

[carpecarlos]

[carpecarlos]

Feeling her in his lap, his hands went right to her hips. He didn’t try to push her off of him, soft moan escaped as her lips made contact with his neck, “what are you doing?” he questioned,

He said he was going to get water because he was thirsty so she wasn't going to stop him from hydrating himself. If he didn't want to talk anymore she wasn't going to force him to. "Never mind then," she said softly. "you can go get your drink. Sorry." she picked up her phone and started checking her new messages.

[carpecarlos]

"Kay." He said as he turned around and went downstairs. He went into the kitchen and grabbed some water. He wanted to leave, but at the same time he knew he couldn't unless he got an uber. But then he wouldn't know where to go from there. So he took his drink and went back upstairs and into their bedroom. He set his glass on the sidetable and sat down on his side of the bed. He rested his head against the headboard, his eyes closing.

He said he was going to get water because he was thirsty so she wasn't going to stop him from hydrating himself. If he didn't want to talk anymore she wasn't going to force him to. "Never mind then," she said softly. "you can go get your drink. Sorry." she picked up her phone and started checking her new messages.

[carpecarlos]

He stopped in the hallway as he heard her voice, he let out an unpleasant groan before he turned back around and into the room. He stood in the doorway, hands in the pockets of his jeans. "I'm going downstairs to get some water. I'm thirsty." He told her. "And what else do we have to talk about? Seemed like our conversation was ending."

"If that was true we would have gotten married before Delia was born," she pointed out and watched as he walked out of the room. She didn't know what to say to him and she was too high to chase after him anyway so she stayed where she was. "Please come back, I can't move right now. We're not done talking."

[carpecarlos]

He nodded as she spoke. "Right. Because we do what you want in this relationship. My feelings don't matter about this, right?" He asked, rolling his eyes. "But it'll be fine. Even if we got a divorce, you know I can never stay away from you. So you win." He always had an issue with going back to Lucy. It was never like that with Alexa, but there was something about the love between Lucy and him that pulled him back in every time he tried to leave. He turned on his heels and left the room.

Lucy took her phone over to her charger and plugged it in. "I will never give you a divorce," she told him honestly. "You're my husband, my favorite husband," she sat down on the bed, "I refuse to get a divorce. We are staying married until one of us dies and it'll probably be me first anyway."

[carpecarlos]

“we are broken, i almost called my lawyer today. i thought about getting a divorce.” He told her as she took her phone back from. “Janel talked me out of it. but i can’t do this. i can’t be in a marriage wheee it feels like im constantly being lied to. we’re on the edge here, lucy. and i don’t want to cross it. i want to stay married.”

She sighed, "I don't wanna dump the pills," she told him. "When they're gone I won't get anymore and in the meantime I'll hide them so she can't get into them." She tried to reassure him. She took another hit of the blunt and then put it out. She kissed his shoulder and then got up off the floor. "I wanna see my baby so I guess I'll just go over there." She put her shoes on and started looking for an Uber.

[carpecarlos]

"No. She's not here because we're supposed to be working on us. And I can guarantee you that if Janel knows you're high, she won't let you in her house anyway." He stood up and went over to her. He took her phone and slipped it in his back pocket. "So stay here. Let's fix us. We can't do that when this house is full of kids."

She sighed, "I don't wanna dump the pills," she told him. "When they're gone I won't get anymore and in the meantime I'll hide them so she can't get into them." She tried to reassure him. She took another hit of the blunt and then put it out. She kissed his shoulder and then got up off the floor. "I wanna see my baby so I guess I'll just go over there." She put her shoes on and started looking for an Uber.