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carmies Ā· 2 years ago
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lovebcmbsā€‹:
talkingĀ  aboutĀ  latestĀ  nepoupdatesĀ  articleĀ  .
locatedĀ  atĀ  metĀ  stepsĀ  ,Ā  zoyaĀ  +Ā  yourĀ  museĀ  .
taggingĀ  :Ā  @nepofmstarters
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ā€œĀ  thisĀ  isĀ  ridiculousĀ  ,Ā  ā€Ā  sheā€™dĀ  onlyĀ  laughĀ  asĀ  muchĀ  ,Ā  theĀ  wholeĀ  situationĀ  beingĀ  moreĀ  amusingĀ  thanĀ  seriousĀ  forĀ  herĀ  .Ā  itĀ  wouldnā€™tĀ  beĀ  theĀ  firstĀ  timeĀ  thatĀ  zoyaĀ  isĀ  involvedĀ  inĀ  aĀ  pointlessĀ  rumorĀ  yetĀ  itĀ  wasĀ  theĀ  firstĀ  timeĀ  sheā€™dĀ  beĀ  involvedĀ  inĀ  aĀ  pregnancyĀ  scandalĀ Ā ā€“Ā  oneĀ  thingĀ  sheĀ  wasĀ  neverĀ  lookingĀ  forwardĀ  toĀ  .Ā Ā ā€œĀ  iĀ  havenā€™tĀ  hadĀ  sexĀ  inĀ  theĀ  lastĀ  whatĀ  ,Ā  threeĀ  weeksĀ  .Ā  iā€™mĀ  basicallyĀ  virginĀ  maryĀ  .Ā  ā€Ā  funnyĀ  howĀ  aĀ  girlĀ  canā€™tĀ  evenĀ  goĀ  toĀ  cvsĀ  forĀ  herĀ  covidĀ  testĀ  inĀ  peaceĀ  .Ā  sheĀ  leansĀ  towardsĀ  theĀ  stepsĀ  ,Ā  layingĀ  herĀ  bodyĀ  downĀ  onĀ  theĀ  coldĀ  groundĀ  asĀ  faceĀ  isĀ  hiddenĀ  inĀ  herĀ  handsĀ  ,Ā  onlyĀ  aĀ  loudĀ  groanĀ  toĀ  beĀ  heardĀ  .
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Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  ā€œĀ  areĀ  youĀ  insinuatingĀ  thatĀ  youā€™reĀ  gonnaĀ  deliverĀ  ourĀ  lordĀ  andĀ  saviorĀ  ?Ā  youā€™reĀ  notĀ  beatingĀ  theĀ  pregnancyĀ  allegationsĀ  withĀ  commentsĀ  likeĀ  that,Ā  zo.Ā  ā€Ā  madeĀ  jestĀ  inĀ  herĀ  expense,Ā  boyishĀ  smileĀ  onĀ  hisĀ  countenanceĀ  asĀ  heĀ  watchedĀ  herĀ  dramatics.Ā  seatedĀ  onĀ  theĀ  stepsĀ  justĀ  besideĀ  her,Ā  dirtyĀ  blondeĀ  maleĀ  tookĀ  aĀ  momentĀ  toĀ  thinkĀ  ofĀ  whatĀ  toĀ  say.Ā Ā ā€œĀ  threeĀ  weeksĀ  thoughā€”Ā  youĀ  deserveĀ  aĀ  rewardĀ  ...Ā  howĀ  aboutĀ  somethingĀ  toĀ  takeĀ  yourĀ  mindĀ  offĀ  allĀ  thisĀ  bullshit.Ā Ā ā€Ā  tippingĀ  hisĀ  headĀ  back,Ā  carmenĀ  lookedĀ  toĀ  herĀ  toĀ  pokeĀ  herĀ  waist,Ā  displayingĀ  obviousĀ  gestureĀ  ofĀ  smoking.
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Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  silently,Ā  headĀ  tiltsĀ Ā slightlyĀ  toĀ  checkĀ  outĀ  herĀ  buttĀ  ā€”Ā  disappointmentĀ  inĀ  theĀ  formĀ  ofĀ  briefestĀ  raiseĀ  ofĀ  browsĀ  andĀ  tiniestĀ  popĀ  ofĀ  eyesĀ  thatĀ  avertĀ  backĀ  toĀ  bookĀ  ofĀ  theĀ  dayĀ  :Ā Ā beyondĀ  goodĀ  andĀ  evil.Ā Ā ā€œĀ  wouldĀ  youĀ  ratherĀ  takeĀ  mineĀ  ?Ā  thereā€™sĀ  somethingĀ  veryĀ  chicĀ  orĀ  earlyĀ  2000sĀ  aboutĀ  beingĀ  accusedĀ  ofĀ  doingĀ  coke.Ā Ā ā€Ā  sarcasmĀ  oozedĀ  fromĀ  hisĀ  alreadyĀ  dryĀ  tone,Ā  notĀ  lookingĀ  toĀ  makeĀ  aĀ  competitionĀ  outĀ  ofĀ  itĀ  butĀ  insuredĀ  assĀ  seemedĀ  tameĀ  inĀ  carmenā€™sĀ  eyesĀ  ā€”Ā Ā funny,Ā  yetĀ  tame.
[ Ā  Ā  Ā OPENĀ  STARTERĀ  Ā  Ā  ] Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā ā€ŗā€ŗ Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā @nepofmstartersā€‹ā€‹ Ā .
WHO : Ā juno Ā & Ā your Ā muse
WHERE : Ā theĀ  metĀ  steps
SUBJECT :Ā  inĀ  regardsĀ  toĀ  thisĀ  nepoupdatesĀ  article
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Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  ā€œ Ā oh Ā my Ā god Ā , Ā ā€ Ā lets Ā out Ā a Ā fit Ā of Ā laughter Ā . Ā ā€œ Ā so Ā someone Ā says Ā i Ā got Ā my Ā ass Ā insured Ā . Ā i Ā canā€™t Ā believe Ā it Ā ! Ā iā€™ve Ā got Ā to Ā stop Ā finding Ā out Ā things Ā like Ā this Ā about Ā myselfĀ  .Ā  doĀ  iĀ  lookĀ  likeĀ  aĀ  kardashian Ā ? Ā ā€ Ā sheā€™ll Ā dramatically Ā sigh Ā before Ā looking Ā over Ā to Ā [ Ā your Ā muse Ā ] Ā and Ā takes Ā a Ā sip Ā of Ā her Ā coffee Ā . Ā ā€œ Ā i Ā donā€™t Ā know Ā whatā€™s Ā up Ā with Ā the Ā gossip Ā blog Ā but Ā theyā€™re Ā really Ā starting Ā off Ā the Ā year Ā with Ā an Ā agenda Ā . Ā ā€
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carmies Ā· 2 years ago
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hello,Ā  iā€™mĀ  here ~
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carmies Ā· 2 years ago
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vinnie hacker. Ā  Ā  he/him. Ā  Ā  cismale. Ā  Ā  Ā ā€ŗĀ  Ā spotted Ā  at Ā  the Ā  met Ā  steps Ā  , Ā  carmen Ā  bellucci Ā  , Ā  most Ā  likely Ā  listening Ā  to Ā  him Ā jong Ā - Ā un Ā  by Ā  robb Ā  bank$ Ā with Ā  their Ā  airpods Ā  pro Ā  . Ā  the Ā  twenty1Ā  Ā yearĀ  Ā old Ā  gained Ā  quite Ā  a Ā  reputation Ā  , Ā  known Ā  to Ā  be Ā  -combative Ā  yet Ā  +altruistic Ā  to Ā  anyone Ā  who Ā  knows Ā  them Ā  . Ā  you'll Ā  easily Ā  spot Ā  them Ā  when Ā  you Ā  hear Ā  about Ā  driving Ā  too Ā  fast Ā  on Ā  an Ā  empty Ā  street Ā  , Ā  the Ā  smell Ā  of Ā  vanilla Ā  cigarettes Ā  stuck Ā  to Ā  clothes Ā  , Ā  a Ā  laugh Ā  in Ā  the Ā  face Ā  of Ā  authority Ā  , Ā and Ā  lies Ā  that Ā  sound Ā  genuine Ā  , Ā  followed Ā  by Ā  the Ā  most Ā  wanted Ā  by Ā  azzaro Ā  . Ā  latest Ā  nepoupdates Ā  article Ā  talks Ā  about Ā  how Ā  he's Ā  apart Ā  of Ā  some Ā  illegal Ā  street Ā  racing Ā  and Ā  some Ā  underground Ā  fight Ā  club Ā  society Ā  ( Ā  true Ā  ) Ā  , Ā  but Ā  i Ā  guess Ā  any Ā  reputation Ā  is Ā  good Ā  reputation Ā  .
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* Ā āø» Ā š‘‡š»šø šµš“š‘†š¼š¶š‘† Ā !
š™µšš„š™»š™» Ā š™½š™°š™¼š™“Ā  Ā :Ā  Ā carmenĀ  Ā ariĀ  Ā bellucciĀ  Ā .
š™½š™øš™²š™ŗš™½š™°š™¼š™“(šš‚)Ā  Ā :Ā  Ā goesĀ  Ā byĀ  Ā ariĀ  Ā orĀ  Ā carmenĀ  Ā ,Ā  Ā carmyĀ  Ā (Ā  Ā ifĀ  Ā youā€™reĀ  Ā closeĀ  Ā )
š™°š™¶š™“Ā  Ā :Ā  Ā twentyĀ  Ā -Ā  Ā oneĀ  Ā yearsĀ  Ā oldĀ  Ā .
š™³š™°ššƒš™“ Ā š™¾š™µ Ā š™±š™øššššƒš™·Ā  Ā :Ā  Ā novemberĀ  Ā 16th
šš‰š™¾š™³š™øš™°š™² Ā šš‚š™øš™¶š™½Ā  Ā :Ā  Ā scorpio
š™æš™»š™°š™²š™“ Ā š™¾š™µ Ā š™±š™øššššƒš™·Ā  Ā :Ā  Ā nohoĀ  Ā ,Ā  Ā manhattanĀ  Ā ,Ā  Ā newĀ  Ā york
š™¶š™“š™½š™³š™“ššĀ  Ā :Ā  Ā cismale
š™æššš™¾š™½š™¾šš„š™½šš‚Ā  Ā : Ā  he Ā / Ā him
šš‚š™“šš‡šš„š™°š™» Ā š™¾ššš™øš™“š™½ššƒš™°ššƒš™øš™¾š™½Ā  Ā :Ā  Ā pansexual
š™¾š™²š™²šš„š™æš™°ššƒš™øš™¾š™½Ā  Ā :Ā  Ā formerĀ  Ā boxerĀ  Ā /Ā  Ā mmaĀ  Ā fighterĀ Ā , Ā currentlyĀ  Ā nepobaby
* Ā āø» Ā šµš¼š‘‚šŗš‘…š“š‘ƒš»š‘Œ Ā !
TWĀ  :Ā  mentionĀ  ofĀ  intermittentĀ  explosiveĀ  disorder. theĀ  bellucciĀ  nameĀ  isĀ  usuallyĀ  shroudedĀ  inĀ  infamyĀ  ā€”Ā  aĀ  familyĀ  thatĀ  datesĀ  backĀ  toĀ  oldĀ  moneyĀ  andĀ  crimeĀ  affiliationĀ  ā€”Ā  anĀ Ā allegationĀ Ā atĀ  mostĀ  thatĀ  wasĀ  startedĀ  byĀ  otherĀ  familiesĀ  thatĀ  hadĀ  itĀ  outĀ  forĀ  theĀ  bellucciĀ  lineage.Ā  lorenzoĀ  bellucciĀ  ,Ā  aĀ  renownedĀ  pianistĀ  turnedĀ  recordĀ  executiveĀ  &Ā  serenaĀ  bellucciĀ  ,Ā  formerlyĀ  knownĀ  asĀ  serenaĀ  wolfeĀ  ,Ā  aĀ  supermodelĀ  bornĀ  intoĀ  newĀ  moneyĀ  ā€”Ā  theĀ  duoĀ  wereĀ  knownĀ  forĀ  theirĀ  loveĀ  asĀ  wellĀ  asĀ  theirĀ  credentials.Ā  theirĀ  loveĀ  wouldĀ  comeĀ  toĀ  conceiveĀ  carmenĀ  ā€œĀ  carmyĀ  ā€Ā  bellucci.
growing up, music was pushed upon carmen at a young age by his father. the man thought the musically inclined gene would automatically be inside his son, but carmen never showed promise. this was the boyā€™s first act of defiance ā€” gifted just like his father with an ear for music and the skills to match, but a repulsion inside him that never wanted to be like his father or live in his shadow.
his mother lightly introduced him to the modeling world at a young age, but carmen was insightful enough to know that life would be hell and the competition wasnā€™t worth sucking down lemon cotton or growing to hate his body.
both parents gave up trying to mold carmen into what they wanted him to be and instead let the boy decide ā€” meanwhile growing inside him was an anger they speculated came from serenaā€™s side of the family.
explosive episodes that gradually ramped from tantrums and tirades that were let out on schoolmates turned into physical fights and property damage as carmen got older. the only outlet they saw for the younger bellucci was anything that could be put in the ring ā€” signing carmen up for boxing and gymnastics at the age of eight.
his family would finally take carmen to a professional when he was nine that would diagnose him with intermittent explosive disorder. while his father didnā€™t take the diagnoses seriously, carmenā€™s mother would immediately seek treatment for her son and soon a slew of appeasement from the parents would come to avoid confrontation.
they never accounted for what fame and practically raising carmen to be a fighting child prodigy would do ā€” the public eye on the youth with their criticisms and allegations against his family history created a ticking time bomb in carmen.
family life was no better, watching his father and mother mistreat staff only added fuel to the fire. born into a life that he felt he didnā€™t belong in ā€” unable to relate to people that were suppose to be his peers and overwhelmed by unwanted expectations placed upon him.
rebellion came in the form of getting into fights with rich alumni / friends of his and sneaking off into the night only to sneak back in the morning. the only ones that caught him were the staff, but they were hush about it and usually covered for carmen. he found more interest in intellectuals that were surprised by his interest in them, craving deep connections with people that were as alien to his lifestyle as carmen felt in his lifestyle.
unlike his parents and the persona the media placed upon him, carmen does give back to communities anonymously and volunteers to help wherever/whenever he can. a softness that most donā€™t get to see unless they are close with the fighter or spot him.
MORE TO BE ADDED ABOUT HIS SECRET AND YADDA YADDA. BRAINROT.
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* Ā āø» Ā š¶š‘‚š‘š‘šøš¶š‘‡š¼š‘‚š‘š‘† Ā !
itā€™d be very epic to receive some spicy connections.
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ode to bad dads
Fuck you, I just hate that you make me feel so small / safia elhillo -Ā  home is not a country; ā€œhaithamā€ / Sometimes I think this anger will eat me alive. / Sam Fender - Seventeen going under
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