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Be open to the possibility that people are speaking nicely about you behind your back. People are conspiring about ways to help you. People advocating for you. People are genuinely rooting for you behind your back.

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I’m not interested in no type of energy I gotta ask for

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"Too much joy, I swear,

...is lost in our desperation to keep it"

— Ocean Vuong, On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous

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“I feel very small. I don't understand. I have so much courage, fire, energy, for many things, yet I get so hurt, so wounded by small things.”

Anaïs Nin, from nearer the moon: the previously unpublished unexpurgated diary,1937-1939

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on love arriving unannounced

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Rotten desire

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an xbox 360 was sold in japan this week

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“You don’t know what a wild, crazy longing I have, what an ache there is inside me.”

Henry Miller, from a letter to Anaïs Nin, featured in A Literate Passion: Letters of Anaïs Nin & Henry Miller, 1932-1953

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William Wordsworth

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Basic August, Eileen Myles

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— joy sullivan

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Charles Bukowski, "hurry slowly," from Come On In!