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I never learned how to be gentle with myself... // my art, okay to rb

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me, wearing anything in front of a mirror : ...

my body dysmorphia & ed : u look like this

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me looking at my coping mechanisms like

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*Mood*

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hey look it’s all of the ed community

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i don’t want to be toxic. i’m so scared i am.

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I wish losing weight was as easy as movies about anorexia portray it. Like hell yeah,i want an aesthetically pleasing montage with a cool soundtrack of me skipping meals and working out for 2 months and suddenly boom I’m skinny. But nooo, all I get binging and crying into an ice-cream container and feeling like I’m about to pass the fuck out 24/7

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does anyone else

sometimes feel proud enough to want to tell friends about your eating habits but then youre like oh wait

this shit aint normal

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Me everytime I see a skinny person

Maybe she's born w it...maybe it's an eating disorder

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So…

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Me: I’m really hungry and I need energy for the day. Maybe I should eat someth-

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